Memories of the Wind.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

Divorce.

Thoughts on divorce has been on my mind just today.

There are people who do not want a divorce, yet they are getting a divorce.

There are people who want to divorce, yet they find themselves still together.

And yes there are people who want a divorce, and they get what they want.

I am a traditional guy. Hence, I believe that marriage should only be once and last for a lifetime. However, things are not the same in this age we are living now.

And words seem to flow in my mind yet again. I am really a bored person, and a boring guy.

离婚证书

我还未曾明白
我们的爱为何会输?
难道我们的付出,
无谓的那么残酷。

你那天的微笑,
虚伪的像一场戏。
我知道你早在彩排,
你死不认输的脾气。

我们就像悲剧里的主角,
只能祝彼此幸福。
你和我曾经写下的承诺
现在也只能被一份告别书
删除。

你的眼睛还是那么温柔。
可是我无法再抓出那份温柔。

你的背影离我越来越遥远。
原来永远是那么的遥远。

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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Time. Where has it gone to?

I love riding pillion on the bike. Beats sitting in a car and being tied to it by the seatbelt. On a bike, I feel comfortable and unrestrained. The wind blows hard on your face, and everything seems to whiz past you. Of cause, the scenery whizzes past you even if you are in a car, but a biker's view is totally different from a passenger in a car.

Come to think of it, it has been quite a while since I sat on my friends' bike. The last time was a few months ago, before the exams. This is a major indicator that I have neglected meeting them. The irony is that we met more before the exams.

I suppose we are more busy after it.

No time for friends. No time for ourselves.

Where has time gone to?

Off to find it.

*poof*

Ooh. Before that, hope to cya peeps one more time before we say bye bye to 2006.

An English tribute to 2006 coming up.

*poof*

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A chinese tribute to 2006.


时间就像放大镜一样,
把过去这一年所发生的事
照映的一览无遗。。

快乐的,不快乐的,
都满满的浮现在脑海中,
就像清澈的湖水,
突然浮现无数的涟漪。

我坐在回忆的车厢,
望着窗外飞逝的情景。
晃动的景色,
有时清晰可见,
有时依然模糊不清。

车厢里
陌生的人潮,
熟悉的脸孔,
你嘴角里淡淡的笑容,

带给了我欢乐,
带给了我忧伤,
也曾经令我不知所措。

我很抱歉我无法对所有人
挥挥手,
笑一笑。

因为遥远的路途中
总会有陡峭的山路。
我难免会
皱一皱眉,
歪一歪嘴。

可是车厢里有你们的陪伴,
我才不孤单,
我才会坚强。

告别2006,
迎接2007。

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A song by Miss Beni.

I have been recently approached through msn by a gay. Haix.. I am attracting more of the same sex rather than the opposite sex. I wonder if that is flattering or otherwise.

Adjusting my mentality to write some lyrics tailor-made for gals instead of guys. I know I can do that easily if I can attract guys. Ha!

Besides, I am Miss Beni, remember? Ha!


你是我的坚强。。

像风一样美,
你的笑容有我跟随。

让梦也沉睡,
你的呼吸是我的安慰。

紧紧依偎着你,
你胸膛的温度让我有点醉,

哪怕快乐只是一瞬间,
哪怕我的勇敢块被遗忘。

是你让我相信幸福,----(复歌)
不再是奢望。
紧握着你手给的温暖,
让我在这条路走的坚强。

我再也不怕夜的烛窗
冷的孤单,

现在只有开满花香的景象,
还有你和我点缀爱的浪漫

是你让我脸红对你说,
你是我的坚强。。

Woo la~ la~ I even got a tune for it.

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Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

I am tired. Physically, mentally and emotionally drained..

Why does it always have to happen this way?

The people you like, do not like you. Yet, people that you are not attracted to actually fall for you.

Is this the irony of love?

It is blatant when you do a lot for someone you love, and the reaction that you get falls short of what you may hope to expect. The heart bleeds, yet we can't point fingers at anyone.

You know it is time to pull out.

Yes. I really need someone who is more appreciative. Someone who sees my efforts. If not, I just feel like a fool.. I need my superhero now.

Sighs.

It is a combined mix of headache and heartache just thinking about it.

Strange thing called love isn't it?

Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Friday, December 29, 2006

Irked.

Vexed. Just came back from a chalet and the first thing that I did when I reached home was to rush for the toilet. It is a need. Yet that got my mum pissed already. She could not understand why I could not use the toilet at the mrt. Don't she know that home sweet home is best?

Okay. That was still acceptable.

*mutters something under my breath*

I straight away proceeded to wash all my dirty clothes. Yeah. By hand. Cause the washing machine at home do not need to be called upon for washing duties except for its wonderful drying capabilities. I do not have any major complains though. Washing clothes is one of my forte in my array of household chores that I can be called upon.

Well well. I could not remember any snide remarks from her. But she was busily complaining throughout the entire period.

When I finished washing, I went to help by cleaning the floor. We use cloth to clean the floor instead of mopping the floor. While I was hard at it, she was irritated by the amount of clothes that I have washed because that means wasting a lot of water. In addition, the weather means that clothes take a longer time to dry.

I hear something inside my brain crack. Yes. A few lines must have gone haywire. I almost exploded like a bomb. Yet I kept silent. I inflicted minimal self-harm such that it has a calming effect on me. It works most of the time.

When we feel worse pain, we start to appreciate the fact that what we have to endure through was not that bad. I suppose hitting myself hard on the chest diverted my anger. I could have fared worse by cutting myself. Yet that was not on my agenda. I just wanted to regain a inner state of peace and such self-torture is beyond me.

I am considering the options of moving out. Maybe that would make me more independent and allow me to let us have some time to cool off. We could not finish a conversation without hollering at each other. You know that hurts the throat and I hate that. And maybe that would let me appreciate her more. Ha!

I realise that she never have any positive comments for me in my 20+ years of life. Yet, we know that true concern need not be expressed in verbal terms. However, it sucks not to hear any affirmation. It certainly defiles me when she compared me to the bastard of my father.

