Memories of the Wind.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

I was actually penning my thoughts down beforehand at an ungodly time of 330am on a lonely bus ride home with 3 other lonely souls. The first one was the bus driver, indian. He's lonely. The second one was a balding middle aged man who looked forlorn and ancient for his age. He's lonely. The tird one was a doe-eyed gal who's around the same age as mi sitting by the window and listening to her music player. She's lonely. Inspired by people and events, Miss Beni is in the mood for love again.


其实离开也是一种说不出的温柔。。

如果我不再牵你的手时,
你是否会在下一个十字路口迷失你原来的方向呢?
我不忍心,
所以我走不开。
可是爱不该是这样。

Would u still be happy if being together is out of the shackles of responsibiliy rather than love?

我们都彼此都在欺骗自己,
频频地解释我们美好的未来还未曾开始。
其实它早已结束。

原来我们都是下错站的可怜人。


dedicated to pple who loved and still loves.


Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Friday, September 29, 2006

Miss Beni

IT is proven that i am feminine. I got frenz who commented before that i am veri gal cuz my handwriting is nice enuf to be one. Haha, even i looked more like a gal according to a website which matches ur photo wif photos of famous celebrities and calculate who u look like most. If anyone needs evidence, he or she can juz go and look up one of my recent posts either in Aug or Sept. Wahaha i look like Gong Li or Zhang Zhiyi. HOohoo.

And today came a bomb. In a sms that one of moi fwens sent mi, part of the sms read" U got female hormones in u?" Dots. I am now convinced tat i am Miss Beni instead. And that means i am a lesbian.

Too groggy and high after wt's bdae party even wifout the aid of alcohol haha.

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Friends are for life.

I am thankful for the little compliments dished out yesterday nite by frenz especially when i least expected it. How a little compliment can go a long way. It left mi beaming and grinning from ear to ear. I am happy to receive them, and most importantly, i feel it a blessing to inject some warmth to other people's life too. Hence, this sweet lil sentence. "I muz thank my lucky stars for having the sweetest 'aunt' on earth".

Haa. I feel so loved. Ahh. Friends alwiz bring happiness to ur life, don't u? I hereby gift everyone a dear compliment. Friends are the sweetest guardian angels of our life, givin us inspiration with every beads of their perspiration. They share our dreams, sorrow and joy, no matter where, no matter what, no matter when. Friends are for life.

Its alwiz betta to remain as friends.

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

My twenty loves.

I was in an extravagant mood to read through my some of my previous posts in my archives and i felt compelled to blog 20 of my most fav posts. I am really kinda inspired by the stuff that i hav written for the past 9 months. Ya.. 9 months since i started blogging. How time really flies.. Oki, shouldnt be dwelling so much into the past yet again.. Well, these are the links to 20 of my fav.

01.My 3 min fetish

One of first few posts. Its something that is still veri much in mi. Haha


02.yOu

Inspired by a note on a card. Its valentines day..


03.The little dog story

A story that was adapted from a chi sms sent by junli. It was those mass fowarded sms.


04.Dear Blog

A post dedicated to my blog. U wouldnt be readin this if not for dis wonderful friend of mine.


05.Spooky tales- the radio

One of my spooky tales series. However, this series has remained untouched for a long long time.

06.Treasure ur smile

I like to see pple smiling. The children are wonderfully cute. Got the pictures from an email dat sk sent.


07.What is wealth

A story dat i heard from my fav dj, pei fen, in 933.


08.The story of xiao xiong

My incomplete fairy tale. The ending of the story is etched firmly in my heart but i dun hav the heart to show u peeps the complete story thou.


09.A bizzare offer

Its an once in a lifetime offer. But it tests my morality. Nah.. Juz bizzare.


10.A tribute to xiao bai

Comin to terms wif my dear grandma's death.


11.The promise of a cake

A true, sad story from a fren. I wish her well. =)


12.Happiness has jus left

Sank into depression during dis trying period. Glad to have frenz who showed their concern. Thanks peeps.


13.a random poem

Wrote dis one out of pure boredom while gg to work. haha


14.It hurts

A post dat hurts.. I would never forget such a post. I am never so in touch wif my feelings in other posts.


15.To my buddy

She's my budd, and someone whom i deeply loved. This is for ya, si an.

16.Juz random

Some random thots.

17.Pls speak up

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Pls speak up.

18.Bished

THots and more thots. Abstract as i am, i never fail to reveal some of my hidden feelings.

19.Fri nite is the mood for love

My new fri nite series. I am glad to hear reponses from pple. Thanks. I would cont to post as long as i am inspired. Fri nite is the mood for love.

20.A sky in my heart

Juz a post. A post for someone special. A post for someone dear. A post for ya.


Well. HOpe u peeps can tell mi which one u like best! Hee.

