Memories of the Wind.
Monday, January 30, 2006
Lookin ahead
Haiizz... Sometimes, juz becos we can see the moon in the sky, and its reflection in the water, we foolishly believe tat we can somehow get hold of it. All we get is juz a drenched body and prob pneumonia.
AND on top of tat, when we get out of the water, someone passes us a wet blanket. Hey we sae thanks and tata, we get even colder. Brrrr...
Finally a fren passes u a change of clothes and u realise that it may juz fit nicely after all!! Yeah!
(ps: wanted to carry on the story by addin even more, but dun wan to spoil the new year mood..)
AND on top of tat, when we get out of the water, someone passes us a wet blanket. Hey we sae thanks and tata, we get even colder. Brrrr...
Finally a fren passes u a change of clothes and u realise that it may juz fit nicely after all!! Yeah!
(ps: wanted to carry on the story by addin even more, but dun wan to spoil the new year mood..)
Labels: musings
Thursday, January 26, 2006
xiao bai fell down
haizz.. xiao bai fell down yesterdae late morning. went hospital and realise tat her spinal cord is fractured. lucky tat the doctor says its not serious and she onli nid to stay for a few days.
Labels: note
One changes a lot
Yesterdae evening saw my sec sch fren when alightin from my bus. i was on my way back home after a tirin dae of sch. Well, jianyin i still somehow keep in contact cuz she's my other fren, js' gf.. den the other one i dun recognise at all. she's from my neighbouring class and saw her quite a number of times tho i dun remember talkin to her. maybe one or twice ba..
Wow, she looked realli different. I onli remember her in sec sch as quite cute den now she looked realli quite good.. She highlighted her hair red and my onli 2 comments are 好看 好看!
haha one can realli change after so many years and she oso dun recognise mi at all. have i changed a lot too?
Wow, she looked realli different. I onli remember her in sec sch as quite cute den now she looked realli quite good.. She highlighted her hair red and my onli 2 comments are 好看 好看!
haha one can realli change after so many years and she oso dun recognise mi at all. have i changed a lot too?
Monday, January 23, 2006
Trust
I trust u completely,
but do u believe that i trust u?
but do u believe that i trust u?
Saturday, January 21, 2006
My 3min fetish
I realised i hav a 3 min fetish. Somethin tat has bugged me since pri sch, or as far i can remember. Everythin tat i take an interest to is almost always short lived.
During pri sch, i took an interest to the volin, but after the first few lessons, my dread started to show. I endured thr the grade one lessons without even takin the test at all. After tat, no more volins more mi.
Sec sch, drawing and writing of nonsensical stories. Did it almost everdae. Wrote a story called 1B Mutants durin sec 1. It was about all my classmates all posessing supernatural powers. It was also about my struggle of emotions wif dis particular gal tat i was totally bowled over. haizz... Drawin isnt reali my cup of tea and i often fail art durin sec 2. Till the end of year exam when my art teacher told mi to purue art in upper sec. Siao!!! Flattered too cuz he sounded so sincere and serious haha
JC, obsessed wif fitness suddenly. Did dumbells everydae for J1. And it was extreme. 1500 times of 10kg for each hands. Siao! Stopped it after readin somewhere tat too much weightliftin affects the aglilty of soccer players. Commenced on push ups. Tat one was realli extreme too. 1000 everdae!! 100 each time. 10 sets! siao!! After dis stoopid trainin, picked up another one. it was wushu trainin called xian jin shen tui gong. My on and off love affair continues to the present moment. Tried to pick up Nan Quan, Taijiquan, and even qigong, but in vain.
Tot of pickin up archery but lucky it was too expensive.
Uni, Singin became part of my life liao. Yoga is wat i m doin now. haha. dunno when the spark would die out... Let my fetish burn!
During pri sch, i took an interest to the volin, but after the first few lessons, my dread started to show. I endured thr the grade one lessons without even takin the test at all. After tat, no more volins more mi.
