Memories of the Wind.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

The rain and the signs.

Oki. THe rain is makin sport of mi. Today's soccer was marred by the heavy downpour. i was playing sorely under par and i never had the chance to make amends with the rain cutting short my disastrous play. And i had to get drenched gg home cuz the rain was simply horrendous lo. My cute little umbrella provides no protection against the evil rain. Especially with Jow sharing the pathethic umbrella wif mi. I could swear it fared no better than the use of banana leaves coverin the head.

Brrrrr... Cold and wet. I want to get fired up in life. At least for my studies. And now the rain has to douse my enthusiasm.

I guess my daily potion of readin the signs and stars seem to read off from my mind.

The feeling is mutual -- really, really, really mutual. All signs are pointing to go, but you're still hesitating. What gives? Hey, if you're not ready, you're not ready. But if you are -- you really should make a move.

Haa dun try to read too much into it.

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

hope in nature heals.

No matter how fast an aeroplane can fly, i still prefer birds.

Issit becuz of the Enviromental Kuznets Curve (environmental consciousness directly related to affluence) ? It applies for my case. For all the technology that has made the society more cosier and affluent, i find myself being magically drawn to the wonders of Mother Nature.

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And i believe in hope. Hope is the lightbearer in the dark. dun worry about havin none left if u give pple hope. cuz the hope dat u gave would make the world brighter. ALwiz look on the bright side of life.

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I get hurt easily, yet my wounds heal swiftly and miraculously. I am now into Li Sheng Jie's songs. Hehe.

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

Love's Digest

Friday nights is the mood for love..

As i set myself upon serious contemplation, i came to a long awaited conclusion. Most people start to become cautious and mindful of their speech when the person they like appears before them. Anyway u peeps would probably be thinking whether i am referring to mr mi, and i shall not deny wat was once an undeniable fact.

Haha. When one becomes too cautious in the "lead"'s presence, he would become so unlike himself. All the mana that he draws on to set a beautiful conversation ablazing is straight away blazed to the ground without making any actual headway to the lead's heart. Its like u lose ur original flavour. If u were chocolate ice-cream, then u hav become vanilla ice-cream. But she likes chocolate more.

I noe this sounds like pure mockery out of something so dear to our heart. But there is alwiz a moral to learn form. The chocolate story tells us to be urself even if u like someone. I believe the person would prefer an original u, rather than a masked one. Treat the person u like wat u would to a close fren, rather den soundin the alarm and throwing caution to the WIND. If the person likes u for wat u ar, its the best.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

Please speak.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

Guys are alwiz handed the unfortunate label of being the most insensitive creatures in the world. Not that we wanted to, but thats the tag that has been affixed to us since day 1 of our life. It juz feel strange to talk about our feelings especially when we dun hold hands like gals do, we dun cry in cinemas even though we desperately need a tissue. We ar supposed to be the strong and indomitable sex. But i jus wanna say that we love our frenz even thou we neva say so, we ar willing to brave any danger for them even thou we may tease one another week in week out. wo jiang bah

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becuz of the surroundings that we grow up in, the culture that we are subjected to, every individual holds different values. Different people has different notion on wat is appropriate and wat is important to them. sometimes, due to differences, there would bound to be conflicts among frenz. To resolve them, we gotta talk about them before the problem escalates. So wadever it is, pls speak up. ni jiang la. I noe its hard to engage in a heart to heart talk for guys cuz we feel gay but gay betta den losing a fren la.

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Understandin a person involves a lot more den juz gg out tgt or knowing the person for years. One comic mentioned before that in order to understand a person, one muz first noe wat is the thing that the person hates most. This give a lot of indication towards what the person's values and principles are and wat he see as upmost importance. This can be done thr meticulous observation and when the person confides in u. ni jiang la.

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A true fren is the one who holds ur hand and touches ur heart.

