Memories of the Wind.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Relationships with people would sometimes be straining, yet we cant live without it.
这一丝丝的牵绊，
也是我的寄托。
这一丝丝的牵绊，
也是我的寄托。
Labels: Chinese Writes, The Emo Club.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Swings and a new fren.
Went to watch a Raffles Hall production, Swingers, at UCC yesterday upon invitation from Runyan. Whooohooo it was hilarious. The acting was pretty good, and the character Ricardo, was a crowd pleaser. He had everyone laughing off their seats. Haha. Oooh and the costumes were very well designed! Xiaoxuan and mi both agreed that we would gladly pay to get them to design for us. =)
Well, on the way home after the musical, mi and Hannah proceeded to the bus stop opp engine LT7a to take 33. While waiting to cross the road, i realised that a Chinese couple who was already waiting for the green man never pressed the button. *Irks*. So preoccupied with their talking hurr? Haizz. have to press myself lo. And what irritated mi even more is that the 3min wait over at the traffic light caused mi and hann to miss one 33 bus. ArgHH!! I wanted to rant at them!!! Well the ranting only became a figment of my imagination. Haha.
Ok. another 33 came after a wait of 15 min which wasnt too bad considering its infrequent frequency. And guess who i saw on the bus?? Haa it was the running gal who enabled me to win the bet. I ended up taking a seat on the left of the bus with hann and the gal was sitting directly opposite me. Actually hor i wasnt really sure if she was the gal so i never paid much attention to her throughout the whole bus journey.
Me and hann alighted at dawson place where she can change to either 51 or 186. Well as fate would decreed it, the gal got off at the same stop. Pure concidence or issit the magic of my horoscope ( rmbed that i got good luck with the opp sex for last week) ? I guess both is at work..
I waited with hann till she got on to her bus.. And the gal was still there, waiting for her bus. Hmm i stole her a glance when i was about to leave to confirm if she was really the gal and she looked back, but she doesnt seem to recognise mi. So with a tinge of disappointment, i walked off.
Hur hur. However, i made a u turn after some distance away, convincing myself that i still had 30min before my good luck ends (it was 1130pm). I was pretty sure she must be the gal. Therefore I went back and she was still there.
Hee she is really the joggin gal.
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*^^*
Btw she's Clara.
Well, on the way home after the musical, mi and Hannah proceeded to the bus stop opp engine LT7a to take 33. While waiting to cross the road, i realised that a Chinese couple who was already waiting for the green man never pressed the button. *Irks*. So preoccupied with their talking hurr? Haizz. have to press myself lo. And what irritated mi even more is that the 3min wait over at the traffic light caused mi and hann to miss one 33 bus. ArgHH!! I wanted to rant at them!!! Well the ranting only became a figment of my imagination. Haha.
Ok. another 33 came after a wait of 15 min which wasnt too bad considering its infrequent frequency. And guess who i saw on the bus?? Haa it was the running gal who enabled me to win the bet. I ended up taking a seat on the left of the bus with hann and the gal was sitting directly opposite me. Actually hor i wasnt really sure if she was the gal so i never paid much attention to her throughout the whole bus journey.
Me and hann alighted at dawson place where she can change to either 51 or 186. Well as fate would decreed it, the gal got off at the same stop. Pure concidence or issit the magic of my horoscope ( rmbed that i got good luck with the opp sex for last week) ? I guess both is at work..
I waited with hann till she got on to her bus.. And the gal was still there, waiting for her bus. Hmm i stole her a glance when i was about to leave to confirm if she was really the gal and she looked back, but she doesnt seem to recognise mi. So with a tinge of disappointment, i walked off.
Hur hur. However, i made a u turn after some distance away, convincing myself that i still had 30min before my good luck ends (it was 1130pm). I was pretty sure she must be the gal. Therefore I went back and she was still there.
Hee she is really the joggin gal.
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*^^*
Btw she's Clara.
A mimic of 绝对superstar
Hee. In moi 4th post of this blog which is many months back, i mentioned that i want to increase my range. Haa now i am able to sing most songs. But the current standing obstacle is to improve my basic singing technique. My bro gave me quite a few comments regarding my singing. He's just like one of the judges in 绝对superstar lo.