Sec sch, drawing and writing of nonsensical stories. Did it almost everdae. Wrote a story called 1B Mutants durin sec 1. It was about all my classmates all posessing supernatural powers. It was also about my struggle of emotions wif dis particular gal tat i was totally bowled over. haizz... Drawin isnt reali my cup of tea and i often fail art durin sec 2. Till the end of year exam when my art teacher told mi to purue art in upper sec. Siao!!! Flattered too cuz he sounded so sincere and serious haha
JC, obsessed wif fitness suddenly. Did dumbells everydae for J1. And it was extreme. 1500 times of 10kg for each hands. Siao! Stopped it after readin somewhere tat too much weightliftin affects the aglilty of soccer players. Commenced on push ups. Tat one was realli extreme too. 1000 everdae!! 100 each time. 10 sets! siao!! After dis stoopid trainin, picked up another one. it was wushu trainin called xian jin shen tui gong. My on and off love affair continues to the present moment. Tried to pick up Nan Quan, Taijiquan, and even qigong, but in vain.
Tot of pickin up archery but lucky it was too expensive.
Uni, Singin became part of my life liao. Yoga is wat i m doin now. haha. dunno when the spark would die out... Let my fetish burn!
Labels: musings
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Kaira is good!
Gong Shijia can sing! Nice listenin to her. Bought her cd for her autograph. wanted to take a photo wif her but do not hav any cameras. sob... wanted to borrow from the 2 girls who were infront of mi cuz they seem friendly but decided against it eventually. ~Gong~~Gong~~Gong~~Gong~.
haa. sounded like a new year song oredi haa..
haa. sounded like a new year song oredi haa..
Labels: note
Friday, January 13, 2006
Kaira Gong Shijia's concert
I going out to watch Gong Shijia's concert soon. hope it would be enjoyable! haii, got one extra ticket.
Labels: note
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
A bad joke
Yesterdae evening i received a sms from weiting. It said that he need money urgently and it sounds dead serious. I was momentarily stunned and a lapse ensued. I only regained my composure after a few seconds and continued scrollin down the message to see wat may follow. And it read" my acc says $999,999.90. Pls lend mi 10cents so that i can be a millionaire" haha, the dreaded mist was raised. I heaved a sign of relief for my friend and laughed at the joke. The moment of magic has transformed me to a mindless minion and i proceeded to foward the sms to quite a large group of friends who i tink may share the light hearted moment as i do.
Almost immediately, the 1st sms came in. And it was not to be the first. A hell lot followed suit and all they asked was how much i need? I realised only that my moment of magic has turned to a moment of folloy. I was making a joke on the expense of my friends' concern for mi and i dun like it. I tot they would finish the whole sms and it didn't occur to mi that they would not finish scrollin down the entire message. Before i could even comprehend the entirety of the circumstance, another friend offered to pass mi the money on that nite as she would be goin out soon and she happens to live near me. Another asked how much i need and she would help mi borrow from her mother as she was afraid that it wasnt enuf..
Soo bad of mi. I realli sinned man. this is a lesson to be learnt. Here i apologize again to those who receive this bad joke of mine and hope u all wun be offended by the insensitivity of my actions. And alos thanks to those friends who were ever so readily to help mi!!
Almost immediately, the 1st sms came in. And it was not to be the first. A hell lot followed suit and all they asked was how much i need? I realised only that my moment of magic has turned to a moment of folloy. I was making a joke on the expense of my friends' concern for mi and i dun like it. I tot they would finish the whole sms and it didn't occur to mi that they would not finish scrollin down the entire message. Before i could even comprehend the entirety of the circumstance, another friend offered to pass mi the money on that nite as she would be goin out soon and she happens to live near me. Another asked how much i need and she would help mi borrow from her mother as she was afraid that it wasnt enuf..
Soo bad of mi. I realli sinned man. this is a lesson to be learnt. Here i apologize again to those who receive this bad joke of mine and hope u all wun be offended by the insensitivity of my actions. And alos thanks to those friends who were ever so readily to help mi!!
