Memories of the Wind.

Monday, January 29, 2007

Beni's rock concert.

Okay. I know this is absolute rubbish. The things that people can do in school is, well, sometimes out of the world.

Having fun laughing at myself.

And I am crazy. To share it with everyone. Lol.




When all else fails, there will always be a strange thing called faith to pull you through.

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Huh?

一句话,
换一句动人的歌曲。
音乐的心,
藏着醉人的秘密。

I know I am the one who is 死鸭子嘴硬. But does it matter to always express ourselves so clearly that we forgot the basic roots of conversation?

Remember something?

Body language.

~~~~

早已脱色的外套,
虽忘了拿去换洗,
却为我挡挡寒风。
这陌生的夜,
快乐悄悄陪我入眠。。

And this is written for fun. Funny how sometimes the things I write, I do not know what I want to express actually. I guess some things, it is better to leave it as it is.

Always trying to figure things out is not in the best opinion.

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Singapore ra ra ra!!!

Yesterday's Asean football championship Semi final ended with Singapore edging out Malaysia in a close encounter through penalties.

Singapore is through to the finals!! Yeah!!!

I was at the National Stadium with a couple of friends, egging Singapore on. Every fine movement and nice touches from the Singapore team was cheered on enthusiastically, whereas Malaysia has to endure the taunts coming from us. The crowd is really amazing. WOW!

The Kallang wave/roar was terrific to behold, and the packed stadium was definitely a scary prospect for the opposition. In fact, Malaysia made so many wayward passes in the first half due to the immense pressure coming from the wild crowd. Though they recover in the second half and managed to lead due to a fluke goal, Singapore managed to fight back.

And that's the spirit all true blue fans want to see. Passion and pride matters more than the quality and brand of football dished out.

Victory truly belongs to the fans.

Furthermore, $6 for more than 2 hours of action is well worth the money. Haha. We went off almost the same time as those who went to watch SHE's concert at Singapore Indoor Stadium.
Remember, they paid more than us, and I got the feeling we went home happier. Well, at least for me.

*Bubbles*

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sweets test.

A test. I am so fond of such tests。哈哈。I am a "D" person.

逛街时经过面包/蛋糕铺,一阵阵诱人的香气扑面而来来,真让人抵挡不了这份诱惑!

橱窗里摆了几种精致可口的西点,你会选择哪一种?

A、起司培根塔( =芝士烟肉挞 )

B、鲑鱼小点( =三文鱼小点心 )

C、杏仁脆酥饼

D、提拉米苏( =Tiramisu,意大利芝士饼 )



















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分析:

A、起司培根塔( =芝士烟肉挞 )

A:你天生具有抚慰他人的能力,在爱情中的心态,往往以静制动。面对感
情生活,不会莽撞行事,习惯用沉默来面对。内敛的你很少说真心话,情绪
会受到伴侣牵引,虽然想和人维持和谐,却会不经意地表达自己的好恶。在
爱情中容易受到对方误解而受伤,面对爱情风波时,常常外表坚强平静,但
内心却波涛汹涌。你很理性地分析感情上的问题,却不擅於表达感情,往往
压抑自己内心的感受,并在无意间对情人抱持成见。

缺乏浪漫与幻想的你,有时过於保护自己,反而会让亲密的人感到挫折。时
常钻牛角尖的性格,让你不愿意和人妥协,谈恋爱时缺乏协调沟通的能力,
有时态度上不免冷淡。由於心胸不够开放,而影响到爱情的许多可能性,事
实上,你也明白问题究竟出在哪里,只是你无法放下身段去面对而已,感情
生活欠缺弹性与活力。






B、鲑鱼小点( =三文鱼小点心 )

B:你希望爱情生活能充满关爱的气氛。在感情世界中常常扮演牺牲奉献的
角色,甘愿为对方付出,要是对方绝情忘义,会将你伤得很深。爱情中不管
有多苦,只要能和情人爱相随,任何辛苦都可以抛在脑後,一切付出对你来
说也都是值得的。爱情对你来说,是一项快乐的希望工程,看起来像是没脾
气的你,其实拥有不妥协的坚毅精神,个性倔强。面对爱情,你具有不可忽
视的能量,就像是弹簧,可以禁得起爱情中任何的压迫,不过个性十足的
你,有时也会做出反弹。你的「以牙还牙,以眼还眼」的爱情作风,虽然不
至於粗暴地还击,但你绝不会平白无故挨打。

你的感情十分丰富,容易受到环境气氛的影响,有时会流於滥情,遇到招架
不住的场面,也会心起逃避而不愿面对。用情太深,陷得也深,这是你在爱
情中必多多学习的课程。






C、杏仁脆酥饼

C:你行事冲动,面对亲密伴侣时,常因心直口快而刺伤对方,但自己仍浑
然不知。偏向个人主义的爱情观,让你常以自己的角度来和对方互动,却又
因个性耿直,颇能够面对爱情里的冲突点。你把感情挫折当做一种人生的磨
练,情绪常在争执过後消散。感情生活中,你慷慨付出,热情相对,有时会
因为想要掌控对方而兴起占有欲。

爱情中如果受到委屈,会据理力争,即使受伤仍然故做坚强;事实上,在爱
情中,你要的无非就是享受爱的满足感。你对爱情抱持乐观态度,即使和对
方并非轰轰烈烈的爱情,你也渴望有燃烧过一回的那种感受。在四十岁以前
的人生,感情世界面临许多考验,不过,你好像并不在乎恋情一定要有什么
结局;倒是对於爱的自由是必要的坚持。只有在爱情当中,你才会有活著的
快感,更能痛快地享受人生。






D、提拉米苏( =Tiramisu,意大利芝士饼 )

D:你向往自由自在的爱情。喜欢接触让你觉得新鲜的异性,交友广阔且态
度落落大方,所以择友的眼界宽广,并且有较多的选择对象。对於爱情,你
并没有太多的预先立场,反倒是藉著谈恋爱而拓展生活领域,享受持续不断
的新鲜感和刺激度。对於感情上的争执,事过境迁後,你并不会一直记著不