缺点:
1. 唱歌没感情.
2. 唱得很生硬, 没有联接.
2. 尾音收的不好, 很"虚".
4. 高音完全没技巧.
优点:
1. 声音具有磁性, 能吸引人.
(^^)
=P Bleahs.
缺点:
1. 唱歌没感情.
2. 唱得很生硬, 没有联接.
2. 尾音收的不好, 很"虚".
4. 高音完全没技巧.
优点:
1. 声音具有磁性, 能吸引人.
(^^)
=P Bleahs.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
stoned.
I am now a sick Xiao Ben. Down with flu, headache, sore throat and the occasional cough. I guess my illness must be due to the fact that i attempted to study last night. Despite the fact that i wasnt making any sensible headway, my body is surely showing extreme rejection symdromes to my feeble attempt at mugging. Not that i wanted it, but i might just break SK's record of being a tree murderer. The tissues at home are being depleted rapidly.
Anyway, i saw the joggin gal today. Reasoned that she might be in engine. WHoo.. is dat fate?? But then, she never even noticed me at all. Maybe i was completely different from the sorry figure last sat with my singlet and shorts. Today, as wat Ah jun and SK would say, i am a cyndi wang poser with my cardigen. I was wearing 3 layers of clothes. A shirt in the inner layer, a tee in the middle and the cardigen outside. Wahaha. I guess the headache has got to my brain and burnt part of my common sense.
And it rained rather heavily today. Thou i rejected the badminton outing, somehow i still appeared at the courts, due to the rain. I helped sheltered hui hua over and the rambling thunders issued a stern warning to me not to leave till the sky was clear. .
~~ la la la. my comp is up and workin again!
BOO sharp contrast to my own working condition. =(
我只想做一块平凡的小石头，
既没人理睬，也没人注意。
因为，
比起那些被哪家野蛮小公主
摘下的亮眼夺目的花。。
我还是有我小小的幸福。
stoned.............
Anyway, i saw the joggin gal today. Reasoned that she might be in engine. WHoo.. is dat fate?? But then, she never even noticed me at all. Maybe i was completely different from the sorry figure last sat with my singlet and shorts. Today, as wat Ah jun and SK would say, i am a cyndi wang poser with my cardigen. I was wearing 3 layers of clothes. A shirt in the inner layer, a tee in the middle and the cardigen outside. Wahaha. I guess the headache has got to my brain and burnt part of my common sense.
And it rained rather heavily today. Thou i rejected the badminton outing, somehow i still appeared at the courts, due to the rain. I helped sheltered hui hua over and the rambling thunders issued a stern warning to me not to leave till the sky was clear. .
~~ la la la. my comp is up and workin again!
BOO sharp contrast to my own working condition. =(
我只想做一块平凡的小石头，
既没人理睬，也没人注意。
因为，
比起那些被哪家野蛮小公主
摘下的亮眼夺目的花。。
我还是有我小小的幸福。
stoned.............
Labels: Chinese Writes, random
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Swinging again
Watching 完全娱乐 today has cleared my doubts as to why I have such frequent mood swings. According to the horoscope segment, I am supposed to be indecisive by virtue of my starsign as all Librans do. Changing my mind should be as easy as flipping a coin to me. Well, librans can be ecstatic one moment and depressed the next. Therefore, judgin by my volatile nature, i do crazy things at least once in a full moon.
Right after soccer at nus src handball court today, me, my bro, jow, shaowei and desmond were resting at the gallery, taking a drink and talking nonsense when we noticed a gal joggin round the track whilst listening to her mp3 under the hot sun. Jow dared my bro to run up to the gal and take off her earpiece and shout HEY into her ear. Haha we all agreed to give him $2 each if he dared so. He ran up to the gal with much enthusiasm upon agreeding to the dare but he stopped midway.
Then Jow suggested another one. I was to offer the gal a canned drink and she was supposed to drink it. This bet involves$2 each from everyone around except my bro and the condition is that she must really take the drink. Well, I guessed i fared better. I went home $6 richer.