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Rain keeps falling in my heart
Wonder when the rain would stop. The weather now seems fine but a while ago it was still rainin. And the cloud outside still appears unrelentless in their pursue for more rain. The rain has got to me and i m now not in the best of moods... Rain keeps falling in my heart.. Reminded mi of fan xiao xuan's song. "rain"
rain 词:许常德
曲:郭子
我怀念有一年的夏天
一场大雨把你留在我身边
我看着你那被淋湿的脸
还有一片树叶贴在头发上面
那时我们被困在路边
世界不过是一个小小屋檐
你说如果雨一直下到明天
我们就厮守到永远
rain...falling in my heart
你的声音仍然深印我心田
世界改变你也改变
我在海角天边
rain...falling in my heart
你的诺言虽然没有实现
爱是雨点落在昨天
永不放晴的缠绵
我怀念有一年的夏天
一场大雨把你留在我身边
我看着你那被淋湿的脸
还有一片树叶贴在头发上面
那时我们被困在路边
世界不过是一个小小屋檐
你说如果雨一直下到明天
我们就厮守到永远
rain...falling in my heart
你的声音仍然深印我心田
世界改变你也改变
我在海角天边
rain...falling in my heart
你的诺言虽然没有实现
爱是雨点落在昨天
永不放晴的缠绵
rain...falling in my heart
rain...falling in my heart
rain...falling in my heart
rain...falling in my heart
rain...
rain 词:许常德
曲:郭子
我怀念有一年的夏天
一场大雨把你留在我身边
我看着你那被淋湿的脸
还有一片树叶贴在头发上面
那时我们被困在路边
世界不过是一个小小屋檐
你说如果雨一直下到明天
我们就厮守到永远
rain...falling in my heart
你的声音仍然深印我心田
世界改变你也改变
我在海角天边
rain...falling in my heart
你的诺言虽然没有实现
爱是雨点落在昨天
永不放晴的缠绵
我怀念有一年的夏天
一场大雨把你留在我身边
我看着你那被淋湿的脸
还有一片树叶贴在头发上面
那时我们被困在路边
世界不过是一个小小屋檐
你说如果雨一直下到明天
我们就厮守到永远
rain...falling in my heart
你的声音仍然深印我心田
世界改变你也改变
我在海角天边
rain...falling in my heart
你的诺言虽然没有实现
爱是雨点落在昨天
永不放晴的缠绵
rain...falling in my heart
rain...falling in my heart
rain...falling in my heart
rain...falling in my heart
rain...
Labels: Chinese Writes, music, musings
Friday, January 06, 2006
lendin mi your ear
i suppose the things bout gals being better listeners r quite true. I confided to some of my frenz before bout my difficulties or some private issues before and i realise that gals r realli better listeners too. Sometimes, confiding in someone doesent mean u require the person to give u a definite answer about something that is so indefinite. U juz wan someone to listen to u, to pour out your troubles to. U need a shoulder to lean on and a watchful eye on you for reassurance. When i talk to my male frenz bout private troubles and wat i get in return is advice on wat to do and wat not to do. Do i need dem to give mi such advice? Wat i actually need is a listenin ear and someone to agree to mi. As for the girls, they would just give u ur moment of sulking and return you peace. This is somethin more comforting den advice when i actually noe wat i should and should not do. Nevertheless, i appreciate everyone who hav been soo patient wif mi whenever i get into trouble and lendin mi a helpin hand when i m in need. They never tire of me when i tok cock (which is the most of the time) or when i m doin silly things even wifout goin thr my big brain. And for listening to mi, ur get my big hug!
Labels: musings
Thursday, January 05, 2006
I have sinned?
Actually the reason that i chose the above to be my tittle of the blog is purely on a non-conceptual basis. It has no inklings or hinting towards any relligious content or the actual deeds that i have commited in my entire life. It came simply becoz of the song' 我有罪' by 吳克群. I hav been constantly humming this song at that time and it juz come to the mind. Aiyah.... dunno la.. doesnt seem to fit into this blog; its out of point. Nonetheless, it doesnt realli matter to mi juz as all the spellings and grammar and vocab in this blog doesnt make sense.
juz as life doesnt make sense at a particular point of time and u wonder whether is it correct to continue treadin on the path that u hav chosen to take in the past even wifout pondering over it initially. Sure, its out of point and its not where u wanted to be in the first place. U cant see clearly ahead. there is mist all over and the fog made it impossible to see. U try to gasp for air and shouted for help in an exasperated manner. U can only hear ur own echoes. The ground gave way and u fell deep deep down.... Ever had such an experience?
