Memories of the Wind.
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
很多无聊的想法
梁静茹在自己 facebook fan page 频繁和亲近的流言，令人觉得她本人应该真的非常友善和平易近人。我想，这是她对歌迷朋友们多年来一直在她坎坷的音乐路上给予的支持和鼓励。
总觉得，人都应该都要有一颗感恩的心。那么，周边的人都会活得更开心。
自己也会开心的。
:)
嗯。
当然啦，梁静茹虽然感觉平易近人，但是她毕竟只是偶像。喜欢听她的歌，幻想过跟她做朋友，但也只不过如此。
我觉得啦，有了崇拜这成分，就很难做朋友了。哈。不知觉就会想到梁静茹的歌“崇拜”。里面有一段词：‘我存在在你的存在’。这词想要表达的，对此，我觉得自己有一点点小体会。爱情难免在某些时刻，彼此好像多存在在彼此的存在。
你呢？
。。
可是朋友呢？
朋友之间就应该是平等的。尊敬彼此，却不应该崇拜。。
身份也许会有不同，或许也很有可能有很大的落差。在这里，就会想到叶问在“叶问2”里打赢老外对手后经典的台词。“人的地位虽然有高低之分，但是人格，不应该有贵贱之别”。
嗯。。哈哈。ok啦。越来越扯了。。
自己下下定论吧！
晚安！
Labels: Chinese Writes, random
Thursday, September 17, 2009
酷！ 对。 还需要哭。。
因为爱情，
两个熟悉的人，
变成这世界最陌生的人。
老套了啦，老套了啦！！！
都厌倦听到这样的话语了，你也许会说。
但是还是觉得，
真的很不可思议。
人的记忆又不是电脑里的存档，
真的那么容易从硬盘删除吗？
我们只是选择性的忘记，
一种失败的尝试。
锁住记忆盒不只需要无坚不摧的锁，
还需要世界最棒的伪装。
因为爱情，
两个熟悉的人，
变成这世界最顶尖的演员。
酷！
对。
还需要哭。。
一天，两天。
还有明天的明天。
直到真的有一天，
我们忘记了要忘记。
两个熟悉的人，
变成这世界最陌生的人。
老套了啦，老套了啦！！！
都厌倦听到这样的话语了，你也许会说。
但是还是觉得，
真的很不可思议。
人的记忆又不是电脑里的存档，
真的那么容易从硬盘删除吗？
我们只是选择性的忘记，
一种失败的尝试。
锁住记忆盒不只需要无坚不摧的锁，
还需要世界最棒的伪装。
因为爱情，
两个熟悉的人，
变成这世界最顶尖的演员。
酷！
对。
还需要哭。。
一天，两天。
还有明天的明天。
直到真的有一天，
我们忘记了要忘记。
Labels: Chinese Writes, random
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Close to 3 months.
I am guilty of neglecting my blog. And there are many witnesses to it.
I am tied and shackled with too many commitments the past few months. Final year project almost stripped bare my joys in living though I managed to overcome it. Wahaha.
Anyway, I am back. BUT it feels kinda strange to blog having been out of the business for months. Guess it always takes time to get used again, just like a prisoner out of jail after a hefty 10 years sentence.
~~~~
I thought of this line:
There's probably a limit to stupidity in life, you know.. However, I haven't find that limit yet, so I am still happily stupid.
And just to assure you that I am really quite amused and happy with my life, here goes.
=)
I am tied and shackled with too many commitments the past few months. Final year project almost stripped bare my joys in living though I managed to overcome it. Wahaha.
Anyway, I am back. BUT it feels kinda strange to blog having been out of the business for months. Guess it always takes time to get used again, just like a prisoner out of jail after a hefty 10 years sentence.
~~~~
I thought of this line:
There's probably a limit to stupidity in life, you know.. However, I haven't find that limit yet, so I am still happily stupid.
And just to assure you that I am really quite amused and happy with my life, here goes.
=)
Labels: random
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Fuzzy logic.
It is all too easy to be friends, when all we do is focus on the similarities and not the differences.
Make Love, Not War.
