Memories of the Wind.

Monday, June 18, 2012

那是多么美妙却有点悲伤的体验。


今天还稍稍有感触。也不是因为困在家里一整天就开始emo
罪魁祸首是全新的audioengine音响 和经典又熟悉的首首梁静茹情歌。
听着曼妙的旋律和合拍的拍子,
我仿佛坐着回忆的过山车,
回旋在玲玲种种哭哭笑笑的回忆当中。
不管多少遍,都依旧有着依依不舍的眷恋。
那是多么美妙却有点悲伤的体验。

你知道吗?
。。。

新的音响音质非常好。以前听不到的,现在却清晰的听到了。
虽然回忆不像音响,而且健忘的我也渐渐把越多回忆弄得越来越模糊,
可是随着年龄的增长和人生旅途的历练,
一些不起眼的回忆随着时间的飘逝,
变得额外的珍贵。
那是多么美妙却有点悲伤的感觉。

你知道吗?
。。。

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Wednesday, November 23, 2011

“那些年,我们一起追的女孩。”

今天跟xiaolulu看了
期盼已久的“那些年,我们一起追的女孩。”

。。

很感动。。

真的。

因为当柯景腾整个热血的扑上新郎,不顾一切的狂吻他时,
喉头一阵酸,
我眼泪也忍不住夺眶而出。

滴。
滴。

一份名叫青春,
描述九把刀豪迈经典的爱情,
在自己回忆的颠簸路上,
唤起玲玲种种的感想,
产生了许多的共鸣。

有一句话就一直缠绕着我。
“有很多事,到头来都是徒劳无功的。”

。。唉。
真希望这世界真的存在于平行世界,
希望在不同的时空,
一段错过的爱情,
不会因为某种原因而擦身而过。

因为看完“那些年”后,
最大的感伤是两个爱着彼此的人,
都没能在一起。也深刻的感到
“有很多事,到头来都是徒劳无功”,
这句话的酸楚。

。。
回到家,
就不加思索的从书架拿下
“那些年”。
忍不住翻阅了一下下,
让故事里面的人物和文字再次包围着我的思绪。

宁静的夜晚,
零零碎碎的回忆录,
错过的人,
又再次让情绪翻滚。。

嗯。。好emo噢。


。。。

然而,
失去不能再得。
尽管曾经共处过同样一个星空,
踏着同样的步伐
唱着同样令人心碎的歌,
现在也只能默默地说声祝福。

衷心的祝福。

九把刀在电影里又再次反映我的想法。。

如果你真的很喜歡一個女孩,

當她有人疼,有人愛,你會真心真意的祝福她。

永遠幸福,快樂。

=)

当然,
在这个平行时空里,
我也有属于自己,
未来与现在幸福,
是甩不开,也不想甩开,
紧紧牵着的
xiaolulu。

这部戏也具有一个很重要的道理。
如果不要后悔,
就要珍惜眼前人。

所以,。。
xiaolulu,
你就是幸福。

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Friday, April 16, 2010

毕竟,人生就像是一张单程票.

有时候,
会觉得有一点迷惘.
不知道自己想要做什么.
有时候,
会觉得自己读了这么多书,
应该做一分匹配自己智力与资历的工作.


因为人生太多种种可能.
现在的我可以是一个工程师,
或是在其他富有挑战性的领域闯荡.

当然不是说做一个体育教师就没有它的挑战性.
反而, 认真来说,
我还真的缺少很多做好一位体育教师的知识与素质.
并不容易啊! 呵。

(傻笑)

--

那么, 我选择做一名教师,
到底是为了什么?

很多人也许会有很崇高的理由,
像是想改变教育制度,
或是回馈社会。

我可能比较简单。
我只是单纯的喜欢学校的环境。
在我学生时代里,
没有勾心斗角,没有暗藏机关的冷箭。
我在一些学生看到了自己的影子。:)

嗯。唔。。

所以我高兴吗?
还好吧。
那么我为什么还是迷惘呢?