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Milo boi and crane fist

Was at the nus breakers today for the foldin crane challenge and the milo van challenge. Yay! finally learnt how to fold paper cranes with junli's fine tutorage. Dun luff. Its not easi to fold ok! i oni managed to do 2 and tats a $1 donation from song he. We got 9037 cranes in 10min. Kudos to everyone who helped in foldin! ..wondering when would pple fold paper cranes for mi haha.

and the milo challenge was mad! at least for mi. i put my milo drinking sessions durin intervals in lecture to good use. Gulped down 14 cups of milo with "ease". xiong was power too! He drank 10+ cups ah. glad tat i didnt vomit after my "attempted suicide". nothing strange happened to mi except a couple of freq rounds to the toilet after tat. And we nus peeps magaged to down one van in 29min 59sec. not a bad achievement.

anyway. Its another round to the 4d shop for mi. hmm 2959 and 9037. 1st and 2nd prize. den mayb i can get myself a couple of ji mi's books haha.

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

Bish bish bish!

I am a fighter.

Ah bish...

I use my battle-hardened fists to protect my fragile inner self and the pple i love.

Ah bish...

I have average fighting skills, tats why i get hurt sometimes.

Ah bish...

But i never falter and i believe in following my way.

Ah bish...

Pick up the sword and fight. Now.

Ah bish....

However, when i pick up the sword to protect u, i wun be able to hug u close.

Rub-bish.

I shall hug u even closer.


The illusion of defeat and the reality of defeat would alwiz be too fleeting to catch.

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

Late better than never.

Yay!! Left a blemish in my otherwise clean record of being punctual for school for 3 consecutive days despite bein consistently late in meeting my pui, sk and jun for sch at clementi interchange. Heh heh. Except for yesterday, i hav no commitment cuz i dun nid to mit dem. So i was late for lecture.

Whooohoo. I was act designin a new hairstyle before gg to sch. I wanted to create a wavvy effect wif random multi layers on top of a straight fringe tendin towards the right of my forehead. So i used a steam powered straightener to straighten out my fringe den used Etude hair wax to style my hair. Applied the finish wif Gatsby Super Hard Set and keep Spray. Done in 15min but didnt like the end product. And late for sch.

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Got an interesting array of hair styling products.

3 korean hair wax- Super hard hair wax, etude what's up hair wax, etude shimmer glossy hair wax tat adds glitter to the hair.

Gatsby hair products- Super hard set and keep spray, ultra tough styling clay, mat type styling wax.

salon hair products- Goldwell ectreme trendline matt wax tat's supposed to give the hair an ashen look, Sebastian crude clay.


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of cuz i wun be late today hehe. I am not gg to start treating pple anytime. Oh and lets hope i rmb to bring ys's chocolate.

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cant post pics currently. something wrong wif my internet security settings. Nvm i shall rectify dat in the near future.

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

I tink my life is takin an abrupt turn. For now. I am preparing myself for a marathon. Are u running wif mi or competing wif mi?

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Monday, August 14, 2006

A big thank you.

If u notice, u would hav realised tat my blog has more than 3000 visitors oredi. Not tat its a big figure, but i juz wanna thank everyone for contributing to the counter. Therefore, i am dedicatin lines of sincere and heartfelt words to my frenz. Dis would be a massive tagboard! (Some names have been censored to protect their identity.)

to ph: dun wait ah. quickly find a job before u ord de.

to walt and kkk: start of new term, cokty muz study hard tgt!

to mrLeaf: tell us wat u want de, and we shall try to get it for ur birthdae.

to budd: take care. lets hope we can go on a trip dis comin dec.

to ah ***: wish u and tai4 hou4 would alwiz be in peace wif each other.

to Sk: muz rmb ah bu's birthdae la cannot forget mah.

to ah ****: tink of wat u want. dun give up so easily. differences can be settled.

to ah bu: happy belated birthdae! dun give us so much trouble hor! haha. help us ask for harry potter vcd? thanks hehe

to ****: hope u can find ur happiness. thanks for bein so nice even in rejection. =)

to dear: muz hav confidence. the greatest obstacle is overcomin urself.