Can anyone tell me what fatherly love is? I have never received any pocket money from him. All my report cards are signed by my mum. He does not really know whether I am in secondary school or still studying. Whatever. I do not need him.

Never mind. Just some complains. I have lived with it and I will continue to do so. =)

~~~

I marvel sometimes at the strange phenomenon of me being able to keep on smiling despite the situation. I treat it as a good thing, mind the fact that my grin was a horny representation of my character. LOL!

Going out with myself NOW. I need a short walk to keep me happy.

OOh btw, updates of the chalet coming soon! Yay!!!

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

A present for one.

If you notice my stat counter, you will realise that the count is nearing 10000!! Ooh!!

Haa. Not that it is a lot. But to thank all my staunch viewers and those who occasionally go to my blog to read all the lame stuff, coupled with the fact that 2006 is drawing to a close, I want to personally make a present for one lucky viewer.

I know it is quite lame, but please appreciate my effort and gesture.

Pleas from me.

Okay, the way to win the present goes like that. If you ever listen to yes933's jiahui's segment at night, you will probably know of the game "明星大牌们的礼物"

I require viewers to tag or leave comments to ask me a yes or no question, and of course my answer can only be yes or no. Or alternatively, you can straight away guess what the present is. I will tell you if your guess is spot on or not.

If you do not wish to disclose your identity, fine with me. But you have to contact me privately if you are the winner.

Pleas..

I am serious!~!~! I am not mad!!! I just want to appreciate the people around me more..

Haha. the game starts now~~~~

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Christmas moody temptations.

Went out today with ah jun, jow jow and Haowen to Suntec supposedly to service ah jun and my handphone at Nokia care but it was not open. By right, it should be open even on public holidays but Christmas was the exception?

Pasted on the shop - Closed on Christmas.

Ah whatever. Give them a break too. Who will want to service you on Christmas?

Pity those who are working on this day. BOO!!

It does not help that I was having a tremendous mood swing that I started to fabricate perverse thoughts with my bigger than life imagination.

I spotted so many kids who seemed so happy and innocent that I was so tempted to go over and destroy their bubbly mood within a split second.

Kid 1 - a small child holding a doraemon soft toy. Ooh both of them are so cute! I just want to snatch the doraemon from him. *smirks*

Kid 2 - playing with a balloon. Ooh let me prick the balloon with a sharp pin. *Explodes!* Let the kid explode into tears too! *smirks*

Kids many many - walking around. Was around the height of my hip. I was wearing a jeans with a spiky chain attached to it. Ooh just nice to whack little kids with it and squash them like disgusting little maggots. *smirks*

I am mean, and I know it. Who could do such things to kids, or even bear such evil thoughts?

Haha, except me.
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.
Eh, I know I sounded dead serious, but the thoughts are just for fun. Would not even contemplate carrying them out. If you really think I am such a person, PLEASE DONT!!

PLEASE DONT!!!

As usual... I am crappy.

Told jow jow today if we spotted any pretty gal, I will go up and tell the gal that jow jow is interested in knowing her. Jow is darn lucky, there were no lookers except for a few who was attached.

Don't tell me all the pretty ones are taken? Nah, I dont fall for such a lame trick.

Haix..
..

My mood finally bounces back to a jovial level after reading the first chapter of the book "左贺阿麻" on the way back home. Hmmm quite interesting. I ended up laughing at myself for being so childish this entire day.

Who was the one who made himself moody? And he had the audacity to put the blame on the lack of a festive mood during Christmas.

Perhaps.. Perhaps.

Yes I could not really feel the joy in my heart, but at least I have the company of dear friends around me who have made my 2 days much much better.

Lesson learnt from the book: When you are unhappy, think of things that could have made you even unhappier. *HOoo..* and I gladly heave a sign of relief.

More insights from the book in the future. I just want to keep to one chapter a day.

If not, there would not be such a good read anytime soon. Thanks for the book!! =)

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Monday, December 25, 2006

Am I an actor?

The different roles that I am playing really got me confused..

I just cant seem to play all my roles effectively.

*Shrugs*

I need to polish my acting skills, or am I showing the most truthful facade to everyone now?

*Shrugs yet again*

I am a poor poor son, yet one day, I hope to be an inspiring father to 2.

Likewise, I am an average brother, some good days a loyal friend, yet on bad days, a non-existent friend.

I know I will probably be a very creative and romantic lover if I choose to, yet I will definitely be a bad boyfriend indefinitely because of the fear of commitments.

I am surely a diligent co-worker, occasionally a popular leader, yet I am often one of the laziest students.


One day, I look at the reflection in the mirror and I ask myself. Is the one smiling really me? Or the one tearing really me?

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Xmas. a season for love.

Wishing everyone a merry xmas!!

Sighs. Frankly speaking, I am unable to feel the joyous season at all. Maybe it is my own emotional self bugging me again. But, compared to the joy and excitement during Xmas when I was young, this season is sorely lacking and I somehow have the feeling of being lost somewhere, alone out there.

When I was young, Xmas was one of the holidays I really look forward to. Firstly, I would follow my mum to go and admire all the Xmas light ups. They really look magnificent and the Xmas feeling simply reverberates through me. I could really feel it!

Then, me and my bro will eagerly anticipate the arrival of Santa Claus. We will keep watch by the door, or look through the window, to see if he will dash through they sky with Rudolph the red nosed reindeer. However, our dreams are always dashed. Nevertheless, we will always have our Xmas presents in the form of Ferrero Rocher (dunno how to spell) in the morning.

We continued with this tradition, until it died off quite suddenly. I supposed the harsh truth is: we are too old for that. We knew mum was Santa. And one year, there were no more chocolates. Xmas was not the same after that.

More recently to this festive season, I find myself more and more aloof from my mum. Quarrels from morning till night, from night till morning. I know I am an evil son, a bad son, am unfilial son. It spoils my mood somehow..

And today's dinner with Miss K and Vv though satisfying in terms of laughter, I really really feel a bit lost. Joy seems to be all around me, yet not really resonating in my heart. Is 3 people not enough to spread some warmth around? Or am I too demanding? Do I need a truckload of people to fill my cup?

Nah.. I only need some soul.