However, if we do not put in effort to settle or negotiate differences, we can never cross over to the other side.
Then again, some people argue that we do not need to cross over because we can get a good view down here. But it is different standing from where I am and lookin at you; and standing with you, because I want to.
It is all too complicated. .too fuzzy..
~~~
We all wished upon the stars when we were young once, didn't we??
..
Make Love, Not War.
However, if we do not put in effort to settle or negotiate differences, we can never cross over to the other side.
Then again, some people argue that we do not need to cross over because we can get a good view down here. But it is different standing from where I am and lookin at you; and standing with you, because I want to.
It is all too complicated. .too fuzzy..
~~~
We all wished upon the stars when we were young once, didn't we??
..
Labels: random
Saturday, December 27, 2008
No more mouse phobia for Doraemon!!
Practically slacking at home after soccer in the morning. Super sleepy now.
Anyway, I just caught this scene.
GOSH!!
Doraemon has taken ji4 bang4 (the little mouse on top of doraemon, means one hair) as a friend. Little blue carebear and moo moo on the left are witnesses.
No more mouse phobia for Doraemon!!
Congrats!! =D
ps: the sun has gotten to my brain. Temporarily suffering from mild craziness.
Anyway, I just caught this scene.
GOSH!!
Doraemon has taken ji4 bang4 (the little mouse on top of doraemon, means one hair) as a friend. Little blue carebear and moo moo on the left are witnesses.
No more mouse phobia for Doraemon!!
Congrats!! =D
ps: the sun has gotten to my brain. Temporarily suffering from mild craziness.
Labels: random
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
B for Benny, B for Bum.
Today, I looked into the mirror and I got hell of a shock!
"Where is Benny??" I asked myself.
I saw a bum in there. A lazy bum.
Did the mirror decide to give itself a off day?
But when I knocked my head to make sure I was not dreaming, I thought I almost suffer a concussion from my own grievous assault on the head.
That same fella in that mirror got a heavy knock too.
Yeah. It was unmistakable. I was that lazy bum.
B for Benny, B for Bum.
ROARS.
"Where is Benny??" I asked myself.
I saw a bum in there. A lazy bum.
Did the mirror decide to give itself a off day?
But when I knocked my head to make sure I was not dreaming, I thought I almost suffer a concussion from my own grievous assault on the head.
That same fella in that mirror got a heavy knock too.
Yeah. It was unmistakable. I was that lazy bum.
B for Benny, B for Bum.
ROARS.
Labels: random
Sunday, November 23, 2008
影子 The Shadow.
你是我的影子，
在无法承受的光明里，
我需要的黑暗。
If this were literally translated,
You are my shadow,
under the unbearable light,
the darkness that I need.
^^ rubbish (垃圾）
影子啊！
因为有你，
我才感觉到自己实实在在地活着。
Ahh! The shadow!
Because of you,
I feel alive! ALIVE!!!!
lol. They say ghosts do not have shadows.
在无法承受的光明里，
我需要的黑暗。
If this were literally translated,
You are my shadow,
under the unbearable light,
the darkness that I need.
^^ rubbish (垃圾）
影子啊！
因为有你，
我才感觉到自己实实在在地活着。
Ahh! The shadow!
Because of you,
I feel alive! ALIVE!!!!
lol. They say ghosts do not have shadows.
Labels: Chinese Writes, lame, random
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Sometimes, someone..
Sometimes, someone say something, or do something deemed so inconsequential that they will forget in an instant, but it leaves a lasting impression on you.
It may just change your life forever.
Many years back, there was this incident that I could only remember after Buddy jolted my memory, but which remained etched in hers.
We boarded a bus in the late afternoon. As it was not peak hours yet, we managed to find 2 seats side by side. As she was about to take the window seat, I stopped her because the hot afternoon sun was shining in and i did not want her to be under the sun. So I took that window seat.
It was really nothing.. But she remembered it as a sweet thing that I have done for her. I must have been quite "bland" most of the time. LOL..
..
^^ That's why I love the afternoon sun. Afternoon sunshine. Fun.