因为自从我开始工作后,
我的生活改变了很多。
我跟朋友们都走上不同的分叉路。

我想,
有些会很注重事业,金钱。
可能每天忙忙碌碌的就是为了挣更多钱,
过比现在更舒适的生活。

会迷惘是因为,
自己有时候也想有一天做个有钱人。
自己也很清楚地知道,
教师很难发达财。哈。

可是,我在catholic学到了很多东西,
看到了更多以前看不到的东西。
在跟着odac时,
跟以前不认识的花花草草做了朋友,
对许多的动物有了更深的了解。
星星与山峰,大自然,
这个我曾经无数次擦身而过的美丽世界,
我重新认识了你们。

也认为,
真正的财富,
也许是健康。


毕竟,人生就像是一张单程票.
有些事情,
一转身,
也许就是一辈子。

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Thursday, February 26, 2009

崩溃。

emo.

11点38分。

崩溃。

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Monday, February 23, 2009

恶魔, 天使。

最近好累。。
是忙碌把灵魂吞噬掉了吗?
呼吸,
总有一天我可能会忘了你。

~~~~~

悲伤与幸福
个别只是一脚步,
一转身的距离。

恶魔与天使。
~~~~~

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Net Happiness = Total Happiness - Total Sadness

Jem was talking about this the other day..

Trading a A+ for a A so that we can pull up other modules.

- - - - - - - -

I wonder, if we can trade happiness for less sadness?

If Net Happiness = Total Happiness - Total Sadness

and net does not change, will we still be better off?

Then again, if happiness and sadness are both cut short,

In happy times, we wouldn't really be happy, and in sad times, we wouldn't really be sad too.

We will become numb.


悲伤剪一半,快乐剪一半。

如果雨下的小些,

而雨后的彩虹只剩下三种颜色,

彩虹还是彩虹吗?

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

emo.

你说过的话,
答应过的事,
我都会记得的。

可是你老是敷衍我,
是不是我不重要?

眼眶里,
可以装下小鱼儿了..

星期五的夜晚,
总是让我莫名其妙的emo.

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Where's the rainbow?

The rain's been falling,

and I wonder,

where has the rainbow been hiding?

It has been a long time since I blogged. I had eventful days all this while, be it happy or sad, but out of a sudden, I dread writing. I developed the aversion to writing, my mind a painful blank as I started out on a post, staring fitfully at the computer screen. I believed if I have peered hard enough, I might have burnt a hole right into the display..

I love painting stories, I still do. I love to knock strange ideas off my head and concoct a story out of my intense imagination. But perhaps the hectic schedule has erased some of that enthusiasm and the need to transform it into words.

Sigh.. Maybe the rain made me crazy today.

I am waiting for that rainbow.

I am waiting for a long awaited rainbow,

and the rain to stop.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

故事里的故事

我今天晒了一整天。。 感觉自己好像中暑了。
最近也睡眠不足,导致精神不宁,浑浑噩噩。。

唉。。
我没看医生,
可是我确定我患了缺乏幸福的病。
一个呼吸都忘了节奏的病。

。。为什么人总是无法诚实地面对自己的爱情?
故事也是,真实的人生也是。
懦弱的逃避种种的不安因素,
因为害怕受到任何伤害。

忘记了自己的誓言吗?
还是,
努力的记得要忘记呢?

我该坚持吗? 该吗?

我在一股劲的伤心。想你。

我的爱情,
也许连故事都不是。
它只是故事里的故事。

一个不属于你我,
只属于睡美人爱情长眠里的一椿梦。

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Thursday, October 09, 2008

笨尼爱的系列(一) <<不属于他>> Part 1

笨尼爱的系列(一) <<不属于他>> Part 1


"我和丘比特在这秋天有个约,可是他又放我飞机了..."


这个故事的开始是一个结束。因为结束常常意味着新的开始。然而,阿克在自己的爱情还未萌芽前,就悠然的结束了。

“动物是拿来养的。”

女生不留余地。

“请你去照照镜子吧,河马!”