Pure madness. Hur hur. coming back to the horoscope segment. below is a list of the signs who would enjoy good and bad luck with e opp sex this week according to the show.
Good luck
1. Piceces
2. Cancer
3. Libra
Bad luck
1. sagittarius
2. leo
3. aquarius
Hoah. HEY Weijie?? Are we goin back to Raffles City to scout for ur prez anot?? Hee.
dots. dot dots.. dot dot dots...
Suddenly sianzz again. My pc kena virus today and hav to reformat. *Swings*
Right after soccer at nus src handball court today, me, my bro, jow, shaowei and desmond were resting at the gallery, taking a drink and talking nonsense when we noticed a gal joggin round the track whilst listening to her mp3 under the hot sun. Jow dared my bro to run up to the gal and take off her earpiece and shout HEY into her ear. Haha we all agreed to give him $2 each if he dared so. He ran up to the gal with much enthusiasm upon agreeding to the dare but he stopped midway.
Then Jow suggested another one. I was to offer the gal a canned drink and she was supposed to drink it. This bet involves$2 each from everyone around except my bro and the condition is that she must really take the drink. Well, I guessed i fared better. I went home $6 richer.
Pure madness. Hur hur. coming back to the horoscope segment. below is a list of the signs who would enjoy good and bad luck with e opp sex this week according to the show.
Good luck
1. Piceces
2. Cancer
3. Libra
Bad luck
1. sagittarius
2. leo
3. aquarius
Hoah. HEY Weijie?? Are we goin back to Raffles City to scout for ur prez anot?? Hee.
dots. dot dots.. dot dot dots...
Suddenly sianzz again. My pc kena virus today and hav to reformat. *Swings*
travel wif the wind
Having frequent mood swings these few days, juz like the period of a rapidly swinging pendulum. I was in a pretty jovial mood yesterday evening after receiving a wonderful prez from COKTY and i was enjoying a lovely nite out wif moi budd. Well, something had to dampen my lively spirits. I realised dat the Boo phone strap dat moi aunt gave mi was lost when i was at raffles city starbucks wif cokty and budd. It virtually threw mi into a fluster. Felt like cursing. Arggh. I juz reached raffles city after walkin from suntec when i found out that the strap was detached from my phone. Haizz. i HATE to lose something dat my fren gave mi.. And to lose it when i promised to moi aunt to be careful wif moi stuff.
Well i wasnt about to be beaten. I bade goodbye to COKTY and budd came along wif mi to retrace the path dat we took from suntec to raffles city in a bid to find back the strap. I started with so much enthusiasm, though deep down i knew i prob wun be able to find it rite from the start with my inmaculate six sense. By the time we walked back to Suntec, it was already 11+ pm and i knew i had to give up the search soon.. Suddenly out from the corner of the eye, i thot i saw a black image on the ground which i thot to be BOO. But i rejoiced too soon. It was mere rubbish. The lightings at Suntec had already dimmed and there wasnt a hinting of any shadows around. Finally after another 15 min walk, i gotta give up the impossible search..
So i lost something precious. Why didnt i treasure it more at first? I made the same "o" mistake every time, failing to learn from moi previous setbacks. Only to regret yet one more time.
Though, wat is more important is the intangible spirit ba. As long as the friendship is dere i guess material stuff can neva override a frenship.
And Si an laments dat we would prob meet another 几百年后 after dis meeting. True.
Thats her!
请珍惜我们一起经历过的花开花谢，
因为我们总有一天，
都会随着自己的风，
吹向个别的前程。
One day, our wind of memories may just fail to overlap anymore
Well i wasnt about to be beaten. I bade goodbye to COKTY and budd came along wif mi to retrace the path dat we took from suntec to raffles city in a bid to find back the strap. I started with so much enthusiasm, though deep down i knew i prob wun be able to find it rite from the start with my inmaculate six sense. By the time we walked back to Suntec, it was already 11+ pm and i knew i had to give up the search soon.. Suddenly out from the corner of the eye, i thot i saw a black image on the ground which i thot to be BOO. But i rejoiced too soon. It was mere rubbish. The lightings at Suntec had already dimmed and there wasnt a hinting of any shadows around. Finally after another 15 min walk, i gotta give up the impossible search..