~~~~
There was this other incident which left an impression on me. I was spreading butter at Cafe Cartel (where you can get plenty of bread) when Jun commented on how nicely I am able to spread the butter!
It is always innocuous comments like this that strikes the chord of someone's hearts.
They are there to stay, not just "hi" and "goodbye".
LOL. Nowadays I pretty pride myself on spreading the butter and it comes as no surprise if I offer to spread it for u!
HHAHAHAHAHAHAA By the way I just ate 4 slices of bread. Not many considering I eat 7 slices for breakfast.
-_-
It may just change your life forever.
Many years back, there was this incident that I could only remember after Buddy jolted my memory, but which remained etched in hers.
We boarded a bus in the late afternoon. As it was not peak hours yet, we managed to find 2 seats side by side. As she was about to take the window seat, I stopped her because the hot afternoon sun was shining in and i did not want her to be under the sun. So I took that window seat.
It was really nothing.. But she remembered it as a sweet thing that I have done for her. I must have been quite "bland" most of the time. LOL..
..
^^ That's why I love the afternoon sun. Afternoon sunshine. Fun.
~~~~
There was this other incident which left an impression on me. I was spreading butter at Cafe Cartel (where you can get plenty of bread) when Jun commented on how nicely I am able to spread the butter!
It is always innocuous comments like this that strikes the chord of someone's hearts.
They are there to stay, not just "hi" and "goodbye".
LOL. Nowadays I pretty pride myself on spreading the butter and it comes as no surprise if I offer to spread it for u!
HHAHAHAHAHAHAA By the way I just ate 4 slices of bread. Not many considering I eat 7 slices for breakfast.
-_-
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Net Happiness = Total Happiness - Total Sadness
Jem was talking about this the other day..
Trading a A+ for a A so that we can pull up other modules.
- - - - - - - -
I wonder, if we can trade happiness for less sadness?
If Net Happiness = Total Happiness - Total Sadness
and net does not change, will we still be better off?
Then again, if happiness and sadness are both cut short,
In happy times, we wouldn't really be happy, and in sad times, we wouldn't really be sad too.
We will become numb.
悲伤剪一半，快乐剪一半。
如果雨下的小些，
而雨后的彩虹只剩下三种颜色,
彩虹还是彩虹吗？
Trading a A+ for a A so that we can pull up other modules.
- - - - - - - -
I wonder, if we can trade happiness for less sadness?
If Net Happiness = Total Happiness - Total Sadness
and net does not change, will we still be better off?
Then again, if happiness and sadness are both cut short,
In happy times, we wouldn't really be happy, and in sad times, we wouldn't really be sad too.
We will become numb.
悲伤剪一半，快乐剪一半。
如果雨下的小些，
而雨后的彩虹只剩下三种颜色,
彩虹还是彩虹吗？
Labels: Chinese Writes, random, The Emo Club.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Today, Bad Day.
Today seem to be one of those days when I totally do not feel good. Nothing irritated me, no one stepped on my tail too, because I do not have a tail anyway. HAHA. -_-''
I hoped it isn't yesterday's divination lot that I got from a temple. I went to pray for good luck in exams with Ah Chua at Si Ma Lu, and as usual, I went to get a divination lot. The contents do not bode well. It was saying: "What you are doing is tantamount to searching for a pin in the sea; and even if you manage to get it back, what's the point?"
So, what's the point?
zzz.
I hope it is not the onset of a mini mid life crisis. I ought to be too busy for that though I am not doing anything productive at all now.
Bad period.
.. Period.
彩虹都跑到哪里去了？
I hoped it isn't yesterday's divination lot that I got from a temple. I went to pray for good luck in exams with Ah Chua at Si Ma Lu, and as usual, I went to get a divination lot. The contents do not bode well. It was saying: "What you are doing is tantamount to searching for a pin in the sea; and even if you manage to get it back, what's the point?"
So, what's the point?
zzz.
I hope it is not the onset of a mini mid life crisis. I ought to be too busy for that though I am not doing anything productive at all now.
Bad period.
.. Period.
彩虹都跑到哪里去了？
Labels: random
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Where's the rainbow?