Everyone around me really seems to enjoy this Xmas. And on my way home, I passed by this group of youngsters who were high on alchohol. Oooh. They wished me merry Xmas. I was obliging and reciprocated warmly by wishing them back with a wide grin and a merry smile.

I am really thankful for that. Yah and thanks for all the Xmas greetings that came in the form of messages! Awww so sweet! I am being remembered. Haha.

And I like being appreciated for my efforts, no matter how small the gesture is.

And wishing everyone a Happy New Year!

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

A strange tradition.

Do you know that the 布农族 (a native tribe in Taiwan) has a strange tradition of chasing a girl?

When the guy is interested in a gal who probably lives over the neighbouring hill, he will tell his parents. Then they will signal their sign of approval.

不错.不错.她长得也差不多了. (It's like they are inspecting a commodity which can be bought in the market)

Therefore, the guy will pay a visit to the gal's parents without the latter's knowledge. They will accept a newborn mice from the guy as the bridal price.

The stage is now set and ready.

The gal's parents will lock the door in such a way that it can be broken easily. Come nightfall, the guy will break the door open and straight away make for the gal. He will carry her off on his back, leaving the parents putting on an act by chasing them for a distance.
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Come to think of it, there are actually similar traditions where the gals are always treated as commodities and sold off in exchange for animals. Throw in all the cows, sheep, lambs, horses, and you get your fair maiden.

Cows, sheep, lambs, horses = love??

Like that no love lo!

LOL!

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Saturday, December 23, 2006

Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

There will always be a period of time when one starts to get tired in love. Sick of commitments, sick of the tiresome quarrels.. And sick of each other.

Petty knots do appear in a seemingly straight relationship when one party starts to take things for granted. People do get angry easier to his or her other half compared to normal friends who commit a similar audacious crime. We have expectations, and when our best match do not fit into our tailor made dressing room in our narrow heart, they are subjected to heavy barracking.

The sad thing is that they do try their best. But sometimes, sometimes.. we fail to appreciate them. That is when you finally realise that you are both living in different worlds.

And I ask. *Does the sun shine differently at your side?*

Before you contemplate making a decison,

think it through.

Do you still remember the first time both of you celebrate Valentine's day together?
You were so excited that you failed to sleep a wink.

His hands nervously grab yours for the first time and both of you do not dare to look in each other for a very long time.

Do you still remember your lips quivering as his meets yours?

And you spent all your $1 coins, just to get the cute lil bear that she wants in the arcade.

Sharing the ice cream melts both of your hearts.

The first movie date was a romantic comedy. And the movie tickets were still tuck snugly in ur drawer.

He lent you his shoulders as you cry and cry. He was feeling worse actually.

She made you a proud set lunch filled with love. The luncheon meat was the tastiest you ever ate.

You gave her a dainty looking rose. She was beaming then.


And now, what does the word couple mean to you?

365天里的某一天,会不会有一天,我们的手都个别牵着不同人的手。

一声:”珍重。。再见。。”

。。。

其实,我怀疑丘比特玩心大起,对准我射了两只箭。

Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Friday, December 22, 2006

Post camp sickness.

I realise that my recent post camp syndrome is falling sick. I am now down with a vicious sore throat and plenty of phlegm, coupled with a terrible cold.

*sneezes and a mini hurricane swivels around the affected area of a radius of 1m*

The sparkle has gone from my eyes. I am now a bigger sized, vivid representation of one of the kids in the camp, Zakaria. He fell sick during the camp and you could see how sad he is when the rest of the kids are running about and he could only sit in one corner.

The similarity is uncanny. While he could not run about with the rest of the kids, my ktv plans have to be shelved indefinitely. Argh!! I could see no future! My life is ruined! There is no hope! There is no more meaning left in me!

Ok. I know I am digressing. A short and exaggerated complain all in writing, full stop.

My husky voice could not manage a single syllabus now without arousing my listeners. LOL! Eh.. I think my lameness has not deserted me.

Just pardon me. Maybe you should evade me now by clicking on this link to our blog to enjoy some photos uploaded by Sk during the camp. Pretty nice.

Zonked.. See you peeps in Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Tired post and love quizzes.

Tired..

Never slept the whole night yesterday during the kids camp. In addition, I was out for the whole day today and only returned home one hour plus ago.

Shall update with some interesting events soon. Hehe.

For now, please enjoy reading this 2 little quizzes.

Your Birthdate: October 18

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.
In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.
You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.
What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?


Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance
What Color Heart Do You Have?

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Monday, December 18, 2006

A cold day.

Brrr.. I am starting to feel cold now.

The blow of the wind cuts into my skin with a chilling sensation.

Someone up there must be punishing me for all the lame jokes I cracked recently.

Well, I will not be appearing in the blogging scene for 3 days though. Off to my kids camp!! Whee!!

Brrr.

I know how a snowman feels like now..

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

I really cant remember.

Lines which I thought of a few hours earlier..I somehow feel they sound familiar. Part of a song lyrics??

I cant remember.

I even thought of a tune for these few lines. The tune sounds familiar too. Part of a song tune??

I cant remember.

夜太漆黑,
影子捕不住我的狼狈。

风在落泪,
是不是星星不见了谁?

我的世界,
镜子再也找不到你的脸。

花的凋谢,
往时间隧道里慢慢推叠。


I really cant remember.

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That's something.

How will you feel if you woke up one day, and find yourself sleeping in a remotely unfamiliar place?

Then, you remembered that you have been chased out of your house by your own mum??

That's my cousin for you.

She's the new inhabitant in my house.

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The Touch.

Ooooh.





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Rain is coming down.

十二月的一场雨

当外头在下着可怕的倾盆大雨时,
我毅然不惧的踏出门外。

陪伴我一起面对着天空的咆哮,
却只是一支经不起大风大浪的小雨伞。

当无情的雨水打在瑟瑟发抖的身上时,
我开始觉得自己好可怜,
好委屈。

我的思绪被大雨淋湿,
我的自尊被大雨摧残。

我再也不想,
我再也不想。


十二月的一场雨, 和一支经不起风浪的小雨伞。。

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

Fri nite is the mood for love.

Friday nite is the mood for love.




我没有什么勇气再继续下去,
因为我心里又出现了迷惑。
神啊!我已经忘记我是谁了。

虽然我的心狭窄到只能容纳她下一个人,
可是我这一生却可能无法收藏她珍贵的笑容。
难道像“知足”里的歌词?
要放弃才是拥有吗?

到底我要走到什么地步,
才罢手呢?
这是愚蠢吧?

原来我是虚伪的。
对自己喜欢的人冷淡,
比看到她拥抱其他人更难过。

是吗?
你问我不伤心难过吗?
我无法欺骗我自己。

眼泪在蠢蠢欲动。