So i lost something precious. Why didnt i treasure it more at first? I made the same "o" mistake every time, failing to learn from moi previous setbacks. Only to regret yet one more time.
Though, wat is more important is the intangible spirit ba. As long as the friendship is dere i guess material stuff can neva override a frenship.
And Si an laments dat we would prob meet another 几百年后 after dis meeting. True.
Thats her!
请珍惜我们一起经历过的花开花谢，
因为我们总有一天，
都会随着自己的风，
吹向个别的前程。
One day, our wind of memories may just fail to overlap anymore
Labels: Chinese Writes, musings, random
Sunday, October 22, 2006
complains
Feeling abit vexed for various reasons. The moody season is back.
Yesterday's soccer at nus was rather enjoyable save the latter part which spoilt moi entire bubbly mood. We were enjoying some superb teamwork and coordination at the little field patch until we decided to move to the src handball court. The reason we werent playin at the handball court at first was due to a bunch of handball people using the court for training. When they finished training at one of the courts, we were naturally exahilarated to be able to play on a bigger court.
However, my team didnt enjoy e soccer dished out at all. On paper, we were much weaker than the opponents who consists of moi bro, lingyou and his frenz. Er i prefer not to mention names for moi team haha. And we got a enthusiastic addition to our team who is the main culprit for spoling my mood. Oh. I shall tell u wat he did. Playing as a central defender, he was soo interested in pumping highly inaccurate balls when our strikers dont even have the slightest chance of winning the aerial battle. The opponent's burly defender, Zhibao was a rock in defence whereas our striker, er Melvin wasnt much of a threat to him in the aerial department. And he still insisted in spraying his inaccurate balls all over the court when it isnt goin to work with the team. EEEELLLL.. He ought to get a common sense!
Haa maybe i am too easily mad. Today something almost made mi see fire again. I was at a traffic light at ginza and it was slightly drizzling when i realised tat the chinese bespectacled guy besides the traffic light neva pressed for the green man. Stupid! Is he goin to wait till he becomes a wet bespectacled chicken?
Argh i am full of fire now! I am goin to take a cold bath!!
Hee on a lighter note, it feels so shiok to complain.
Yesterday's soccer at nus was rather enjoyable save the latter part which spoilt moi entire bubbly mood. We were enjoying some superb teamwork and coordination at the little field patch until we decided to move to the src handball court. The reason we werent playin at the handball court at first was due to a bunch of handball people using the court for training. When they finished training at one of the courts, we were naturally exahilarated to be able to play on a bigger court.
However, my team didnt enjoy e soccer dished out at all. On paper, we were much weaker than the opponents who consists of moi bro, lingyou and his frenz. Er i prefer not to mention names for moi team haha. And we got a enthusiastic addition to our team who is the main culprit for spoling my mood. Oh. I shall tell u wat he did. Playing as a central defender, he was soo interested in pumping highly inaccurate balls when our strikers dont even have the slightest chance of winning the aerial battle. The opponent's burly defender, Zhibao was a rock in defence whereas our striker, er Melvin wasnt much of a threat to him in the aerial department. And he still insisted in spraying his inaccurate balls all over the court when it isnt goin to work with the team. EEEELLLL.. He ought to get a common sense!
Haa maybe i am too easily mad. Today something almost made mi see fire again. I was at a traffic light at ginza and it was slightly drizzling when i realised tat the chinese bespectacled guy besides the traffic light neva pressed for the green man. Stupid! Is he goin to wait till he becomes a wet bespectacled chicken?
Argh i am full of fire now! I am goin to take a cold bath!!
Hee on a lighter note, it feels so shiok to complain.
Friday, October 20, 2006
忧郁
难道恋上了秋天就是恋上了忧郁吗??