愉快,因为马上又有其他的事物转移了你的注意力。你的性格平稳,天生具
有社交上的吸引力,不过也因为过於熟悉待人接物的技巧,而显得较不坦
率。生活中,你需要爱情滋润,无法忍受孤独,如果对一段感情心生矛盾及
困惑,就会对你表现出一副失魂落魄的样子,同时也丧失了自信与魅力。

关於爱情生活,你不喜欢一成不变,如果伴侣让你感到不舒服,你会希望和
对方稍做讨论和沟通;要是不舒服的感觉久久缠身,你会选择「长痛不如短
痛」,好获得解脱

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

旧收音机在播放着音乐,
像穿越时间往返的隧道。

It really takes time to build a relationship and truly call it love. Time is the greatest ingredient for love to mellow. And a bit of nostalgic is required.

漫长的身影被月光拉长,
我们是否有靠近了一点?

The things you have been doing for a particular one, she must have known.

Gals will always be more sensitive to such things, isn't it so? However, most can really act as if they knew nuts about it. This, I really got to hand it to them. They are great actress when it comes to love. Whereas guys will always be the dense one.

Though, gals do appreciate the efforts made, even though they did not make it clear to the dense ones. Sometimes, it is the little gestures that make the heart flutters, and still, the guy is kept in the dark.

As it is. No matter how disheartened the guy may be sometimes, they will always find time for the gal.

Keep guessing.

心意代表了语言。


Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

A coffee test.

How do you drink coffee?

Use this below test to see what person you are.

用拇指及食指夹着杯耳,其它指头弯曲靠在杯上

  可以相信,以此种方式拿杯子的你是个理智的人,每件事对你来说都像计算机中的信息,胸有成竹而又不慌不忙地去完成,而且总是处理得足够完美。在 爱情的追逐中你颇有一副自命不凡、心中有数的风采。成功而稳重练达的你,将无疑是许多女性渴慕的对象,但只有其中最出色的人,才会使你心跳。

  拇指及食指夹杯耳,其余指头张开

  性格开朗、大方的你,有种玩世不恭的乐观,对人对事都是半真半假,幽默感倒是挺让人喜欢的。所以呢,你人缘不错,但知心朋友却很少。在爱情这回 事上你还是那么漫不经心,无拘无束,不喜欢给对方明确的承诺,惹得喜爱你的她忍不住常常独自伤心。对爱情还是应当实在一点好,毕竟人心都是肉长的,你总不 能老是辜负人家的一片痴情吧!

  四指并拢托杯,小指翘起

  满腹心事而忧郁的你,看似生活中的弱者,其实谨慎小心,凡事考虑周详,是个智能型的人物。你在爱情中的策略亦是充满了才子风范,热烈而真诚,偶 尔又一副痴狂之态,令女性们不忍拒绝!当然,一旦同对方熟悉以后,你自负、倔强的一面又会露出狐狸尾巴,往往固执己见,很难改变已经作出的决定。不用说, 要做你的女友,在耐心方面可得超出常人三分才行。

  手指张开,小指托杯底

  才情横溢的你是个品位独特的人,对自己钟爱的事有惊人的热忱,对不感兴趣的事却是拒而远之,即使勉强从事亦不能善终,敷衍了事。对于异性,你注 重对方的品性以及心灵相通的境界,对物质及其美貌倒放在次要地位。由于你的要求如此特别,所以很难有女人会抓住你的心,你反而时时让对方柔肠寸断,伤心欲 绝!别老是把自己看作爱情圈外的人,你应该记住,真情难得。


I should be the first one ba. Not an accurate test, I suppose.

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Monday, January 22, 2007

迎春

不害臊的春风
带着清晨的片片金光,
透过窗外,
潇洒地踏进
心灵里的小缺口。

然后,
它笑了笑,
二话不说的以
大地钢琴,
抒情地弹奏
着温和的曲子。

音符在心坎上
委婉地摆起曼妙的舞姿。

我笑了笑,
然后随着音乐小蝌蚪,
吹起口哨。

la~la~la~la~la

好!我原谅你的失礼。

春天毕竟是我的心灵医生嘛~~~

Spring is coming!!

Makes me think of the cute Spring chicken.

Makes a good supper.

*Stomach growls*

grrrrr. I am Diaozz.

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To Yes 933.

Yeah!! This is the first ever letter I am sending to Yes 933 where the DJ will read out my dedication in the letter. I spent quite a lot of effort on writing it because I rewrote a couple of times. In addition, I used my Monokuro Boo stickers and papers to decorate the letter.

Hee. Attached to the letter are 2 Monokuro Boo magnetic bookmarks that are presents for the DJ. Guess this is a form of bribery.

Really hope will the Yes 933 DJ, Jiahui, will read out my dedication on the day indicated.



This is the letter. To Jiahui!!!!

~mAiLeD~
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你是什么星座呢?

十二星座最酷代名词

★白羊座★

  最酷代名词:忽冷忽热

  白羊属阳性星座,不算外冷内热,但是故作矜持的小白羊通常会装成内向被动、外冷内热。只要两情相悦,无论怎样假装亦只是纸灯笼,稍微挑弄一下,立即热情地烧了起来。但不要开心得太早,白羊座的人会忽冷忽热,与他们恋爱犹如活在火海冰山,可以冻伤之后再烧伤。

★金牛座★

  最酷代名词:热水瓶

  金牛座的人口硬心软,是典型的外冷内热性格。嘴巴爱逞强,内心却极度渴望得到别人的关怀。无论遇到甚么困难或不公平对待,总表现得像个大男人或女强人,即使有泪也只会默默往心里流,更不会向人诉说委屈,即使内心咬牙切齿。不过只要有人稍为关心,就会甜在心里。

★双子座★

  最酷代名词:寒暑表

  双子座的人是标准的恋爱寒暑表,一眼看去就知道冷成怎样,热起来的话立即知道有多热。双子座较容易与外冷内热的人合得来,谈恋爱的话,他们会将内冷外热的阴性星座埋藏在内心深处的感情挖出来,只要对方暗示了爱意,他们就会疯狂地不停示好。

★巨蟹座★

  最酷代名词:拔丝香蕉

  巨蟹座的人外表冷冰冰,内里热辣辣,甚至爱恨交加。爱将面孔拉长,待人总冷冰冰,令人不敢接近。交往的时间稍长便会让人了解他们是可以深交的人。和巨 蟹座的人谈恋爱,就像吃拔丝香蕉,外酥内软、外冷内热。外面和里面的情况完全相反,冷的时候令人吃惊,热的时候叫人更加吃惊。

★狮子座★

  最酷代名词:隐藏热情

  狮子座的人性格虽属阳性星座,但有时也会外冷内热,他们通常不会隐藏内心的感情,眼泛泪光地看文艺小说的人通常都是属于狮子座。狮子的人对环境或身边人有戒心,感到不安时便会显得外冷内热,对喜欢或不喜欢的人同样冰冷,对于异性示好会装成完全不察觉。

★处女座★

  密实姑娘