There is no such thing as 100% reciprocated love. You do not expect the person to love you back because you did a lot for him or her. Do you get my point??

I do not mind not being a ace of spades or hearts in her heart, as I would probably be contented to be a little 3 diamond. I know I got a loser's attitude. However, I really cannot change this stubborn mindset of mine. What is wrong with just wanting the person you love to be happy, even if you will not be the person to give that love?

...

Many failed love stories. Many failed paintings of love. I am just a poor artist lying in my own dumps. But I am still able to paint a beautiful rainbow with the depressed colours of my heart.

忧郁的颜色,也能画出属于自己的彩虹。

A broken heart.



Friday nite is the mood for love.

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

男孩与女孩,爱耍COOL的游戏。

Some pretty stranger on the mrt brightened up my day. We were exchanging gazes for most part of the journey. I must be blushing.

Oh dear, her smile almost killed me. Hit me if u think I am hallucinating. I know I do not look like Takuya Kimura or David Beckham for that matter (pun intended to those who know, haha), but I am dead sure she was smiling at me.

Well, her back was facing me cuz she was talking to her mother, but she will turn her head around occasionally. And when she was about to alight at her stop, she was less than 1 metre away from me. She looked at me again. I died. Do not really dare to look at her into the eye again. It has accumulated a dangerous voltage level.

I have the gal-crazy syndrome too, though I got to admit it was developed ancient years back.


some words in the form of rap dedicated to her.

你为何不害臊?
你为何转头对我微笑?
难道你还不知道?
我脸红到心跳都快要爆掉。

我以360的快速,
尝试避开你眼神的攻击,
却远远躲不开,
那发电厂的魅力。

隔着MRT的玻璃,
把你我的画面都照得如此清晰。
而这边的空气,
和那边的空气,
把幸福的距离拉得如此甜蜜。

男孩与女孩,
爱耍COOL的游戏。
你拿出你的手机,
是不是暗示你想耳听
我这里精彩的话题。
而我竖起的耳机,
却只想和你分享我现在的旋律。
wo~~~~~

男孩与女孩,
爱耍COOL的游戏。
终究会有终点,
却不是你爱我,我爱你
的那份甜蜜蜜。

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Oooooh. The cards!

Received the cards today. She told me not to expect too much, but they were really nice.. She said that they were very handmade and "raw", but I feel that it gives the cards an edge over printed cards. She really do not have to worry unduly. They are the best cards I ever received.

Somehow, I like to receive mails from friends. It certainly brightens up my day as it shows I am being warmly thought of. Maybe I am not warmly thought of in this case, I suppose, but the joy of receiving this mail has the desired effect. I was rather worried that it might end up somewhere else, cuz I should have received it yesterday. Not that the missing hours matter much now since the cards are already safely in my possession.

And thanks for offering help. I really need it.

You rox!!!

^5-es!!! Hee.



Peek-a-boo at the other craft. The mini-booklet of love. Sweet.

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Thanks for the support.

Hey peeps thank you for your support in Adventures of Bubble. I know it is super lame, but it does not stop you peeps from voting for your favorite character and I greatly appreciate that. Out of the current 16 votes, 11 voted in favor for Bubble, 2 votes to Miss K, and Myojo jojo got 3 votes.

In addition, there were 1 vote from Australia, 1 from United States, and 2 from Japan. The foreign supporters, thank you! I am not biased towards them but interesting to know that people from other countries do support Adventures of Bubble. =)

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The adventures of Bubble ep3

As mentioned in the earlier episode, Bubble was having her exams and the evil Myojo jojo was hatching an evil plot.

Currently, Bubble was having her last paper and she did not know how to do the questions at all because she spent her previous day playing with her favorite soft toy Walnut. As a result, she wrote all her answers as her favorite ice-cream flavour. Whee, not that it matters to her. In fact she was happily jumping about when her ordeal was finally over because the Holidays are finally here!!

She immediately bade goodbye to her kindergarten friends, Blossomy, ButterCup, Belacan they all. While on the way home, she saw a roadside stall selling very beautiful cloth materials.

"HEYhey! Walnut will like a new dress for xmas.." She said to herself.

"Hmm, how about that Miss K? Always so bad to me." she hesitated like it was a life and death decision.


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In the meanwhile, Myojo jojo was on his evil way to Miss K and Bubble's house. Miss K was out, playing volleyball with Vv and a bunch of cute guys. Whoo. She was infected by a highly contagious disease, the boy-crazy syndrome. Not that she will ever recover from it though.

Well well, this means that no one is around, and hence the perfect chance for Myojo jojo to lay his hands on Walnut, Bubble's coveted possession.

Myojojo broke into the house with perfect ease, because he was once a circus monkey which performed acrobatic tricks. And Walnut was lying peacefully in Bubble's doraemon bed.

"HOHOHO. This will be the perfect Xmas present for my ENEMY.." Myojo jojo reached out his hairy hands and grab Walnut by the throat..

His evil laughter echoed throughout the room.

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As Bubble happily pranced her way into the room unknowingly, carrying the cloth she had bought, she got a shock of her life! What has taken Walnut's place was a ugly piece of paper complete with a ugly piece of drawing and the ugliest handwriting ever.



Bubble's first reaction was to puke. The handwriting was so disgusting.

2nd was to cry..

She was completely taken over by fear and grief. Superheros are only human. No matter how great they are in fighting the baddies for others, they are as helpless as ordinary people when they are dealing with their own sticky situation.

However, crying does not solve anything. After wasting 10 packets of tissue paper, she cleared her nose for one last time and rushed over to the banana tree.

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As expected, Myojo jo was sitting comfortably under the banana tree, eating his favorite banana. However, in his hands were Walnut!!!

The sicko was trying to feed Walnut with the banana too. Yucks!

Bubble shrieked:"Let Walnut go!!!"

She raced towards Myojo jojo but stopped in her tracks almost immediately..

Myojo jojo was trying to break Walnut's neck.

"Hohoho. Any wrong move from you and I will detach Walnut's head from her body. Ooh. I think that makes her even cuter."

"Try me. I am evil enough."

Bubble dared not even take a breath now for fear of Walnut's safety. Myojo jojo started to advance steadily towards Bubble, his hairy hands raising high up in the sky in a threatening fashion...

to be continued...

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

A blue moon.

After today's yishun kids camp meeting, Ah chua and me went to Bugis to shop. Actually, he was there to accompany me to get some stuff instead.. Thanks.

I realise how much I am dependent on my friends. I am insecure, insane, immature, all the in things. Haha. I need a lot of my friends' advice especially on stuff regarding love. All their listening ears will comfortably be there in place waiting to take in all my petty complaints amidst all the excessive saliva.