to capt: hope u and ur laopo can chang2 chang2 jiu3 jiu3. when's next call up?

to jow: waa rugged look. soo many holes. i wan different style everyday. hehe

to jinhuan: when we playin soccer tgt again?

to charles: moley moley!

to weiqi: dun be scared of needles thou ur muscle big big yea?

to monkey: nice to see ya. hair longer liao yeah? eatin bananas now?

to zj: thanks for lendin mi the qigong book de.

to reality: be more optimistic. i will be dere for ye when u drivin. u wun be alone.

to mei1: muz do well for 'O" levels!

to mei2: dun worry. uni life is not tat scary!

to ser: u ar not alone. do give mi a call if u feel alone.

to kangeroo: sorry for alwiz pang siein u. coffee treat by mi.

to pang: hopefully can jio u out for soccer soon. lend u boots if got field soccer.

to ggss: how u doin? u mia so long oredi.

to reverend: neva train much liao? shrank since army days haha.

to quek: duckie? wooohooo. cya in nus. enjoy being lame wif u.

to bryan: dun smoke so much de.

to yq: cya around in sch bah! haha u ar alwiz present for 2b gatherings. yay

to nayiac: dun be so sad. muz pick urself up!

to chu ern: good luck for 'O's !

to gumyuzai: edwin boi boi, enjoy ur crazy antics! hahaha. gay wif mi de.

to ***: thanks for the JL1001 mod. i am ready to move to 2nd level. =)

to karin: good luck for sem exams ye? i wan treat at swensens de.

to lisa: great seein u again. muz come for next gatherin ok?

to the brothers: i am relieved to cya both appearin normal now. great!

to peishi: i sincerly believe u would find a really good guy who keep promises like ur fren. teach mi how to dance yea? so we can dance on the streets tgt!!!

to rich: yoyo. plannin to watch harry potter vcd for the kids camp. hehe

to xinyi: i am not hysterical. i am juz being honest. wahaha

to jem: i like e naruto's kakashi's dog.

to tsunting: leng lui, luge fun hor.

to hapuio: i really think u ar a charismatic leader.

to yiwen: ji mo nan hai ju le bu rox!

to junhui: forgive mi if i laugh sometimes. i am juz too reminded of the god is crazy.

to terence: thanks for being so welfare de

to hannah: haha i traumatised by u de. *runs away*

to anthony: i am at ur service whenever u need extra helper haa.

to yeli: u look sleepy everytime tsk tsk. hahahha

to runyan: sorry mr man ban pai cant support u physically de, but i am wif u mentally!

to haojie: ur butt rox. haaa

to liming: ur actions veri cute de. haha i tink u make a good wife wif so many pple votin for u!

to amanda: waaa when sing k again, walkin jukebox?

to tiong: u ar my xing mu zhong de hao nan ren de.

to giam: cya more often. long time neva talk online liao.

to trish: thanks for alwiz showing mi all e utube and sendin mi songs.

to huiwei: bon voyage! do keep in contact!

to lotus monkey: we ar hen ben! muahahahah

to gaara: jap trip sure shuang. hows ur movie comin along, av director? bleahx

to peh: dun be so beastly la. even thou i no better haha.

to wq: come play soccer la. long time neva come liao.

to GN: i lke ur photo style. eyes alwiz close de.

to Weijie: wa ur movement veri funni tat time durin frisbee. zhui weng zi yi bu zai jiu haha.

to chor seng: ur dantian is the most powerful i ever seen sia.

to all the others: sorry i neva mention u. Fren fren de~

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Sch starts again!

Countin down. countin down to the start of the term.. 10, 9, 8,7 ....3,2,1! Yay! So many things happened dis hols! NIte peeps. Enjoy studyin. I gg to enjoy it dis time round. I hope.

JL1001 : pass. shall be knowing my grades soon. hehe. a load off my mind. Thanks!