女生很干脆的残忍。

“对不起,我喜欢女的。”

晴天霹雳。

是的。阿克的爱情史是一大篇的空白。周围的人至少都沾到爱情的边。有些的甚至一塌糊涂,狗屁不通,不伦不类。但是,阿克异于常人。他的状况连蟑螂老兄,“小强”,都觉得可怜。

如果爱情是一个专修科目, 需要上考场的话, 无庸置疑的, 阿克一定会考的惨不忍睹.毕竟, 100个人对于爱,都有100各因人而异的答案。但是,阿克却从来没有答案。

其实,22岁的阿克长得并不太难看,只是有一点滑稽。呃。。在那厚厚的黑色眼睛框背后,有对大男孩稚气的眼睛。红肿的鼻子像是有留不完的鼻涕,宽阔的嘴巴可以跟河马匹敌。不错吧?成龙靠着鼻子红透半边天,而嘴大吃四方嘛~~

。。

好啦。尽管相貌多么不齐,阿克有一颗善良的心。

这一点,蟑螂老兄,“小强”可以保证。


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
持续。

ps: Haven't been writing stories for some time. Thought I could do with one now. Hope my enthusiasm do not fizzle out that fast. Haha.

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Sunday, October 05, 2008

等待

我在等待一首属于我的歌,

一个愿意唱给我听的人.

或许我能谱自己的曲,填自己的词,

但是我还没遇到那样的人.

可是在九把刀,"爱情,两好三坏"里, 里面有一句我本身还觉得蛮经典的.

"一直都在等一个人,就一定能够等到那一个人."

我希望是吧.

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Thursday, September 18, 2008

Salutes

Been starving my blog, which explains why I need to stuff it with so many posts today to make up for it. Not the point anyway.

Back to main point.

I respect my guy friends who treat their girlfriends really nice and yet, manage to find time for their friends. Despite the incorrigible term coined to them when they go on a date, it is admirable to see them taking it in their stride.

I salute you all. Haha.

Really, it is amazing to hear about the things they will do for their girlfriends and see it for yourself sometimes.

男人的体贴是一种细微的感觉。

铁与血的男人,
却用面和粉构置出爱情最美丽的图案。

然而。。
要到达你的心,
还需要我无法衡量的距离。

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

Take care

Gosh.. 星期六深夜..

It has been a tumultuous ride, the shaky feeling of being in a boat, and not knowing when I will fall off. I know you deserve better, and I just want you to be happy.

我们不就像烟花一样吗?

一瞬间的灿烂,
换那么残酷的短暂。
可是,
在那一刻的永恒,
我感动过。。。


我知道,
承诺我给过,
我们的爱,
彼此都不吝啬过。

但是甜蜜的故事少点什么,
转折点,
我们都错过。

只希望,
你会好好过。。。

Take care..

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

我才靠嘞!

~
[“呵。。

我只是暂时把我的爱寄放在你那里而已。

如果有一天我收够了利息,

我会把它取回来的。”

我其实想说我这一辈子都只能做亏本生意了。


““靠。你这笑话不好笑。””

。_。

这就是我说了这么感人的话后,你唯一的回应吗?

我才靠嘞!]

Unable to find any momentum to blog, nor overcome the inertia to write something sensible, so chinese bla bla again..

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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Time, without you. Love, without you.

Yeah It's all chinese again. Just skip it. LOL. and for those who read it, no, I am not talking about my love. Just chinese writes. =)

如果用时间来计算爱情的话,
一年的时间,不长也不短。
但是,
一切都在那天的10点15分35秒结束了。。

可以说,
爱情跟小说一样。
一定会从哪里开始,
但也一定会有结束的那一天。

差很多的是,
一个扣人心弦的小说,
可以翻回页数,
来重温主角们甜甜的一刻。
但是,
我们的爱情却无法像逆时钟
往回走。

是的,
你曾经住在我心里。

可是现在,
我的爱情,
只剩下你的背影。

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Inspiration lost..

I have been watching a drama serial “这里发现爱。” The male lead in the show is a writer and he has lost his inspiration in writing, but in an accident, he realised he will get inspiration when he held the female lead's hand. Whoo la la. Something like that.