I really need to thank my lucky stars for all the wonderful friends in my course of life. People, you really should know who you are by now. Yupp.

Oh special thanks to the certain someone for offering to help with the crafts . That's really sweet and encouraging.

Haiz.

I am just guilty that I am never really there for my friends when they need a comforting shoulder or reassuring hands or even a useful listening ear. Sometimes I am really deaf, you know?

Whatever it is, I always hope to try my best to be a good friend, though I fail miserably most of the time.

Time to reflect and improve on my rating as a friend again in a once in a blue moon thing.

Hey.. I cant see the moon, is it really blue today??

Diaozz..

zzz.

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The little wind diary.

Today, I finally got my lazy bum off my computer seat and went for a run in the early morning. My seat was getting so hot that I decided to give it a rest before it burn out in flames.

*puff puff*

Thoughts during the run.

风的小小日记.

在天未亮之前,
我看到了一个穿着金装的神秘女郎,
脸隔着一层薄纱,
只露出一双仿佛含着泪光的眼睛.

深邃的双眼是海洋的深蓝,
而模糊的倩影被浓雾笼罩着,
给了我陌生却似曾相识的感觉.

她委婉地从手中紧握着的丝绸袋子,
向外撒出类似金光闪闪的沙.
天微微亮起来.

她也悄然离开.



难道她是替太阳公公带班的吗?
还是太阳公公本来就是女的?

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Sweet hour alone.

Nowadays, I must sleep with the handphone on. Last time whenever I went to dreamland, the handphone would go dead with me. However, there lies a greater significance in leaving the handphone on now because I am afraid that there may be more important callers in the middle of the night.

Paranoid.
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Sometimes, I just wish that the battery would go dead. And that I would continue to leave it dead. Whether I could be found, does it matter? Let me be lost.

I need time alone. A date with myself in the lazy night accompanied by a hot coffee to settle by. Cupping my hands around the cup, a warm sensation seeps through my hands gradually like the rising shadows under the starlit sky . Time passes me by like the stray cat which stretches itself on the silent street. This air in the night hour belongs to me ...

I need time alone. A date with myself in the crazy night.

在明天的太阳升起前,
我要好好珍惜跟自己约会的美好时光。
手机只好继续睡.

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Monday, December 11, 2006

Pesky emotions, but I love.

As people gets older, our memories start to fade.. I realise I spend more time looking through stuff of the past than I ever did.

Was looking through cards that I received previously. The last card from a friend was already close to 10 months back in February. Time really flies.

Well, I love to receive cards. Love to read whatever was written inside, love the decoration of the cards and love whoever sent me the card. I always think cards are something special with a special note from a special someone.

Especially during this Christmas season, cards will probably be a common sight. Except that electronic cards somehow defeat the purpose though.

..

A friend was selling her hand-made cards and I decide to buy 2. Mentioned to her that she has the talent and she could probably start a shop selling her own crafts.



I am going to buy this plus another one.

...

Anyway Sk mentioned that Fri nite is the mood for love season 2 lacks a certain element. I know it. I could feel it too. It lacks the dark element of depression.

I could not write such lines now.

If the first season was about "爱情的苦涩",the changing season will be more on "爱情的过敏期" instead.

Please continue to support me in Fri nite is the mood for love. I need constructive comments to improve. When I ended the first season, I knew there will be a second season. Because no man will ever be devoid of love. As long as I love, I will continue to be inspired.

I will continue to love.

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

Antz.

Went to bishan park for yishun kids outing in the morning. My lame jokes are getting lamer. This time round, the waves of lame jokes found its victim in Mayi (蚂蚁 aka ant).

I got bitten at the park by a red ant. Hence I went up to Mayi and said to her.

"Hey I got bitten by a red ant."

"I guess it must be because of your dyed hair."

Well her hair was not really red but a different color. But how else do you explain why I was bitten by a red ant and not a normal black ant??

dots...

And later, I overheard Rich mentioning ants to Mayi again. She replied that it was the 3rd time someone told her about ants today.

Looks like I am not the only lame person around. HAHA!

Anyway, I gave a different account of the bishan park outing on another blog, called Our Blog. Click on the link to read it. =)

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Singing stuff.



After some training, and as a bass 2, I am now able to sing from the C 2 octaves below mid C or probably even lower till G above mid C. The moment I try to go above G mid C, I will sound like I am slaughtering pigs. LOL.

Next target is to sing at least a full octave above mid C. I know I can.

For now, more glasses are to be shattered at home.

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Saturday, December 09, 2006

Lame joke of the day

Crappy joke yesterday late night during msn.

Me: I cant think straight anymore. My brain is only filled with crappy stuff now.

Me: I think crabs are growing inside my head.

And Miss K replied: LOL. Yay!!! Like that can have a seafood feast!!
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Brrrr. That was cold.

Hope u peeps enjoy the joke. Hopefully if u happen to eat lamb chop, it do not become lame chop; and if u eating crabs, hopefully it will not become crap.

LOL!

Speaking of lame, it reminds me of a lamb joke. Or is it the other way round? Doesn't matter, here goes.

I saw this in someone else's blog.

If you eat too much lamb (羊), do you know what would you would become??

You will become a Caucasian. (羊人=洋人). LOL.

(乌鸦飞过。。)



All right. I am going for soccer session with kids now. This is my 4th time playing soccer in 4 days. Incurred injuries include a slightly sprained right ankle and a bruised right knee. Crazy!

My passion is burning. Nothing can douse the flames of my passion. Except for the evil rain.

Diaoz.

I figured that people need to do insane things at least once in a while to keep their sanity.

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Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.


I realise what has gone wrong in my endless search for love.
我发觉到我在追求爱情时,到底哪里错了。而且是错得很离谱。

When I liked a person previously, I could only tell myself I liked her.
以前,我喜欢一个人时,常常只会把“我爱你”挂在自己的嘴边,苦苦相思着,却愚昧的以为这样就足够了。

I would tell myself I must treat her well, but I never make her really smile.
我只会告诉自己一定要对她多好就有多好,可是没有踏踏实实的让喜欢的人真正微笑。


Hence, when you really like a person, show it through your various actions rather than let your mouth do the talking only.
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I just want to cherish what I have now,
现在的我只想珍惜眼前的这一个故事。

and hold on tight to this fleeting moment of happiness.
我不想让这一刻的美丽变成遗憾。

But i am unsure of the road ahead.
可是我不知道要怎样做才不会让快乐的泡沫轻易就破碎。


I guess love often makes people feeble, and indecisive. Who doesn't?
____



原来..

原来..

她的叹气声也可以令我感觉到如此甜蜜。

或许我已懂得全心全意地爱着一个人,
其实比被爱还更加幸福。


Sometimes, a person can be contented to even hear a little vowel from his or her love. Haha. I would like to buy an I.
~~~~~