儿时的回忆不仅又浮现在脑海中
那可爱的脸蛋
那不做作的微笑
原来在你渐渐远去的倩影
依然清晰可见。
翻箱倒柜，
找到遗失多年的锁匙，
再次面对这早已关闭的门扉。
我望着褪色泛黄的照片，
故事里的主角还好吗？
思绪飘扬
人海茫茫
我的执著，
的确又是我的致命伤。
音乐的手果然最容易揭开伤口。
儿时的回忆不仅又浮现在脑海中
那可爱的脸蛋
那不做作的微笑
原来在你渐渐远去的倩影
依然清晰可见。
翻箱倒柜，
找到遗失多年的锁匙，
再次面对这早已关闭的门扉。
我望着褪色泛黄的照片，
故事里的主角还好吗？
思绪飘扬
人海茫茫
我的执著，
的确又是我的致命伤。
音乐的手果然最容易揭开伤口。
Labels: Chinese Writes
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Happi bdae!
Juz a quick post. Hee. Happy bdae to mi. Thanks everyone for their wishes. As for today onwards, i am one year older. WA.. i dun wan to be lao ren!
Labels: note
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Moi lil late nite creations.
I like creating lil text messages whenever i am in the inspired mood to send to moi frenz. It may seem as a waste of time to pple but i do like to send some warmth to whoever receiving it. And it does reassure me when they appreciate my lil gesture of sweetness. Whee!
在一个情感放肆的夜晚，
如果遇到一颗哭泣的星星，
而令它破涕为笑，
它就会给你指定的人一辈子的祝福。
我遇到这样的星星。
你感觉到一阵暖意了吗？
Hee this was wat i sent to moi frenz ytd. Er if u ar even a lil bit disappointed that u happened not to receive it, i guess its becuz dat i may give u e wrong idea dat i am gay or i think that its not something u would be terribly happy to recieve. Anyways, I was emotionally charged enough to create such a message ytd after a gruelling project session.
-_-
Aieee!. yet again, i had project meeting todae till 1030pm. Tired ah! Sian part is to miss CSC MAF lo. No mooncakes for mi. BOO.
-__-
Oh. speakin bout BOO, I am now into a lil piggy called Monokuro BOO! Moi pencil sharpener, pens, stickers and handphone pouch ar all BOO!
-___-
Ok.. tml taking ippt wif kkk and ah jun. muz achieve wat i seek this time round. I need some luck. if i get gold, den tml hor, 2490 would come out as 1st prize in 4D. HUR HUR HUR.
在一个情感放肆的夜晚，
如果遇到一颗哭泣的星星，
而令它破涕为笑，
它就会给你指定的人一辈子的祝福。
我遇到这样的星星。
你感觉到一阵暖意了吗？
Hee this was wat i sent to moi frenz ytd. Er if u ar even a lil bit disappointed that u happened not to receive it, i guess its becuz dat i may give u e wrong idea dat i am gay or i think that its not something u would be terribly happy to recieve. Anyways, I was emotionally charged enough to create such a message ytd after a gruelling project session.
-_-
Aieee!. yet again, i had project meeting todae till 1030pm. Tired ah! Sian part is to miss CSC MAF lo. No mooncakes for mi. BOO.
-__-
Oh. speakin bout BOO, I am now into a lil piggy called Monokuro BOO! Moi pencil sharpener, pens, stickers and handphone pouch ar all BOO!
-___-
Ok.. tml taking ippt wif kkk and ah jun. muz achieve wat i seek this time round. I need some luck. if i get gold, den tml hor, 2490 would come out as 1st prize in 4D. HUR HUR HUR.
Labels: Chinese Writes
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
勾勾小指头
Aiyoyo. Missed moi bus 33 todae yet again while gg to sch. I could hav sworn that by this semester, i hav already seen moi bus leavin juz when i reached the traffic light at least 10 odd times. I hav to thank moi tortoise actions and luckless luck for these series of misses. Sometimes hesitation can cause us dear..
EH? Noo link rite?? hur hur hur.
haizz..
And sch was soo soo borin again. ANyway I made a promise wif Jow Jow that only true men like us would make. We were feeling so guilty for always failing to do our tutorialS that we made a promise to prevent us from sinkin further in the condemmned depths of pure laziness where NUS absolutely do not allow. Furthermore, we are constantly nagged by the incessant mockery of our angelic conscience. We promised that we would attempt to do our tutorials everyday. hee. So, like all real men do, we 勾勾小指头！Yeah!