The below lines are supposedly written by the male lead.

天气预报说,
今日天气晴。。

因为你只留给我背影,
所以。。。

在我的眼里,
下了场大雨。

..Where is the rain??

Ahh.. Actually I feel I have lost quite a bit of inspiration in writing. ..

灵感,
我转了个湾,
你却遗失在某个转角。

该是时候撤退了。

也许,
单单用眼睛来看着世界是不够的。

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

咖啡不加糖的话,是永远不会甜的。

咖啡不加糖的话,是永远不会甜的。

这或许不是问题吧。可是,当我集合了许多人的意见时,得到了四个具有代表性的答案。

我早在一个月前,就想把这些都写下来了。一个月后,我终于做到。

1。 不加糖的话,就加奶咯。
2。 苦涩的香味也不错啊。
3。 不喝咖啡的话,就喝茶吧。
4。 不试试看的话,又怎么知道咖啡一定是苦的呢?

你的答案是什么?


In order to make it easier for the others to read, I decided to continue in English instead. I came out with an analysis on the 4 answers and it might not be accurate. Therefore, just read it with a pinch of salt.

1。 不加糖的话,就加奶咯。(Earth, Fire)

For the 1st answer, You are a person who takes a very firm and direct approach on the road you have chosen for yourself. However, you tend to be stubborn and inflexible to changes and want to stick to your original decision.


2。 苦涩的香味也不错啊。(Water, Air)

You are a person who enjoys the road least taken. You tend to be creative, and has an imaginative mind. However, it makes it hard for people to read your mind, and understand you. You are just like the water. Unfathomable.


3。 不喝咖啡的话,就喝茶吧。(Earth, Air)

You are a person who are flexible and often tries different approaches. However, you tend to be indecisive because everything goes. You find it hard to keep to a decision and may often stop half way in your pursuits if the going gets too tough. Remember, you do not always have the chance to change what you want.


4。 不试试看的话,又怎么知道咖啡一定是苦的呢? (Fire, Water)

Congratulations! You are a strangely optimistic person. The world is full of roses to you and everyone loves you. However, you may be often labelled as an unrealistic person. You often get hurt along the way, but you will get over it very soon too.




Hmmm, accurate?? Some yes, some ermmm?? Tell me what is your choice?? :))

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Friday, April 04, 2008

不知觉

寻找幸福的人们啊。。
你们是否在这耀眼的城市里,
搞得晕头转向,
步伐凌乱,
渐渐迷失了自己??


唉。。

城市的灯光的确有点。。耀眼。

我。。 。

我。。

我。

好像忘了自己的目的。

嗯。

我在夜空下,
跟着一股莫名忧伤的节奏,
不知觉得跳起舞来。

其实,

我想自己毕竟是幸福的。


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Sunday, March 23, 2008

习惯的忧伤 I

握手和牵手的本质是不同的。。

握手的人面对着面,然后举起同样的右手,以肯定的笑容和稳重的力度,双手互握。

但是牵手呢。牵手的人肩并着肩,一个人的左手紧紧地拉着另一个人的右手。


。。她已习惯了他。他庞大的身影,似乎永远都会站在她的右边,呵护着她。

一只纤细的右手, 已习惯一只雄厚的右手。

但是,她却不知道,男生右边的手握着什么东西,右边隐藏了什么秘密。

她永远不会知道他右边的忧伤。

。。。

这是习惯的忧伤。

持续..

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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Heart felt.

What makes a heart beat?

72 times a min.

4320 times a hour.

103680 times a day.

37843200 times in a normal year.

.


No wonder it can never keep on beating.

Hmm, but some people just have the magic to make your heart skip a beat, or accelerate it.



..

But if you think your heart is incomplete, and you have been searching till the ends of the world for that one to fill the little portion..




I guess.. What is most important is to really open your heart to new possiblities if there is nothing coming. Move on. Get a life. Let your heart be strong and in the end,

You will find the right one.

Be Happy. Open Heart Open Heart.

And that means 开心开心.



Heart~felt. Really.

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