明知道没有了爱情,
世界还会继续的旋转。

然而,我一定会失去我的步调 ,重心,和方向。

你比我更重要。


Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Friday, December 08, 2006

Another try..

Free enough to draw another picture.




http://www.myheritage.com



Digressing, I saw one of the Superstar 2006 finalists just now at Queenstown mrt. He was M3, the 27 year old freelancer who appeared yesterday.

Realise I always had the luck to spot *Superstars* personally other than watching them live at the recording. Saw Junyang during my first sem at nus and intro-ed myself as my brother's brother. Haha. That was because he was my brother's classmate. Saw Jason and Weilian before too. And last but not least, William. (unfamiliar names to you all??)

Yes, Miss K, I remembered who is William now.
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A soulful prelude.

Received an offer from Mingzhi to play soccer in the afternoon but I do not think it is possible, because it is raining cats and dogs now. When I peeped through my room's window, visibility was poor. I guessed that was why I could not see the cats and dogs.

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~Meow, woof, dot dot dot.. Diaoz~

LOL!!!

Neither could I hear them (diaoz).

I could only hear the falling of the lonely raindrops, each individual reaching out to the melancholy of my heart like a sincere musician playing its seeping music to its captivated audience. Every one of them resonates in the deeper cavities, searching for a intricate opening to my impenetrable soul.

I am inspired.

Look out for Friday nite is the mood for love.

I am walking in the old, dusty streets of 1997 among the falling leaves, searching for shattered memories which was once clear, yet a hazy mist now.

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A mission impossible.

Went to play soccer today yet again. Was not really in the running mood today so I switched to strolling on the right side of the park. I was lazily spraying passes around with my occasional flippant side of showboating by taking on 2-3 players at one go. Though, today's passing movement was rather fluid. Jow was showing more maturity and anticipation as a defender and Kenneth was acting like a captain for once. And most importantly, I was as usual. Good.

Hohoho. Kidding..

Well enough soccer to bore even the hard core fan. In the afternoon after I had lunch and a most fulfilling beauty bath, I was ready to meet ah jun who smsed me earlier for a top secret mission. This would be revealed as you continue to read.

Before I was about to go out, my neighbour came over to my house because her sister and her maid went to the library and she did not want to be left alone in her house. In case you peeps are wondering whether I may be a colourful wolf (色狼)or a pedophile to lust after my little neighbour, the answer is no.

I am judged so skin deep by my 'megawatt' smile that people choose to misunderstand it as a horny oversexed smile. Do not take me by face value all right? I just have a bigger than normal mouth relative to others. It does not mean I am having evil thoughts. I am in fact as mild as the little white lamb. Wahaha.

All right, enough crapping. But I really do think my neighbour is really quite cute even though she is only 9 years old. She got pretty single eyelid eyes.

OOh.

In addition, her hamster is so fun to play with. Correction. It is her sis's hamster. Her hamster died one month ago. Life is so fragile isn't it? Haix.

*Rambles about the fragility of life*

Okay that is enough. Let me continue.

I met ah jun today with the sole purpose of a secret meeting with his soulmate, Mister M. He offers great and cheap service. Furthermore, I feel that he is quite deft with his hands.

Er.. Actually he is our friendly neighbourhood hairdresser who operates freelance at the comfort of his own home!!

Hence we got a refreshing look once we left his house after 3 long hours. Gone are my unkempt hair and I am not a blackhead anymore. I dyed my hair a shade of brown. As for ah jun, he highlighted his hair to a flaming golden. He was not too happy with the attention seeking tag he is bound to carry for a few months though. The end result was not too appealing to him.

Ok. Really too much crap. *yawns* and boring crap too. ShaLL End it here

*a silent hurray from everyone could be heard*
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Plus a photo of my current look.

*GRRRR. groans from everyone*



WHEEEE!!!!!

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Who woke me up in the windy morning?

Was jolted awake by the incessant ringing of my handphone, with the quirky 爱x无限大 by 元若兰 playing its familiar and catchy tune in the background. I was wondering in my groggy and disheveled state of mind who could be so daring to disturb my beauty sleep.