~~~
At least this can be a valid promise. IN my opinion, I am juz sick of promises that wun ever be fufilled in the end of the day. Humph! EMpty promises only leave a lingering bad taste. Cuz nothing is forever.
EH? Noo link rite?? hur hur hur.
haizz..
And sch was soo soo borin again. ANyway I made a promise wif Jow Jow that only true men like us would make. We were feeling so guilty for always failing to do our tutorialS that we made a promise to prevent us from sinkin further in the condemmned depths of pure laziness where NUS absolutely do not allow. Furthermore, we are constantly nagged by the incessant mockery of our angelic conscience. We promised that we would attempt to do our tutorials everyday. hee. So, like all real men do, we 勾勾小指头！Yeah!
~~~
At least this can be a valid promise. IN my opinion, I am juz sick of promises that wun ever be fufilled in the end of the day. Humph! EMpty promises only leave a lingering bad taste. Cuz nothing is forever.
伪装的玩笑
我总是爱胡闹，
拿自己最心爱的东西开玩笑。
唉。。
而你那一瞬间表露的哀怨，
是不是为自己的不公平待遇感到愤愤不平，
还是为我的愚蠢感到一阵心酸呢？
我害怕真相。
所以请原谅我。
我只能继续伪装，
把我那份不安和焦虑感，
安静地收藏起来。
到头来只留下一阵风。。
拿自己最心爱的东西开玩笑。
唉。。
而你那一瞬间表露的哀怨，
是不是为自己的不公平待遇感到愤愤不平，
还是为我的愚蠢感到一阵心酸呢？
我害怕真相。
所以请原谅我。
我只能继续伪装，
把我那份不安和焦虑感，
安静地收藏起来。
到头来只留下一阵风。。
Labels: Chinese Writes
Monday, October 09, 2006
slack
OMG! I skipped 4 hours of lecture today, and told myself to do something constructive. Haha ended up slacking for most of the 4 hours. Waa muz start studying NOW. I really admire my surrounding frenz's astounding self-discipline in their studies. I guess they really noe wat they want. As for mi, i havent really find a definite direction yet. That's why i alwiz want to enjoy my life and take the easy way out instead of doing what should be good for mi.
Oki. off to slack again. catching the 7pm channel 8 show! last episode.
Oki. off to slack again. catching the 7pm channel 8 show! last episode.
Labels: note
Saturday, October 07, 2006
A kiss from the wind.
This is Kiss from the wind.
Mayb dis is abit crazy. But dun bother to find out huu i am. i am juz a reflection. i am a world in the mirror. i am nothing. mayb u hav seen mi with ur heart, mayb i hav touched u in the most intangible ways. When u feel the wind like u should, thats mi.
leavin lil traces of memories...
deeply etched in ur heart..
a kiss from the wind.
English kiss
Italian baciare
Spanish besar
French embrasser; baiser
German küssen
Chinese 吻，亲亲
Albanian puth
Portugese beijar
Brelon pokat
Croatian ljubili
Danish kysse
Dutch kussen
Irish póg
Japanese 吻ぁる
Leonese beisare
Romanian saruta
Swedish kyssa
Turkish öpmek
Welsh cusanu
Mayb dis is abit crazy. But dun bother to find out huu i am. i am juz a reflection. i am a world in the mirror. i am nothing. mayb u hav seen mi with ur heart, mayb i hav touched u in the most intangible ways. When u feel the wind like u should, thats mi.
leavin lil traces of memories...
deeply etched in ur heart..
a kiss from the wind.
English kiss
Italian baciare
Spanish besar
French embrasser; baiser
German küssen
Chinese 吻，亲亲
Albanian puth
Portugese beijar
Brelon pokat
Croatian ljubili
Danish kysse
Dutch kussen
Irish póg
Japanese 吻ぁる
Leonese beisare
Romanian saruta
Swedish kyssa
Turkish öpmek
Welsh cusanu
PSI:143
OMG!! the PSI is now 143! Muz b the stupid haze. Took ippt n ended wif a disappointing silver. Wahaha dun ask sk about his test results thou, he would surely spew all the vulgarities ever known in the world. Hur hur hur.