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

风不能吹就作最潇洒的落叶

I do not want to think too much. When realisation sets in, i gotta to take it as it is. I am not stupid. But i prefer to be a fool.

Nah Nah nah.

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Friday, August 11, 2006

I am Inoue!

NarutoNet Character Test!

I am Inoue in Bleach character test! The test is boliao..

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I am Naruto!

Naruto Network Character Test!
You are Uzumaki Naruto, the loudest ninja in Konoha! About 90% of the time you're often stubborn and annoying, and when you're bored you're most likely eating cup ramen. You're confident and always believe in yourself, which gives you the will of a kage!

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

join mi in my thoughts.

I think i learnt a lot from other pple's blogs. How they struggle wif their emotions and deal wif rough patches. It gives mi a lot of insight and despite readin occasionally how woeful and depressing life can be, I sincerely believe that there is a rainbow behind every storm. Mayb it may sound skeptical from mi lookin at the number of angsty posts tat i hav, but tat's the wholesome truth.

I hav neva ceased being strangely optimistic even though that ar much internal strife occuring within my inner world. Maybe its becuz of the emotional streak that i hav inherited from typical librans. I love to cry, it gets mi more in touch wif humanity and myself. I suppose tears help to heal wounds. Its the perfect antidote for sad pple. Er. Haha at least for mi. I dun cry all the time. Juz enuf for mi to carry on livin. Every setback spurs mi to fight another day and futher reinforce my thinkin tat things gonna be all right. Yay. Juz like yesterday's ISIS outin. Despite missin the much awaited fireworks, i dun feel shortchanged at all cuz i saw the most romantic spectacle of floating bubbles tat we created in the night.

I noe bubbles burst easily wif the slightest touch. I noe fireworks wun last long. I noe youth is juz a fleetin stage of life. All the more we gotta make the most of it. A hesitant step results in eternal regret sometimes. We dunno how wats at the end of the road, when we would get to the end of the road. It may be windin, it may be straight, it may be a dead end. So we should make hay while we may. It rhymes it rhymes. HEH HEH!

Thoughts runnin wild again. High High i gg! Any higher and i may reach the stairways of heaven. Wonderin why pple would commit suicide. Animals neva would. I hav neva seen monkeys tyin a knot and hangin themselves becuz some other monkey stole his banana. I hav neva seen cats drownin themselves in the water and cryin out loud for help becuz they couldnt go on a date wif the cutest cat in town. Neither would a bird go and smash its head on the lampost when its mates laughed at him for flyin like a drunkard. Mayb they ar not as clever as us. They cant figure out that death is the ticket to heaven. Well, i keepin my ticket for as long as i could.

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

a petter pic across the sea?

Jap kids ar really cute. And they ar the most polite kids that i prob seen. I worked for an event company last week at sentosa and was in charge of a funfair booth. Its prob family day for some company and everyone there ar jap. These kids looked at u in the eye while they held out the coupon needed for a try at the funfair game and smiled meekly. They would wait patiently for their turn at the games, say thank you when i handed out the prizes to them, and took the initative to help the pple mannin the booth by pickin up the games equipment tat has flew off accidentally. a pity i cant upload the photo tat i has taken of dis very handsome kid currently. Something wrong wif my internet security settings. Shall be workin again for the event company dis fri. Woa i wanna meet cute kids. Of cuz I m still a staunch supporter of Yishun kiddies!

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Played soccer wif Vietnamese internationals at Nus src handball court today. They really display acute sportsmanship in addition to their immaculate teamwork and precise passing. Haha i shall be a braggart and comment on my wonder goal today.