Well, go pick up the phone I told myself. And I managed to muster immense effort to stop the ridiculous ringing. By pressing the green button. Of course at this moment I would rather have chosen the inviting red one..

At the other line was Charles, the contractor from ST. So he's the inconsiderate bloke?

*mutters something under my breath*

"喂?Benny ah? 我是Charles lea.你考完试了对吗?想要回去Clementi那里打工吗?"

Wow, at this point, I was going, "he's damn efficient lea. How did he know about it?"
He was definitely not in my list of friends I am going to meet up with this dec.

Hmmm did he read my blog??

OH well that is out of the question.

*SHRUGS*

After attaining at least 50% clarity of mind, it was not hard to deduce how he knew. In fact there are so many possibilities that I am not in the least interested to name any of them. Duh.

Well I replied tersely. "让我考虑一下吧."

....

To be honest, I was not thrilled at the "exciting" prospect of being back there. Even though the money I would have been able to make would be rather tempting, coupled with the fact that I do need a job financial wise, it simply sounds like a god send opportunity. In this case, Charles is the 财神 here. (silence) .. ..

Ok I know that is lame. But the long hours really put me off. I would not mind if my holidays is the long one, but it isn't. Imagine having to work from 8am till 3 plus am everyday consecutively. Exciting isn't it? Well, and the reason behind a fat salary is due to the fact that we work to the bone.

Shucks.. I would prefer a new challenge instead. The job scope there is so boring that I almost fell asleep a couple of times even when I was walking around. I was reduced to a mere walking zombie mostly that period of time because I ran into my debtor, the zzz monster. (more people felling off from their seats) LOL.

I thought of working as a zoo keeper or maybe a mascot last time round but I never did. I need a whole new experience now, and hopefully a good and interesting one. *Smiles* I should try to be a road sweeper at ST instead, if I ever return. The sweeper uncle there seems to enjoy his work there, at least he smiles more than any of the staff in ST. Haha.

But seriously, any exotic job offers for me? Being a gigolo is not in my list though. Do read the post A bizarre offer if you wish to know why.. Haha.

All right. Off to soccer soon. Sk just messaged to say he will be late. Standard fare.

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Mad post.

*Phew* Exams are finally over. Hence, a group of us decided to go to Vivo City to take a little walk to self entertain and take a relaxing break from the inhuman torture of the exams.

There were 9 of us, Ah jun, ah chua, Sk, xiong, Haowen, Kang Wei, Yi Wei, Pui, including me. As pui was the only female among the towering male companions, it was natural that she was going to be bullied by us. Along the way, we got her a new found "stead", called K-哥. Oooh. A couple of hours with us and she managed to have a scandal courtesy of Ah jun's blabbering mouth. But we weren't blaming him. In fact, it was a real talking point and the joke of the night.

Hee. Another major highlight was going to the arcade and play. Ah jun, Sk, Haowen and me partnered together in the soccer game which required us to kick a reel ball to pass and shoot. It was absolutely hilarious. Whenever the com keeper gets hold of the ball, we would gather around and attempt to slide in and gain possession of the ball, so that we can take advantage of the confusion and put the ball into the net.

Damn. Italy (our team) lost to Spain in the final. 4-3.

WHEEE!!!

A tiring day. And I was complaining that my legs are fatigued.As usual, I cracked a super lame joke.

"Must be the chicken wings we ate earlier."

The response was a incredulous huh.

"cuz of the lime juice we squeezed over the wings. 脚酸,你知道吗? "

Diaozz.
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Finally the hols. 我想死你了 loh!!!

Wahaha.

I have so many plans, yet too little time for all. I wish to sing everyday till the glass in my house all shatters (madness), I want to do yoga till I can put my legs on top of my head yet float on mid-air, which is impossible. (crazy laughter)

In addition, I want to play soccer till the ball suddenly explode till to sustained pressure and draw till there is no win or lose (waa lame).

Anyway, I got a lot of ongoing plans to keep me super hectic. I have a kids camp, a chalet and the guys are planning a short trip to KL too. Hope to meet up with as many friends as possible this december.

All right. Off to hone my winning eleven skills now.

BYEBYE!!!

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

My inspired dRaw~~



http://www.myheritage.com


This is a new drawing called 星星笑了。。

你笑时是什么颜色呢??

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My 自拍照.

The magician is back. Though I have another paper tomorrow, I can say it is effectively over for me. This paper is pure madness. Any amount of studying for it would not help matters.

So so boring. Resisting my temptation to blog especially when I got a lot of complaints made it really difficult for me. Hence, in order to stifle my enthusiasm, I turned my attention to taking a lot of 自拍照 during this few days。In fact, I have taken more than 10 odd photos of me and myself. Diaoz.

Show you all some of my photos.

This one must be due to a lot of stress.



LOL. I am lame. I need the wheelchair. Haha the one up there actually is not me if you are having a big shock now.

Ugly right???? I know I should not laugh at people but this was posted at uglypeople.com.

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Look at my other photo below. I am proud to announce I became more handsome because exams will be officially over for me soon! Haha!!!



Er. Sorry. Due to the dismay results I am expecting, the residual stress builds up and rots my face and I would not be as handsome as the above photo.

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The below is really the real me if you forgot what I actually look like. I guess this is the end product if you take the 2 above photos and morph them together. Haha.

Bear with me people. The mounting exam stress has reduced me to a cripple capable of only lame stuff.




The magician waves his wand and *poof* again.

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Saturday, December 02, 2006

A magician's trick.

I was rambling a bit last night. I was drunk by the tranquility of the night and drowned by the sombre mood which my flowing emotions painted. Only the day can neutralise the seeping effects of lingering shadows.

All right. I guess this is as far as I can go now. Going to make a resolution to stop blogging for at least 3 days to prepare for the last 50m mark before I reach the finishing line.

Anything can wait now. I tell myself if I do not even have the resolve to commit myself for 3 days for my own benefit, what can I hope to achieve in other things? Only perseverance and hard toil will see me through.

All right. A closing moment before I see you all in 3 long days. I am going to show you all a magic trick. Read carefully.