  处女座的人有最明显的外冷内热性格。面对心上人时总会口是心非。与心上人闹意见时,什么尖酸刻薄的话都讲得出,不过转过头就立即态度软化。心上人主动接近时摆出爱理不理的态度,但心里却很想亲近对方。处女座年轻人是最假正经的密实姑娘。
★天秤座★

  最酷代名词:内外俱热

  天秤座的人重视感情表白,要爱就要说出来,看不起猜哑谜式的感情,不喜欢外冷内热的人,当然他们不会埋藏感情。谈恋爱时,对方不说出一句肉麻的“我爱你”、情人节没有实在的表示,感情难以发展下去。总之里外都要热。

★天蝎座★

  最酷代名词:醋意惊人

  天蝎座的人拥有十二星座之中最强的压抑感情能力,犹如“压力煲”。说到恋爱,他们通常都摆手摇头,好像刺猬那么令人无法亲近。和压力煲谈恋爱要时刻注意对方的醋意,吃闷醋时相当平静,但发作起来可就非同小可,必然十分惊人。

★射手座★

  最酷代名词:火焰雪糕

  射手座的人是相当单纯的阳性星座性格,只会外热内冷,不会外冷外热,但却偏偏给人外冷内热的错觉。与不喜欢的人一起时,他们会像急冻海产,外面坚硬、里面冷血。很多人误以为可以用热情将他们软化,但事实上只是浪费时间,即使外面洒汽油放火,仍然只会是火焰雪糕。

★摩羯座★

  最酷代名词:掩饰热情

  摩羯座的人做事有责任感,但却久缺人情味。铁面无私的面孔后面充满温情。友人为山羊座的人开生日会时,他表面上不会有太大的惊喜,但回到家后会因太感动而痛哭一场。他们觉得和外冷内热的异性谈恋爱才有成功感,内心的热情只会在二人世界中表露出来。

 ★水瓶座★

  最酷代名词:冰山美人

  水瓶座的人思想开放,谈恋爱时主动外向,但是不要以为他们不会外冷内热,他们最会摆出冰山美人的模样,用冷艳魅力吸引异性。水瓶座的人会千方百计暗示冰山里面是火辣辣的热情,鼓励异性将冰山劈开,要是对方劈不开,冰山最后也会自动爆开。

 ★双鱼座★

  最酷代名词:糖心硬糖

  双鱼座的人表现得像是个没有情欲的道德会会长,但骨子里隐藏着性爱狂热,只是闷骚罢了。和双鱼座的人谈恋爱有如吃甜蜜糖心硬糖,只要慢慢将外层硬糖溶解,内里的糖心就会自然地流出来。很多自命调情高手的人在双鱼座的人身上都会碰钉子,因为太心急是挑不起他们的情欲的

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

Friday nite is the mood for love.

Friday nite is the mood for love.

Heck! I do not believe those who said that looks is not important when choosing a partner. Spare me the hypocrisy.

Looks is definitely one of the considerations if not a vital one. Initially, when we spot a potential target, he or she has to pass the looks department first before other factors come in. Feelings only sprout when the first test has been passed.

Physical attraction is always deadly.

The sparkle in her eyes gave his world something to thank for.

The wide grin, baring his crooked teeth, made him all the more likeable to her.


However.. Among so many people who passed the looks factor, there can be only a special one.

Because, no matter how superficial we are, true love is something that we still struggle to comprehend.

And he was thankful beyond that.

Grin or no grin, he was the only chap that reassures her.

..

Friday nite is the mood for love.

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Friday, January 19, 2007

Mushrooms in my head.

My brain is in an advanced stage of neglect and shambles.

I can see mushrooms sprouting out from the unkempt wilderness.

However, it is enjoying tending to the mushrooms. Simply because there is no tending to do so.

Hence, my mollified brain struggles to comprehend the feats that other humans can achieve.

Today, while on the bus, I spotted a Chung Cheng High student playing with poker cards and doing rather amazing card tricks. His fingers are really nimble and agile. Cool huh.

Other than that, I heard about other inhuman feats by humans from my tuition kid who was very eager to pass on some of his knowledge. This sounds rather ironic though. Haha.

There was this guy born without hands who could bounce a basketball with his legs with perfect ease. In addition, using his legs, he could scoop the ball into the basketball net situated behind him. Incredible!!

*Marvels.*

However, we should not undermine the animals too. They know how to use their brains, whatever limited capacity they have. No discrimination against the animals here, do understand.

Anyway, birds are not exactly that bird-brained.

A parrot who is reared for 23 years by a university professor is able to distinguish and differentiate many things.

For example, 2 similar questions were being asked.

Qn:"What's the difference?"

Qn:"What's the difference?"

And the parrot cleverly answered "None".

Wanna know why? There is no difference in both questions posed.

woo~~

Thats enough for crapping.

Btw, what's the recipe for cream of mushroom soup? It is harvesting day pretty soon.

LOL!

Good nite peeps. Good nite mushrooms in the head!

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Writing in progress.

Writing and writing and writing.

Will be sending a letter to yes933. Hopes it will be read out.