But... as u open ur eyes when u land on the ground after that free fall from desperation, u saw light once again.
In every fall, u never noe wat may befall u be it hope and more desperation. if it is a black pit, try and climb out again. do not get beaten by urself. who noes, once u climb out, a wonderful scene may greet you yet! Miracles can only happen to a miracle itself. And only miracles can create a miracle. Hope is not goin to give u a hand, u have to cherish it yourself. U gotta believe... 相信就有, 不相信就沒有.
Oops, i went out of point again..
Below is the lyrics of the song '我有罪'. Enjoy!!!
我知道我有罪
讲的罪
我太自以为
我知道我有错
讲的错
贪新又厌旧
说话大声是我
就是我
错却不好说
拈花惹草是我
又是我
罪让你承受
就罚我唱情歌
说话别大声
我错我承认
就罚我唱情歌
越唱越大声
我爱我承认
唱到我声嘶力竭
那又如何
你值得更好的男人
我知道我有罪
讲的罪
只出一张嘴
我知道我有错
讲的错
坏朋友太多
让你伤心是我
就是我
错却不好说
痞子无赖是我
又是我
罪让你承受
juz as life doesnt make sense at a particular point of time and u wonder whether is it correct to continue treadin on the path that u hav chosen to take in the past even wifout pondering over it initially. Sure, its out of point and its not where u wanted to be in the first place. U cant see clearly ahead. there is mist all over and the fog made it impossible to see. U try to gasp for air and shouted for help in an exasperated manner. U can only hear ur own echoes. The ground gave way and u fell deep deep down.... Ever had such an experience?
But... as u open ur eyes when u land on the ground after that free fall from desperation, u saw light once again.
In every fall, u never noe wat may befall u be it hope and more desperation. if it is a black pit, try and climb out again. do not get beaten by urself. who noes, once u climb out, a wonderful scene may greet you yet! Miracles can only happen to a miracle itself. And only miracles can create a miracle. Hope is not goin to give u a hand, u have to cherish it yourself. U gotta believe... 相信就有, 不相信就沒有.
Oops, i went out of point again..
Below is the lyrics of the song '我有罪'. Enjoy!!!
我知道我有罪
讲的罪
我太自以为
我知道我有错
讲的错
贪新又厌旧
说话大声是我
就是我
错却不好说
拈花惹草是我
又是我
罪让你承受
就罚我唱情歌
说话别大声
我错我承认
就罚我唱情歌
越唱越大声
我爱我承认
唱到我声嘶力竭
那又如何
你值得更好的男人
我知道我有罪
讲的罪
只出一张嘴
我知道我有错
讲的错
坏朋友太多
让你伤心是我
就是我
错却不好说
痞子无赖是我
又是我
罪让你承受
Labels: musings
i wan to be a sop
sadd... i wan to sing all those stunning notes. i wan to be able to hit anythin above a C to a high C. But sob... i m a bass with a singing voice so much lower den the normal average person on the street. And it seems almost impossible for mi to sing songs with the normal key. i hav nothing against singin using a lower key cuz i believe that many pple would oso face the same problem as mi. but....
it jus old stubborn mi. being sooo old (21) and continuin to be so, my bones r desperately goin creakin and i cant be as flexible as i would like animore. i muz hit the high notes! i muz sing!! i realise i have a penchant for singin and i would regret it if i do not hit those far reachin high notes in my life. i wan to increase my higher range by an octave. I am goin to develop my mid voice and head voice and exploit the plausible potential that is inborn in mi. God sent
haha once i reach my range, i would further improve my support, vocal and tone quality and then i would go and sing in the ktv. but onli when i increase my vocal range. i have made a solemn vow not to step into a ktv until i reach my dream range... bwahahaha...
below r some exercises for increasing vocal range. dunno whether it works
Time for that tape recorder. This is a biggie.
We are going to sing HHHAH as we go up the scale.
Start on any note you want.
Sing HHHAH.
Sing the next note up the scale.
Continue up the scale until you can't sing HHHAH without it breaking.
Your voice will sound like it's breaking. You'll sound like an adolescent whose voice is changing or like a honking goose.
Hold the breaking note for a second
Sing the note just below on the scale.
This is your note! Yay!