...
Actually, last nite's post is the last for fri nite is the mood for love. I want to end it on a happier note. Hee. Oh btw, i am proud to announce my new member in this v pesonal blog. This blogger is called Kiss From the Wind. =)
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Actually, last nite's post is the last for fri nite is the mood for love. I want to end it on a happier note. Hee. Oh btw, i am proud to announce my new member in this v pesonal blog. This blogger is called Kiss From the Wind. =)
Labels: note
Friday, October 06, 2006
Fri nite is the mood for love.
Fri nite is the mood for love.
Yeah =) bought fish's cd today. Nicey!! Now listening to the cd while penning my lil thoughts. Hmmm i realised my blog is getting more and more chi. Mayb i find it better to express moi self in chi. Cuz I got a more extensive chi vocab than my limited eng's. Hur hurs.
Reading thr the lyrics in fish's album while enjoyin my train ride back home. The lyrics were veri well written, and somehow fired my inspiration for this post itself. In her album, there was this particular line in song 06) 幸福洋果子店。 - “女生的心很固执的 喜欢上很难戒得掉”. Haa. I find it so true. But its oso strikes a chord wif guys. Once we fall in love, we fall hard too. Hmmm.. I guess love is either too complicated for a simpleton like mi to understand, or too simple for a complex fool like mi to comprehend.
When is it the time for us to push on, when is it the time for us to give up? In love, we muz make the first big step before the rest of the smaller steps follow. However, we are so afraid of getting rejected, getting hurt that we curled up like a flurry ball and switch into defensive mode to shield ourselves. Would we be in heaven, or in hell the moment we let our feelings be known? er.. actually its neither. Its reality. Be it sweet or bitter, we gotta face up to reality. Haa we gotta hav the courage to take the first major step or we would regret it much later. THough, when feelings are not reciprocated, we have to convince ourselves to give up. There's no point in clingin onto the false illusion of hope.
Wahaha. HOwever, we are all stubborn folks.. AHHhh, but we have the support of frenz. And time.
Fri nite is the mood for love.
Yeah =) bought fish's cd today. Nicey!! Now listening to the cd while penning my lil thoughts. Hmmm i realised my blog is getting more and more chi. Mayb i find it better to express moi self in chi. Cuz I got a more extensive chi vocab than my limited eng's. Hur hurs.
Reading thr the lyrics in fish's album while enjoyin my train ride back home. The lyrics were veri well written, and somehow fired my inspiration for this post itself. In her album, there was this particular line in song 06) 幸福洋果子店。 - “女生的心很固执的 喜欢上很难戒得掉”. Haa. I find it so true. But its oso strikes a chord wif guys. Once we fall in love, we fall hard too. Hmmm.. I guess love is either too complicated for a simpleton like mi to understand, or too simple for a complex fool like mi to comprehend.
When is it the time for us to push on, when is it the time for us to give up? In love, we muz make the first big step before the rest of the smaller steps follow. However, we are so afraid of getting rejected, getting hurt that we curled up like a flurry ball and switch into defensive mode to shield ourselves. Would we be in heaven, or in hell the moment we let our feelings be known? er.. actually its neither. Its reality. Be it sweet or bitter, we gotta face up to reality. Haa we gotta hav the courage to take the first major step or we would regret it much later. THough, when feelings are not reciprocated, we have to convince ourselves to give up. There's no point in clingin onto the false illusion of hope.
Wahaha. HOwever, we are all stubborn folks.. AHHhh, but we have the support of frenz. And time.
Fri nite is the mood for love.
Labels: Fri nite is the mood for love.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
纯纯的友情
我相信缘分所牵的红线，
I believe in fate,
上天所作的安排，
heaven's will,
因此我毫无奢求。
and i am contented.
我相信纯纯的友情，
I believe in platonic frendships,
在物欲横流的今天还仍然存在，
even in this pragmatic world,
因此请你也相信。
and i hope u believe too.