~~~

Writes over here in wind.

心口还微热,
可能是你泡的咖啡残留的温度?

但是夜里依然寂寞,
难以沉睡。

心口微微痛了起来。
衬衫微微邹了起来。

我需要一点点的安慰。

所以,

梦里逼近的香味,
叫我不得把接下来
所剩不多的时间
都交给“睡先生”。

他一定有办法让我得到小小的幸福。

我把眼睛轻轻地闭起来。

快乐在倒数。



wind

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A different stop.

Actually, stopping a few stops before or after the actual destination does not really matter. Because, after a few dedicated moments of cursing and swearing, my mood may actually turn for the better due to whatever unexpected that might greet me. And keeping myself happy is always what matters most.

Offering no explanation to why I got off the wrong stop on my way to school today morning. However, walking a short walk to the lecture hall with the cool morning breeze blowing against my flushed cheeks liven up my sombre mood somewhat. Perhaps, perhaps I am just finding an excuse for my judgmental error which was so ridiculous that I fabricated a reason to lift my spirits up..

Though, I was actually the earliest among the rest. Words just filled my mind when I stoned, waiting for friends to arrive and the lecture to start. .

Really, getting off the wrong stop does not matter in the long run.

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Tuition for my kid.

I strutted my stuff, grinning a highly polished smile, with teeth glistening like the Darlie toothpaste. I walked majestically with an air of confidence, and I could swear I swept the leaves off my feet when I took each step with sterling command. 走路都有风ah! Oops day dreaming

With one hand holding on to my proud shoe-bag tightly, the other hand reached for the door-bell..

Wait?? This is not a scenario of Mr Tan, your friendly salesman at your service.

Instead, I am a happy tuition teacher who was glad to arrive punctually for his first session of the year. And at the door to receive me was my cute sec 1 kid, who was beaming with my arrival.

Aww~~~ Am I so welcome? Confirm plus chop I am being sorely missed la. Heh heh. Few months never see him already.

Lol. 我没有你说得那么好 la. Oops sorry. Day dreaming again.

And the session proceeded smoothly. Kinda surprised by his enthusiasm towards maths today too. I guess my sincerity and eagerness must be rubbing off on him.

*"陈老师!! 你行的!!"*

Oops again 3.

Just hope he can maintain this level of enthusiasm. If not my internal engine will go haywire and end up in lots of smoke.

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Wandering.

Being obsessed with something or nothing at all is never good news.

Been spending quite a lot of time honing my skills in a particular pc game called football manager 2007. One of my favourite footballing tittles.