Sing this note for a long time into the recorder. See if you can match it when you play back. Sing along with yourself. Now, while it's fresh in your mind, rewind back to the start of your tape and record it at the very beginning. You don't have to do it as one note, but put about 30 seconds of it at the start of the tape for reference later. Whenever you record yourself after this, leave some of the original note at the beginning.
After a week or so, redo the exercises above to find your note. As you get better, your vocal range will increase. Eventually, your base note will go up.
When that happens, move your voice up, and keep adjusting it as necessary until you like the note you're using.
it jus old stubborn mi. being sooo old (21) and continuin to be so, my bones r desperately goin creakin and i cant be as flexible as i would like animore. i muz hit the high notes! i muz sing!! i realise i have a penchant for singin and i would regret it if i do not hit those far reachin high notes in my life. i wan to increase my higher range by an octave. I am goin to develop my mid voice and head voice and exploit the plausible potential that is inborn in mi. God sent
haha once i reach my range, i would further improve my support, vocal and tone quality and then i would go and sing in the ktv. but onli when i increase my vocal range. i have made a solemn vow not to step into a ktv until i reach my dream range... bwahahaha...
below r some exercises for increasing vocal range. dunno whether it works
Time for that tape recorder. This is a biggie.
We are going to sing HHHAH as we go up the scale.
Start on any note you want.
Sing HHHAH.
Sing the next note up the scale.
Continue up the scale until you can't sing HHHAH without it breaking.
Your voice will sound like it's breaking. You'll sound like an adolescent whose voice is changing or like a honking goose.
Hold the breaking note for a second
Sing the note just below on the scale.
This is your note! Yay!
Sing this note for a long time into the recorder. See if you can match it when you play back. Sing along with yourself. Now, while it's fresh in your mind, rewind back to the start of your tape and record it at the very beginning. You don't have to do it as one note, but put about 30 seconds of it at the start of the tape for reference later. Whenever you record yourself after this, leave some of the original note at the beginning.
After a week or so, redo the exercises above to find your note. As you get better, your vocal range will increase. Eventually, your base note will go up.
When that happens, move your voice up, and keep adjusting it as necessary until you like the note you're using.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
The carnival is over. . . . ... And a lot of mixed feelings
i m trying to stay awake... or m i still in my dazed dream??
i cant remember i cant differentiate reality from my illusions
我已經忘記了
我忘記了
忘記了
忘記了
了
.
.
.
.
i m trying to stay awake... or m i still in my dazed dream??
i cant remember i cant differentiate reality from my illusions
我已經忘記了
我忘記了
忘記了
忘記了
了
.
.
.
.
Labels: Chinese Writes, The Emo Club.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Rain
Beautiful, precious rain drops,
Upon the window pane,
Comes a feeling of joy and gratitude,
To hear falling drops of rain.
The birds have stopped their singing,
And the grass turns green again,
The leaves upon the trees are washed,
In the summertime when it rains.
The earth seems to smile at the sun,
While the clouds go drifting by,
As thunder peals in the heavens above,And lightning flashes on high.
What a gift from God in the heavens,
Who sends rain in time of need,
To water the earth and freshen it up,
Giving life to all, indeed.
Beautiful precious rain drops.
Upon the window pane,
Such a precious gift from above,
The Rain,
The Rain,
The Rain.
Upon the window pane,
Comes a feeling of joy and gratitude,
To hear falling drops of rain.
The birds have stopped their singing,
And the grass turns green again,
The leaves upon the trees are washed,
In the summertime when it rains.
The earth seems to smile at the sun,
While the clouds go drifting by,
As thunder peals in the heavens above,And lightning flashes on high.
What a gift from God in the heavens,
Who sends rain in time of need,
To water the earth and freshen it up,
Giving life to all, indeed.
Beautiful precious rain drops.
Upon the window pane,
Such a precious gift from above,
The Rain,
The Rain,
The Rain.
Labels: poetry
Monday, January 02, 2006
Virgin Post
Yea dis is my first post. i M finally a blogger! and i am startin on the 2nd dae of 2006. happy new year to everyone and may all ur wishes come true. Nvm whether last year is full of ups and downs, it is the past. Let's look to the present and continue smilin :)