The rain's been falling,
and I wonder,
where has the rainbow been hiding?
It has been a long time since I blogged. I had eventful days all this while, be it happy or sad, but out of a sudden, I dread writing. I developed the aversion to writing, my mind a painful blank as I started out on a post, staring fitfully at the computer screen. I believed if I have peered hard enough, I might have burnt a hole right into the display..
I love painting stories, I still do. I love to knock strange ideas off my head and concoct a story out of my intense imagination. But perhaps the hectic schedule has erased some of that enthusiasm and the need to transform it into words.
Sigh.. Maybe the rain made me crazy today.
I am waiting for that rainbow.
I am waiting for a long awaited rainbow,
and the rain to stop.
and I wonder,
where has the rainbow been hiding?
It has been a long time since I blogged. I had eventful days all this while, be it happy or sad, but out of a sudden, I dread writing. I developed the aversion to writing, my mind a painful blank as I started out on a post, staring fitfully at the computer screen. I believed if I have peered hard enough, I might have burnt a hole right into the display..
I love painting stories, I still do. I love to knock strange ideas off my head and concoct a story out of my intense imagination. But perhaps the hectic schedule has erased some of that enthusiasm and the need to transform it into words.
Sigh.. Maybe the rain made me crazy today.
I am waiting for that rainbow.
I am waiting for a long awaited rainbow,
and the rain to stop.
Labels: random, The Emo Club.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
等着我？
Funny how one can be totally inspiring.
Inspiration probably works both ways.
你知不知道你的一个微笑，
跟超人的电话亭，
一样重要？
没有电话亭，
超人只是普通人。
没有你的微笑，
我无法变身成你的超人。
I became superman because of your smile.
That's what all that means.
For a last line,
太在意一个人， 也许是一种奢侈的温柔。太沉重了。
我想都不敢想。
我只是在奇怪，
当一个人走进另一个人的世界时，
怎么都不需要敲敲门，
就可以毫无礼貌的闯进去？
是不是他一直都在等你？
这世界上，
是否在某一个角落里，
有人在等着我？
Inspiration probably works both ways.
你知不知道你的一个微笑，
跟超人的电话亭，
一样重要？
没有电话亭，
超人只是普通人。
没有你的微笑，
我无法变身成你的超人。
I became superman because of your smile.
That's what all that means.
For a last line,
太在意一个人， 也许是一种奢侈的温柔。太沉重了。
我想都不敢想。
我只是在奇怪，
当一个人走进另一个人的世界时，
怎么都不需要敲敲门，
就可以毫无礼貌的闯进去？
是不是他一直都在等你？
这世界上，
是否在某一个角落里，
有人在等着我？
Labels: Chinese Writes, random
Monday, October 27, 2008
Cupid vs Yue Lao
A msn conversation some days back. I wrote the green lines.
| but then cupid makes 2 pple fall in love |
| then yue lao makes the 2 lovers get married |
| so i tink they work in unison |
| muz be co-existence then. |
| whoaa |
| yuelao makes 2 ppl get married? =/ |
| i din noe tat =x |
| lolls u sound like... some |
| philosopher |
| HAHA |
| =p |
| hmmm. cuz i thot chinese alw preach marriage? |
| n besides last time dun need love oso can get married? |
| so i guess at the top, the western n eastern gods sign a pact |
| sayin there muz be love coupled wif marriage |
| but i dun tink cupid works really well wif yue lao |
| cupid muz be cursing yue lao n his wispy beard sometimes |
| cuz when pple get married nowadays, they divorce |
| then yue lao is shitting on cupid too |
| cuz last time |
| pple dun really divorce , even if theres no love present |
| guess seriously, the more love there is, the more a couple is bound to get hurt when something happens |
Friday, October 10, 2008
Scatterbrain
3 Jay songs from his new album.
That's the time I take to reach home from Clementi MRT.
I am pretty glad I reach home safe and sound today because I am super absent minded today.
My soul seemed to be floating in obscure space right from the morning and I am glad I did not burn my house down when I was boiling my ba kut teh..