Was musing over the fact that restarting the game whenever I lose in a match has been a viable and welcome option for me nowadays rather than when I just started out on my current game. The disenchantment of losing a game is too much now when the possibility of winning tittles is there.

I suppose, in life, as we climb higher, we are more preoccupied with more material gains that we half expected in the past. And I conclude: Human nature.

However, will we lose out more than what we seek to gain in a quest for glory? Well, I am always searching for the best bargains that this question rendered me a bit clueless.

Life is not all about winning? Wondering if it is ever true. Whenever you get the medal that you have been aiming for, someone must balance it out by crying over his loss. Boy, does it even matter to the winning party?

Well, as we wander on in this path of life, we might end up realizing that everything is just a game and that fleeting moments of glory do not give you a lifetime of joy.

...

Excuse me, my mind was rather detached from my body that it wandered off to different planets and beyond.

Hii aliens in my mind!

LOL!

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Monday, January 15, 2007

A new man.

A pleasant surprise coming from my previous tuition kid's mum.

What can be so delightful than to find my pockets probably richer than it will be come next month?

I am excited to announce that I will be in a gleeful financial position soon because my kid's mum has once again offered me to take on her cute little kid in sec 1 maths and science. AT least $300 richer every month.

Will be a major life-saver to a previously starving man.

No more bean curd + bean sprouts + porridge for lunch and dinner.

Well the above statement is a sorry picture that I paint for myself. But, I am sure you get the idea.

Nite peeps. :)

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Learning the ABC.

It is amazing how people can go through the physical pain barrier.. yet they break easily when the inside cracks.

Well, I am becoming a guardian angel of some sorts. Ya. sort of.

I prefer not to become a panda now, but keeping myself awake at this time while I am desperate for a sniff of my smelly pillow is straining.

However, my conscience is keeping me awake forcibly. I guess it is extremely difficult to weigh your decisions when it comes to revealing something startling about someone. That's why I prefer to keep my mouth shut and act innocent.


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And, I cant run away from commitments, as much as I would like to. Too many things on my mind. If only things were as easy as ABC.

But it is going to be tedious if I were a toddler learning how to walk and the ABC at the same time. A huge step for me because I am still learning precisely. I believe I took quite long to master the 26 alphabets.

That's why I am going to take one step at a time. Each step will not falter.

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Friday nite is the mood for love.

Friday nite is the mood for love.


In the dusty streets of love amidst the falling rain drops,

The Postman on his last duty before rushing home for a warm meal with his other half was shouting across the streets to a lone stranger in an oversized trench coat..

“Hey hey! Naisevol! Is that you? There’s a returned mail for you!”