At the count of 3, I shall disappear.

1...

*anticipation*

2...

*went poof, leaving a thin mist trailing.. Where's 3?*

It has gone missing with me.
...

*my crazy laughter could be heard, muffled in a distant dimension.*

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Friday nite is the mood for love.. Season 2.

Friday nite is the mood for love.

I realise that tearjerkers only have their desired effect when the person watching it probably puts him or herself in the protagonist's shoes. And as I grow older, I become more and more emotional. I take things harder, and the lines on my faces get deeper.

When I was young, I always remember seeing my mum cry when we were watching some particularly touching scene on television and I would laugh at her for being so affected. I guess things have taken a turn and retribution is at hand.

I only remember a rather touching show when I was young that makes my cry. I am proud to say that I manage to stop them from flowing during the show as I struggled to withhold my emotions. I only let go when I hit the bed.

I think it is probably secondary school days when I watched the show. It was called "祖孙情", acted by the boyish looking 林志颍 and the then famous boy actor 郝绍文 who acted as Jimmy Lin's younger brother.

In the show, Jimmy was a teenager who was still schooling. His parents had died in an accident. Hence, he and his brother had to live with their paternal grandfather. Due to 文's tender age, they chose not to tell him that his parents had died.

While Jimmy had to cope with his grief in losing his beloved parents, he also has to bear with his nuisance brother, who always gets him into trouble. His grandfather seemed to love 文 more and was particularly strict with him. As a result, he could only cry alone, in the silence of the night, watching the footage of his parents before they met with the mishap.

I really feel a lot for Jimmy's character at this point of the show. I could feel his grief, his eagerness to make his grandfather happy, yet not appreciated. I supposed when I was young, I also wanted to make my presence felt. However, our efforts often come to naught as kids normally remain largely anonymous in the world of adults.

The show came to a climax when Jimmy fell from a really great height while trying to save his little brother who had foolishly climbed to somewhere really high.

While he was breathing his last, he finally told his grandfather how he felt. He told him about his fears, his disappointment in not living to his grandfather's standards and how he tried to be a prefect grandson. He also told him how much he missed his parents and that he could only cry alone because he dared not show his weak side to his grandfather. Finally he stated happily that he could be with his parents on the other side...

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Haixx. That was the only show that reduced me to a whimpering idiot during my adolescent years. Till now, I still feel sad when I think about the show. Shucks.

Because I am afraid that I would not be able to do some things, say some stuff when I miss my chance. There is only one life.

And now, I am starting to feel a lot when I watch romantic shows. There is only one person that comes to my mind whenever I try to put myself in the silly situation in such shows.

Every breath that I take, every second that passes, every little moment, I could only fill myself with this certain person. I finally do not question whether I really love her or not, because I do.

I guess I finally found a person whom I really want to be with. All my previous crushes and infatuations throughout the years do not match up to this intense feeling that I have now. Weird to me really.

Its time I start doing something to stop it from slipping away again.

Please.

我取笑自己是个傻瓜.
可是傻瓜也有权利去爱一个人,
也有权利守着她一身一世.

Friday nite is the mood for love.

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Friday, December 01, 2006

My lovely scribbles-translated.

抒情的抒写。。


나는 나가 다시 사람의 감각과 사랑에 빠지곤다는 것을 싶었다는 것을 생각했다.

의식이 없던,

당신은 나의 세계에 들어갔다.

나는 온후하게 당신의 심방, 모든 포획 아름다운

그림에 열려있던 및 경미한 꽃 향수를 밀쳐서 좋다 당신 희망했다.

당신이라고 희망해, 모든 포획은 너의 것에 밝은

햇빛 . 또한 나의 침울한 세계에 들어가골.

사랑해요.

By 첨단..
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抒情的抒写。。


私は私が人の感じのような新しい愛を有することを考える。
知らずに、私の世界に入った。
私はアトリウムのライト、
美しいイメージを広げ、
すべてがあなたの 未成年者自分自身を連れて来ることを望む。
私は暗がりの世界に入ることができる私および華麗な日光を与えたことを望み。
私は愛する。

By ピーク..
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posted by Xiao Feng at 4:40 PM 0 comments

The look alikes for 纪念日.

http://www.myheritage.com

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posted by Xiao Feng at 1:47 PM 0 comments

<<发花痴>>

OMG!! I have not yet touched my books from morning till now. I am just plain lazy.

With nothing better to do, I took the drawing called "纪念日" and tested it on myHeritage face recognition and the results are surprising. The drawing got a 86% match on Marcia Cross,73% on Davina McCall and the star studded list includes Misha Omar, Nancy Kerrigan, Ueto Aya, Grabrielle Union, Fiona Xie, Joey Yung, Melanie Chisholm and lastly, Petra Nemcova respectively. And even the last on the list, Petra Nemcova, got a 70% match.

I think I should fall in love with my drawing, get married with her and have kids. But the first one is as far as I can go. Haha.

I shall do another drawing again. Hmmm maybe i should not even call them drawings though. They are still not yet good enough to be qualified as drawings.

I got the person to draw in mind already. At least this person is not fictitious. I spotted her from a friend's photo in friendster. She's really sweet looking and that is enough to make me go ga-ga.

In fact, she looks a bit like 2 girls whom I had a small crush on, though names will not be mentioned to protect their identities. I bet it is a horror to let them know that I got a one time craze on them too.

*dreams and 发花痴* maybe I will fall in love with my next drawing.

*rushing off to get my pencils sharpened!!!*

~~~VROOOOOOOM~~~

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posted by Xiao Feng at 1:18 PM 0 comments

Drawings.

Was studying a bit when my concentration let me down again. My desire to play got the better of me. Started to finish off a drawing which should have been completed a few weeks back.

This is what it looks like.



My 3 min fetish of being a songwriter is temporary over. I now announce my current interest is to draw.

The below drawing is done when I was primary 6. Found it recently. The paper has turned yellow.

Darn it..I guess there is not much difference from my current level. Which is pathetic.



Never mind. I shall improve.

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posted by Xiao Feng at 2:31 AM 0 comments