My first mishap was felt hardest by QQ's Financial Accounting Textbook when I left home at Clementi. Sobs sobs. I forgot to tighten my water bottle cap and the entire contents of my bag got soaked..The book must have been crying. If not it won't be dripping with water. I can squeeze water out.. -_-
2nd stupid thing was messaging the wrong person. I wanted to message Chua that Jingyi will be going for Sunday's Fishing Event and I ended up messaging Jingyi instead.. -_- _-
3rd thing.. ~I left SDE Com Complex, with Junli and Sk still there doing their various stuff, in order to fetch p.PP from her lecture.. I forgot to bring my handphone, bringing only my handphone pouch.. Came back without her to get my phone so that I can ascertain her location.. -_-_-_-
4th thing.. ~~ Damn.. I stepped on a little depression on the ground filled with dirty water while on the way back home after dinner from bukit timah. Everywhere was dry except there...
-_-_-_-_-
GOSH. I am such a scatterbrain.
That's the time I take to reach home from Clementi MRT.
I am pretty glad I reach home safe and sound today because I am super absent minded today.
My soul seemed to be floating in obscure space right from the morning and I am glad I did not burn my house down when I was boiling my ba kut teh..
My first mishap was felt hardest by QQ's Financial Accounting Textbook when I left home at Clementi. Sobs sobs. I forgot to tighten my water bottle cap and the entire contents of my bag got soaked..The book must have been crying. If not it won't be dripping with water. I can squeeze water out.. -_-
2nd stupid thing was messaging the wrong person. I wanted to message Chua that Jingyi will be going for Sunday's Fishing Event and I ended up messaging Jingyi instead.. -_- _-
3rd thing.. ~I left SDE Com Complex, with Junli and Sk still there doing their various stuff, in order to fetch p.PP from her lecture.. I forgot to bring my handphone, bringing only my handphone pouch.. Came back without her to get my phone so that I can ascertain her location.. -_-_-_-
4th thing.. ~~ Damn.. I stepped on a little depression on the ground filled with dirty water while on the way back home after dinner from bukit timah. Everywhere was dry except there...
-_-_-_-_-
GOSH. I am such a scatterbrain.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Bacteria and your Pomegranates.
I feel that I ought to work on crazy and complex equations so that I might one day, solve an universal problem and end up winning a Nobel Prize. But I get stuck in an infinite loop of my own, as I struggle to negotiate my own identity.
I now entertain the thought of being the bacteria of a bacteria. NANANA~
Interaction with your own species at the most innate level requires the highest level of complexity. You really need bazookas, grenades and an indestructible amour to fend off the lies that are going to be aimed at you with ruthless efficiency.
Bla bla bla.
Anyway, I heard this during Dinner with Cokty yesterday. Walter was the story teller.
There was this auntie who bought 2 pomegranate overseas and during customs when she was returning to Singapore, the officer asked her what was in her bag.
She promptly replied.
And she was caught.
The officer heard" Bombs and grenades."
-_-
I now entertain the thought of being the bacteria of a bacteria. NANANA~
Interaction with your own species at the most innate level requires the highest level of complexity. You really need bazookas, grenades and an indestructible amour to fend off the lies that are going to be aimed at you with ruthless efficiency.
Bla bla bla.
Anyway, I heard this during Dinner with Cokty yesterday. Walter was the story teller.
There was this auntie who bought 2 pomegranate overseas and during customs when she was returning to Singapore, the officer asked her what was in her bag.
She promptly replied.
And she was caught.
The officer heard" Bombs and grenades."
-_-
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Blahhh.
I want to be a bacteria. -Eat, rest and multiply.
Well, mankind does just that, maybe a bit more.
We have a longer lifespan to come up with weird mechanisms to spice up our "bacteria" life. And the below picture is the product of our interesting and roller coaster life.
Photos of me in the 1960s to 1990s. Hehe.
Go to the below website to relive urself in the oldies era.
http://yearbookyourself.com/
Self explanatory.
Well, mankind does just that, maybe a bit more.
We have a longer lifespan to come up with weird mechanisms to spice up our "bacteria" life. And the below picture is the product of our interesting and roller coaster life.