时间会让我们淡忘，
time would heal our wounds,
可是时间不会使友情褪色。
but time wun eradicate a friendship.
我愿我们的友情能细水长流，
I hope our friendship would be forever,
也像常青藤那样永远蔓延下去,
and forever,
直到永远/.....
till the depths of time.
I believe in fate,
上天所作的安排，
heaven's will,
因此我毫无奢求。
and i am contented.
我相信纯纯的友情，
I believe in platonic frendships,
在物欲横流的今天还仍然存在，
even in this pragmatic world,
因此请你也相信。
and i hope u believe too.
时间会让我们淡忘，
time would heal our wounds,
可是时间不会使友情褪色。
but time wun eradicate a friendship.
我愿我们的友情能细水长流，
I hope our friendship would be forever,
也像常青藤那样永远蔓延下去,
and forever,
直到永远/.....
till the depths of time.
我明白夜晚的星星能照亮我眼前的路。
the stars in the nite sky show mi the road in front,
希望它也能赶走你所有的忧愁。
and also conquers your fears and cast away ur doubts.
Labels: Chinese Writes
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Lil scribbles.
People always comment that my blog is too cheem. Well, i made it that for obvious reasons. When more and more people start to noe about my blog, (cuz i do advertise it), i wasnt really sure whether i should just strip off my protective shell and blogg whatever i want. Haha, thats when i thought of creative writing to mask my fragile inner self. Aaah miss beni again. This stretches my imagination and made mi all the more interested to blog about things that i would want to conceal yet somewhere in mi, i was yearnin to share my private stories. If u dun undestand what i mean in some posts, juz let the music flow.. i am gratified to let someone noe of my lil presence, and the lil mark they have made in my memories of the wind.
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Actually, I wasnt sure why i started to blog in the first place.. Mayb i decided that i wanted an outlet to vent my feelings. Either that or i am compelled to jump onto the bandwagon when i see my frenz blogging too. Actually i only knew of blogs till last year. Call mi a mountain tortoise or "suaku" heh heh. However, through bloggin, i started to be more in touch wif my feelings and and learnt to handle my struggles.
~~~
And i like to read people's blogs. When i read them, somehow it made mi somewat emotionally closer to the bloggers themselves. I find myself more able to relate to them cuz their blogs are like spyglasses that reveal their innate feelings bit by bit. I was walkin on a life of journey with them, feeling what they felt, sympathising wif their lil mishaps, share their joy whenever they got something happy goin for them. I gotta admit i am a bit of a kaypoh, but who isnt? I juz wan to noe wat happens in my frens' life, cuz i care.
lil scribbles
~~~
Actually, I wasnt sure why i started to blog in the first place.. Mayb i decided that i wanted an outlet to vent my feelings. Either that or i am compelled to jump onto the bandwagon when i see my frenz blogging too. Actually i only knew of blogs till last year. Call mi a mountain tortoise or "suaku" heh heh. However, through bloggin, i started to be more in touch wif my feelings and and learnt to handle my struggles.
~~~
And i like to read people's blogs. When i read them, somehow it made mi somewat emotionally closer to the bloggers themselves. I find myself more able to relate to them cuz their blogs are like spyglasses that reveal their innate feelings bit by bit. I was walkin on a life of journey with them, feeling what they felt, sympathising wif their lil mishaps, share their joy whenever they got something happy goin for them. I gotta admit i am a bit of a kaypoh, but who isnt? I juz wan to noe wat happens in my frens' life, cuz i care.
lil scribbles
Labels: The Emo Club.
Monday, October 02, 2006
秋天里的秋千。
秋风轻轻拂过我微醉似醺的脸颊，
我跟着全世界
迷惑了。
我慢慢地走在
回忆里的街，
停栖在情感的包袱。
我让风捂着我的嘴，
坐在孤单的秋千上，
用心低吟浅唱
着你的一首歌。
我向你道声珍重，
祝福你依然美丽。
我把微笑
都留给了你。
我相信你也能把不快乐都荡掉。
Labels: Chinese Writes