I was playin a lone striker for my team. It was a counter attack and i received the ball in mid air on the right somewhere slightly in front of the midway line. There was a opposition player markin mi closely and with a deft flick usin my instep of my fav right foot, i got past him in a swift flowin motion. I raced down to the centre but alas, as alwiz, my "deft" touch wasnt precise enough and it flew slightly too far away from mi. I could hav used my left foot to strike a very adventurous volley but i knew my far from polished technique would not be able to carry off such a daring strike. so i cushioned the ball down to the ground usin my left foot and as i attempted to cut back to the centre(now on the left instead haha), usin the outside of my right, the opposition midfield general rushed back to jockey mi. Without ado, i did 2 lightnin quick stepovers (edited), first to the right, second to the left and immediately pushed the ball left and foward. This halted the marker momentarily and i picked my footin and striked a angled shot from the left corner usin my left foot and it was destined to be a top class goal from a lucky strike. Hee.

The midfield general came over to congratulate mi and everyone applauded. That's genunine sportsmanship. It was juz back to basics. We were enjoyin football on a level playin field. Normally, local opposition would hav not been so generous wif their praises.

Recently, foreigners juz wowed mi with normal manners.

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From strangers, to Frenz.

一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意
我的有口无心
我离不开darling
更离不开你
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意
我的有口无心
我离不开darling
更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
拆穿我留些意怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密

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Monday, August 07, 2006

Halfed

oF half the drama serial unwatched,

oF half the cd listened,

oF half the book read,

oF half the story told,

oF half the sweet secrets and cookies shared,

oF half the creativity fufilled.

oF half the questions answered,


oF half the happiness left untouched.


The stranger in the mirror, issit mi?

We looked so similar yet totally different,

but hummin the same 'o' tune.

I looked to the left,

u looked to the right.

But i am sure we were looking the same way?

I started laughin, and u followed,

without any lag.

But are u laughin wif mi or at mi?

Pls dun poke fun at mi!

oF the other half and the idiocrasies that follows in life.


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Saturday, August 05, 2006

Circles, buses, question, wisdom, sunsets and sunrises, fairy tales, seasons == random thots?

I sux at playin the game of circles. I draw a circle and stand in the middle. The first person to pass by says Hi and ask "can i join?" Gradually, the circle starts to fill up. I am in the middle, left suffocatin for air. I alwiz find myself drawing bigger circles till i refuse to let pple take the innermost circle..

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I hav a fav seat in bus. I alwiz prefer to take the left 2nd most backseats. Dunno whether other pple exihibits such behaviour anot. Maybe its juz mi??

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While on the bus today, i was ponderin over something ridiculous. It was a dialogue.

Me: Can i ask u a qn?

Imaginary mi: ooh oki.

Me: Wat's my qn?

Imaginary mi: ... Wat's ur qn?

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I guess that most of my wisdom was lost to pure stupidity. The only hard part is admittin to it.

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I like it more when the sun sets compared to the sunrise. Mayb its becuz i can look foward to the sun risin again?

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Cant imagine it when the sky in fairy tales turn dark. Wat if the kiss on the frog prince had turned the princess into a fellow amphibian instead? Wat if Cinderalla's little glass shoe broke into pieces? Wat if Snow White had drank poisoned apple juice instead? Wat if Rapunzel's hair wasnt long enough? Lucky it was juz a big fat IF.

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This is my season of happy bubbles amidst poignant feelings. I am evil. I cant wait for bubbles to burst... This is my season of red autummn leaves fallin, bringin away my wind of memories.

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

Pls apologize to pigs.

Resisting the temptation of wife biscuit havin eaten one of the best in the market recently. My mechanism figured that the ones i am goin to buy probably wun taste as nice. However, it sparked my penchant for food other than my fav wife biscuit. In fact, I stuffed myself wif plenty todae. So much so that i am balloonin once more. OH ya, we cant mention tat we ar gettin as fat as pigs. Pigs ar neva as obese as humans to begin wif. Poor piggies, pushing the blame to them, while we absolve ourselves of guilt. They cant complain mah. Shall be exercisin once more. Before i become as lazy as a pig. Oops.

Aahh. Feels great to unload a load of crap here after loadin myself wif a substantial amount usin my eatin device!

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Chow time!

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