To which the stranger replied

“Sorry. I am not me. He’s feeling blue.”

~~~~~

Strange opening to this Friday nite.. Maybe the rain induces me to think of a suitable scenario for today's post.

It certainly pains me to see people who are once close to each other become distant strangers.

More often than not, a girl and a guy who get too close to each other will create sparks and the guy falls in love with the girl. Well and good if the girl accepts his advances, but if the girl is more interested in the guy opposite and rather remain as friends with the former only, their closely knitted world starts to fall apart.

Things will never be the same again. The girl starts to stay away from the guy, they begin to interact less, and eventually they find themselves in a different world. The guy just could not fathom such a drastic change in the girl's attitude.

It takes a lot for the girl to do such a cruel thing too. She is full of guilt, yet everything seems fruitless in salvaging such a strained relationship.

If only they can convince themselves to remain as friends.

Easier said than done. I took a few years for one. It needs courage to reject, and take a rejection.

Hard to stomach a returned mail.


Friday nite is the mood for love.


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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Adventures of Bubble ep 4.

As Myojo jojo's hands swiftly gained momentum like a steady sledge-hammer going down on a little watermelon, Bubble clasped her hands tightly, closed her eyes and mumbled a little word of prayer.

"Mumble mambo no. 5"

She mumbles when she's nervous or shocked. Haha. ridiculous. A writer's creativity is as limited as his livid imagination.

Well.. Anyway, as she could only fear for the worst; when split seconds seemed like a deadly few hours, Myojo jojo suddenly gave a loud shriek. Bubble thought she was about to fall asleep waiting for Myojo jojo's blow that she almost drooled already. She quickly glanced up to look at Myojo jojo and saw him clenching his hand in great pain, his face grimacing, looking like an absolutely stupid and amusing ancient monkey.

Bubble spotted Walnut on the ground, obviously dropped by Myojo jojo who was in pain for some unknown reason. Not that it mattered to Bubble anymore, she rushed to pick Walnut up and retreated 3 to 4 steps from Myojo jojo and assumed defensive position, wondering if that might be one of Myojo jojo's silly ploys.

It was only then that Bubble realised Myojo jojo's right hand was suffering from a cut. Blood was flowing down from his hairy hands like the great Niagara Falls. Er. sorry. That was disgusting and exaggerating. And stuck on his injured hand was a pokemon card. That must have inflicted the injury. Wow. So cool!!! That is Gambit's (X-men) trademark move.

But caused by who?

The answer is soon clear to Bubble. She felt a tap on her shoulders by a warm, fuzzy little hand. She turned around, and a masked figure came into view. This figure was slightly bigger sized than Bubble, which means the former should be around the same age as 5 year old Bubble.

And the figure spoke.

"Hey, I am from a different town, and I happened to pass by. I do not know what has happened here. But from the look of that monkey there, I know he must be a baddie. When I saw him trying to whack your brain open, I immediately shot out my pokemon card and saved you."

In a little boy's voice. So the figure is a boy.

And he continued.

"I could sense great power within you. But why do you succumb to that disgusting monkey over there?"

By the way, Myojo jojo was still shrieking like mad. Not too evolved, I will suggest.

The mysterious boy in a very serious tone and not waiting for Bubble to reply :" You are a superhero. I know you are. But you know what? A real superhero is one that is able to face his own fears, stand up in the face of adversity and conquer his own heart.

"This is your fight."

The fire returned to Bubble's eyes. She was so stricken with grief just now that she lost all the will-power to fight. But she is fired up once more. And her heart missed a beat with the boy's last words. So cool!! Is this a sign of things in the future? We shall see.

Back to the main story! She advanced in a threatening fashion to the forever shrieking Myojo jojo. As she closed in, you should have seen the frightened look on Myojo jojo's eyes. Scared the daylights out of him.

And he was rightly beaten the daylights out of him. Myojo jojo is now in a real bloody mess. He scattered away slowly, vowing to take revenge. Not before he was given another kick on his red, swollen butt anyway.

Bubble bounced back happily to the mysterious boy who was watching the entire thrashing of Myojo jojo.

Bubble spoke in an appreciative manner. "Whee!!! Thanks for your encouragement!"

Boy replied:"NO problem. See you around. If we do."

And he started to walk off.

Bubble asked in her haste:"Hey hey! What's your name? Tell me at least, please?"

Boy cocked his head in Bubble's direction and replied as if he was thinking aloud.

"Eh.. Call me L... Eh.. Like that seems to be copycat of the movie lo. Don't want. Call me J. Nice rite? By the way, I am also a superhero."

Diaoz.. Not much difference to Bubble. So this J is also a lamer huh.

to be continued.

Author's comments: Everyone needs a superhero. Where is mine?

Haha. I know I can be my own superhero..

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From Sk's pacar.




And I wrote absolute rubbish. Gosh. Anyway I like the Boo paper. Thanks SK's pacar!!!

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Paying off a sleeping debt in a sleepy lecture.

外面的世界现在是在下雨,还是在放晴,我不知道。
我整天困在讲堂里,
像被关在笼子里的小鸟,
像躲在井里的小青蛙。

把自己联想成动物,
还真的有点失常。

我想到青蛙王子,
我也想到快乐王子身边的小燕子。

青蛙王子也罢,
快乐王子却是个悲伤的故事。

纳闷。。

我向自己解释这只是童话里的悲伤,
千万别太放在心上。

不久,
我呼呼睡去。


Paying attention in a lecture is never easy.

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On my way to punctuality.

Second day into school and I am late. Yet again. 10am lecture and I reached at 1115am. I could not really help it.

Reason being - I brought my brother's laptop to the service centre for repair as there was some problem with it and he needed it urgently. He will be flying off to England for 2 months due to work in approximately 5-6 hours time from now. And he required the laptop.

Anyway, a few mishaps going into the new semester do not fairly indicate my willingness and determination to remove the "late" tag.

One fine day, I will become Mr Punctual. Make sure your jaws do not fall off.

However, I am not really helping myself now, especially when I am blogging at this ungodly hour and my lessons will be starting at 8am. I cannot promise myself that I will respond to the incessant ringing later on when dawn breaks.

zzz..

Au revoir.

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Monday, January 08, 2007

Blinks.

My memory is disappearing without a trace. And I am starting to dread that feeling of being lost. Things. I can't seem to remember any of them.I really need to check up on my brain status. What if I forget you people?

Haix..

Moody mood. Perplexed.
......