Photos of me in the 1960s to 1990s. Hehe.
Go to the below website to relive urself in the oldies era.
http://yearbookyourself.com/
Self explanatory.
Labels: random
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Fishes or Birds
2 tests this week do not stop my mind from drifting and wandering in space.
I wonder which is greater: the number of fishes in the ocean, or the number of birds in the sky?
I tried to google but to no avail.
Can anyone give me an answer?
Erm..
Another question. Is there really an answer for every question?
And does it matter even if we do not know?
I wonder which is greater: the number of fishes in the ocean, or the number of birds in the sky?
I tried to google but to no avail.
Can anyone give me an answer?
Erm..
Another question. Is there really an answer for every question?
And does it matter even if we do not know?
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Is it cats or dogs that come down when it rains?
Procrastination is an idiosyncrasy that makes my life sings out of tune. Things often do not go according to plan and though a day ends on a happier note, I cannot really imagine what disaster might befall me when everything comes back. Lets just say I am still pretty much alive at the very moment.
However, the crisis is blatant. I got loads of things to do, yet there is an seemingly invisible force which tempts me to oblivion by fixing me in time and I stone, simply worrying about the loads of things to do and not doing anything material. It is tantamount to being firmly rooted on the highway and 50 metres away is a 10 ton truck which threatens to seal my precious little life in a couple of seconds. I have time to move away, but I stand there just worrying about being hit. Stupid.
And I rather wonder if it is better to rain at night or the afternoon. Or if it is cats or dogs that come down when the rain comes.
However, the crisis is blatant. I got loads of things to do, yet there is an seemingly invisible force which tempts me to oblivion by fixing me in time and I stone, simply worrying about the loads of things to do and not doing anything material. It is tantamount to being firmly rooted on the highway and 50 metres away is a 10 ton truck which threatens to seal my precious little life in a couple of seconds. I have time to move away, but I stand there just worrying about being hit. Stupid.
And I rather wonder if it is better to rain at night or the afternoon. Or if it is cats or dogs that come down when the rain comes.
Labels: random
Thursday, August 28, 2008
I feel so numb.
I have enough of using my left brain in what is a week of academic hell for me. Tutorials, labs, assignments, lectures came in a whirl and hit me like a hurricane at monstrous speeds despite it being the 3rd week of school. All my left brain cells are hurt in the logical thought process. Crazy schedules like 9am to 9pm lessons are killing me...
zzz..
Therefore, my right brain is finally out to wreak havoc. Humming random distorted tunes in my little brain. It is kept hush in my tiny room of thoughts though...
Try this too if you want.
http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,22556281-661,00.html
My right brain is taking dominance right now and I cant change how the dancer turns now. I normally can concentrate and let it turn whichever way I want.
Picked up a pen and doodled randomly on the bus.
I suck at drawing the nose and mouth. GRRR..
I feel so numb.
Sometimes, we really need to feel pain, to realise that we are alive.
This does not really bode well.
zzz..
Therefore, my right brain is finally out to wreak havoc. Humming random distorted tunes in my little brain. It is kept hush in my tiny room of thoughts though...
Try this too if you want.
http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,22556281-661,00.html
My right brain is taking dominance right now and I cant change how the dancer turns now. I normally can concentrate and let it turn whichever way I want.
Picked up a pen and doodled randomly on the bus.
I suck at drawing the nose and mouth. GRRR..
I feel so numb.
Sometimes, we really need to feel pain, to realise that we are alive.
This does not really bode well.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Will your answer to this question be no?
"Will your answer to this question be no?"
I saw this question appearing in a book that contains ridiculous questions and even more ridiculous answers today at Kinokuniya in Suntec City. The book was really amusing, and I had a good laugh at the contents.
Anyway my answer is~~
"No. My answer won't be no."
Tata.
I am going off. Ciao.
I saw this question appearing in a book that contains ridiculous questions and even more ridiculous answers today at Kinokuniya in Suntec City. The book was really amusing, and I had a good laugh at the contents.
Anyway my answer is~~
"No. My answer won't be no."
Tata.
I am going off. Ciao.
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