I am a guardian of people's secrets. When people tell me something private, I know better than to spread things around. There is an element of trust when people choose to confide in you and we do not betray that trust.

I shall keep all these secrets high up in the sky to be under the care of the stars. And I wish upon the stars, hoping that everything turns out well for them. If a particular star blinks at you, you know your secret is well-kept.

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I am cuckoo.

I got a lot of 5 cents coins in my wallet. 17 to be exact. The irony was, I did not bring any money to school today, except for the pathetic 5 cent coins, which is only sufficient for a 200ml daisy plain milk pack.

Well, I now owe Sk $20. And pui $50.

-_-

Anyway, I am such a cuckoo. I thought I was to meet my buddy Sian on Wednesday, but when she sent me a message at 2pm asking where I am, I knew I was done for. I made the silly mistake of assuming that our date was on Wednesday, which in fact was today.

Just before the message, I was sitting happily at the engine canteen with friends. After the message, I was practically in a fix.

While I was thinking of ways to rectify the foolish mistake, she called, and she was running out of patience at the other side. I sheepishly informed her of my error in judgment and that I would rush down in superman speed. 30minutes to be exact.

Then I looked at my food which I just bought. Gosh. This is a real test of my mettle. Muslim food was not to be trifled with if you plan to gobble them at full speed. However, I completed the feat in incredible haste.

So far so good. A mad rush to clementi, where I was supposed to meet her.

Anyway, thanks for the complimentary movie. Now I need to find time to watch a movie. And people to watch. Haha!!



We went ktv. Hohox.



More zi pai with Sian's camera. Her handphone rocks!



I look hideous with specs. Hahaha. Does not matter anyway. Got no reputation at all already.

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1st day of school.

I got a monster appetite in the morning.

Woofed down 6 generous slices of bread, 3 handsome slices of luncheon meat and 2 pretty slices of egg.

This is to prepare for the 1st day of school.

..

My new year resolution is to be punctual.

Anyway.. OMG!!!!

I am running late!

A wonderful morning to everyone! HEE.

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End of hols.

The holidays has gone by like the wind. There, yet seemingly not there. Has time gone astray for me? It seems like I am never in full control of it.

At least it ended in the company of friends.

Meaning- My weekend was spent spending money. Eh. money well spent. :)

<.>

Watched the movie "Night at the museum" on Saturday. I figured we are both pitiful people who cannot get a date. Which probably explains why we are watching the movie together. Oh, coupled with the fact my house was just a walk away from yours. And I shall not comment on your bhb-ness, Ser!

I am sitting on my chair comfortably, waiting for your backlash and revenge. Lol.. But seriously, the show is absolute entertainment. Wacky, yet heartwarming at times. This line left quite a deep impression on me. "I am made of clay, what are you made of?"

Eh go and watch the show if you haven't, you will not regret it.

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

My uncle's solemnization.

Friday was my uncle's wedding solemnization. My brother and me were the witnesses, hence we were sitting there, exchanging glances as my brother tried to stifle his laugh. We were the vip, because if we were not there, the whole ceremony would not be able to proceed. Our presence and most importantly our signature will be sorely missed.

Lol.

OOh. So the whole procedure is like that. Hehe. Next time I will know how to do it when my turn comes.

Eh? Do what? the 主婚人?

*smiles sheepishly*

Nah. Everyone's gotta be married ma.

Below is the certificate of marriage.



你愿意守护着她吗?

我愿意。

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Saturday, January 06, 2007

A non-fri nite post on a sleepy fri nite.

A non-fri nite post on a sleepy fri nite.

Irony?

Yes I am ironic. Like love is. I rather adopt a nonchalant and laid-back attitude now without getting myself too involved.

Though, it appears to be too much of a coincidence that she spots the things that matters to me.

Do I believe in fate?

Maybe.

..

Eh.. I am getting real sleepy.

My brain cells are so working ot that the law of diminishing marginal returns are setting in.

Nite. Sweet dreams to this lovely fri nite.

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Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

This is the first fri nite post coming into the new year. Hence, I decided to share my top 3 past experiences in picking up a girl. Not that there is any link between picking up girls and the new year.

No.1.

It has gotta be the jogging girl called Clara. I offered her a drink while she was jogging round the track and she accepted.

No.2.

Karin?? Unorthodox. Requested for a photo when she was working as a waitress that time. All thanks to Jac.

No. 3.

Joanie ba. I mustered a lot of courage and practiced my lines for a few weeks. I approached her in a virtually packed study room in SA that time.

....

Though I got to know so many gals, it seems none of them is ever the right one for me.

In addition, it is a strange occurrence that I seem to like so many girls within such a short period of time during university that I started to wonder: If that is really true love?

I suppose my friends are probably asking the same question too.

Previously, during sec and jc times, I solely believed in being downright faithful and I can stick to liking only a person for years. I guess it is a different season of love for me since I came to university. That belief went extinct.

This new year, I am going to be obstinate and revert to my former self. Ser,, thanks for the advice.

Rather than diversifying my efforts and going for so many different girls, I might as well find one girl I really like, and devote all my efforts in her.

不要再走了。
就是你。

Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Friday, January 05, 2007

Barbecued.

Before I died on myself, I got grilled by my own victim. Torched and flamed.

Thanks.

No wonder I still smell like barbecued meat.

Hell. She suggested trying baking next time.

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z
..
z
..
z...

Eh.. nonsensical post. Blame it on all the unconscious brain cells.

Nite peeps. =)

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A break from blogging.

Giving myself a break from blogging for today.

Because I am going to wait for a mail to reach a friend.

Anyway, I reek of bbq food even after I had a bath, and that is not going to help my mood.

Bleahs. Am I not blogging now??

*mad*

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

Swings.

You know, when I started to look at the evening rain from my window, they looked like mini droplets of sweet sweet love. And I said to myself, if it is raining from the window, and you can feel the rain in your heart, perhaps someone is missing you.

Inspired by the show "The classic" to think of this line. Really strange how I can be happy the previous moment and moody the next.

I do not understand myself. I can be so unpredictable. As unpredictable as the weather. I got a nice tan yesterday morning from soccer and it started to rain in the evening.

Strange things must be building inside my little room in my heart. Hopefully I can see flowers growing amidst the swings that I have built.

*Swings up and down.* ~Whee.

For everything that goes up, it will come down eventually. The swings in my heart.

Love will always be so fleeting, yet friendship is always so resolute.

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

You said sorry, yet I wanna say thanks to you.

"其实你跟我道歉,我才想跟你说声谢谢。。"

Met ser yesterday. We had dinner, followed by ktv. Seriously, though she said she do not like her voice for being too kiddish, I think that she sang really well. Wow! Enough to blow me away, though I would not dish out such lavish praises to her. Never! Lol. But I was able to keep a straight face simply because I knew she can sing well.

Er.. making such comments on my blog, I can't figure if that is worse? I am afraid she might have a big head ar! haha.

And after ktv, we talked. Talked and talked. I am sorry to be unable to keep to the timing. Haha. I got too much to say.

..

You said sorry, yet I wanna say thanks to you. Thanks for the valuable lesson taught. I hope we have been a positive influence to each other. I know the answer is yes.

And we will continue to be. =)

Well.. I feel a heavy load off my chest after the talk. I was basically prancing and dancing about while walking home from her house. If anyone had spotted me, they will think I am a lunatic. Anyway, it was already past midnight and everyone was asleep in this deserted street except for the occasional passing of the cabs. It was great fun with myself.

I am a happy chap.

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The 3 appointments.

I got many things to blog about yesterday, but it wasn't done so on the same day simply because I got too packed a schedule. I was out practically the whole day to meet 3 different people.

I met my mum in the morning after she knocked off to accompany her to the market. As expected, I was late. Therefore she complained that she would have almost finished her purchase when I reached. Blah blah.

2nd on my schedule. Next in the afternoon, I was supposed to meet Sk at some stipulated time to send ys and yvonne off to Hk. Standard fare. I was late.

To which I derived a conclusion as to why I am always late. Last time, which was ages ago, I remembered myself as a punctual person. However, I will still be late for my appointments because I will wait for a best friend and go to the place together.

His belief is that if you are late, it does not matter whether it is 10min or 30min. Might as well be later since you gonna be late.

Well.. I am never a punctual person now. And this friend is mia-ing now.

Haix.

Ok. Enough of side-tracking. Sending off people at the airport is always a teary affair. Because yvonne requested for me to sing her a song 19 hours before her flight on msn, I foolishly did. And I sang "一路顺风". So embarrassing. I became a red-face, whereas she burst into tears. Gals..

After leaving the airport, the last on my schedule is meeting ser. I am finally punctual. Or rather, early by 2omin. Maybe Sk is right. I am punctual when I meet people wearing skirts.

But she wasn't wearing a skirt yesterday.

*people falling off the computer seat*

I shall reserve a blog post for her. :)

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

To the immature one.

Eh.. to the immature one. What you say do have a point.

Maybe your *irritating* me has a somewhat positive effect.

I think recently, I am trying too hard to smile when I am supposed to smile, and I am still smiling when I am supposed to cry.

This is not me.

At least now, I smile when I should, and almost tear when I should.

At least.. This is me.

..

But you are still a XIAO MEI MEI to me!!!

Lol.

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Mr meanie.

Really wanted to bang the inconsiderate person against the wall with maximum velocity for ripping apart my closed wounds. Just when I had thought I had gotten over something, she has to rub salt on the wound.

Oh please, I had enough of being Mr nice. I am afraid my new year resolution is to be Mr meanie already. And yes, I am starting to like my new found attitude. *smirks*

Please understand this. When someone chooses not to tell you something, can you stop bugging the person? I do not mind people getting on my nerves, really, but to inflict harm where I was the most vulnerable is unacceptable by my standards.

A true friend waits till his friend is ready to speak. Be patient.

That's why I said, you are too immature.

...

After typing out all these, I am starting to regret it. I can be more hurting than I thought.

Eh.. Sorry. Thanks for your concern anyway.

Feel free to bug me ba.

The truth is: I still like being a nice person. A leopard can't change its spots!!

*puking could be heard everywhere*

LOL.

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Monday, January 01, 2007

Misc.

Hey people. I created another blog. The link can be accessed from the sidebar "&moi alter egos".

This blog is called "A daily portion of love".

As the name suggests, I hope to be posting daily regarding a few lines on love. It will be different from what I post in this blog though, because this particular blog contains lines written by myself.
As for the other blog, I hope to be able to find inspiring lines from books and other areas. Thats all.

Anyway, I removed the poll regarding the Adventures of bubble and replaced it with a new one.

Do you think I should continue with "Fri nite is the mood for love"?

Headache.

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1st in 2007. I to everyone.

Yeah. My first post in the new year 2007. Happie new year peeps! Hope this year will be fulfilling and enriching for everyone. =)

Haa. I suppose I never really get the year started in good tune. Been doing nothing much since I woke up. Though, I finally watched "The Classic".

Yeah. I hogged the cd which Ah Chua lent me for a few months and I finally found time to watch the show. And thankfully, I watched it.

I supposed I am out of my mind to watch a sad show on the first day of the new year. Shouldn't I be watching something happier? For example, Stephen Chow's shows? All the shit and farting inside his shows definitely makes a good laugh. LOL.

Nah. I opted for "The Classic". The show is funny at times, yet sad. I thought it was not touching enough at first, because it did not spur my tears, till the last part, when my eyes started to feel a bit hot.

...

Really. True love and concern does not require the person receiving it to know and there is no need to tell a person how much u love him or her too. For me, I am content to see the person being happy enough.

I to you.

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