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

小小心灵里的大大天空

我是一个失了“明“的作家,我的作品不是用眼睛来观赏,而是用心来体会的。。

+小小心灵里的大大天空+

有一天晚上,当我望着茫茫大海时,我突然感觉到一丝彷徨。。我凄然感叹自己渺小的存在,跟浩荡的天空,一望无际的大海比起来,我显得太微不足道了。然而,这也无非代表我的顾虑和烦恼都变成芝麻绿豆的小事,无论碰到什么难题都能迎刃而解。哈哈。 这是不是有一点扯了?? 其实,心里还是非常惦记你,你皱一皱眉,你可爱的小动作,你天真烂漫的笑容不曾从我的回忆里离开过。我想你已经证明了我在这世界上的意义。我小小心灵已装下一个大大的天空!


我想用我无尽的思念,为你描绘出一个蔚蓝的天空。朵朵的小白云会跟着陪衬, 而到处都开满了芬芳的花。偶尔会下起毛毛细雨,可是请你相信,我不会让这场雨破坏这美丽的一切。可是。。你是否能陪在我身边,感受我的这一份梦吗?


我又多了一个无法完成的故事,因为我拥有一枝断不了情的笔。




,却始忘不了。



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Saturday, September 23, 2006

Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

More often than not, its better to remain as friends rather than lovers. 所谓相见容易相处难。Being lovers require a lot of commitment, understanding, and sacrifice. And when things dun work out, i guess its still better to leave in a quiet way.


当我们转过下一个街角时,
是否还会在碰面呢?
我们就像擦生而过的陌生人,
都不曾回眸一顾。

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Love is not about receiving. If u really like a person, u wish the person to be well. U hope for her to find her happiness even it may not be u. Like Sk's wisdom of words. "U dun give $10 and hope to recieve anything back." I am comforted enough if she's happy.


爱,是一种抽象,
还是一种感觉?
我不知道。
我只知道要让我爱的人高兴就好了。
因为爱不是占有,
爱是成全。
只要我在这庞大的世界里有一个我能牵挂的人就好了。

即使不能看见晨出的太阳,
我依然能欣赏美丽的夕阳。


Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

Toufu

I got the determination of toufu. Haizz. One min i could decide on something, and the next min i would be tempted to reconsider again.. One "victim" of my own indicisiveness is my studies. I told myself to study hard, but aiie the next moment i would be playing winning eleven. Haa.

Of cuz i am gg to sleep now. Look at the time! my eyes ar calling time out. budden i am strangely determined to post something 2dae. Hmm, mayb its a bid to overcome my toufu mentality. Bleahs. On a serious note, i really need a shrink to assist mi in buidling up my determination. Maybe wat i need is a good knock on my head thou.

i tink i gg to become smelly toufu, mashed toufu, steamed toufu, fried toufu, and charred toufu if i dun sleep anytime soon. my eyes ar now officially soybean toufu. I wish myself sweet dreams.

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

kissin e rain




I juz wan to kiss the rain,
the lonely rain drops fallin..
fallin directly from the sky.
or was it the star crying in the nite?

do i pay heed to the signs...
signs that were out of its place right from the start?
and how do i stop a star from fallin,
fallin into its emotional field.
how many times...
i have gotten the wrong side of the toss,
halfway so far.

and e fallin star...
took a attraction...
a move so tempted to discover her happiness.
but alas it wasnt so...
for in a universe so vast, she took a wrong end,
juz as so for mi..

how much i wan to tell e star i love her,
how much i wan to tell e star i wan her to be happy,
but i am juz a coyote...
reachin for the unreachable skies...

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Monday, September 18, 2006

Quizzes

Your Inner Child Is Surprised
You see many things through the eyes of a child.Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.You cherish all of the details in life.Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.
How Is Your Inner Child?


You Are 80% Psychic

You are so very psychic.
But you already predicted that, didn't you?
You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others.
You're very tapped into the world around you...
Just make sure to use your powers for good!
Are You Psychic?


Your Birthdate: October 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.

Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years

Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities

Your power color: Crimson red

Your power symbol: Snowflake

Your power month: September
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Animal Shadow
Your Superpower is Telekinesis
Your Weakness is Balloons
Your Weapon is Your Flame Neutralizer
Your Mode of Transportation is Canoe
What's your Superhero Name?


You Are 40% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.
How Evil Are You?


Your Birth Month is October

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can.
Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.

Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love

Your gemstone: Tourmaline

Your flower: Cosmos

Your colors: White and yellow
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?


You are 73% Libra
How Libra Are You?


You Are 65% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal
You're like most people most of the time
But you've got those quirks that make you endearing
You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!
How Normal Are You?


You Are a Purple Flower

A purple flower tends to represent success, grace, and elegance.
At times, you are faithful like a violet.
And other times, you represent luxury, like a wisteria.
And more than you wish, you find yourself heartbroken like a lilac.
What Color Flower Are You?


Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
What Gender Is Your Brain?


You Should Weigh 160

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.
If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!
How Much Do You Weigh?
Your Life Is Worth...
$1,189,500
How Much Is Your Life Worth?
Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.
What Is Your Seduction Style?
What Your Face Says
At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.
You Are 44% Slacker
You are a bit of a slacker - though you can pull it together and live a somewhat normal life.If you're young, this is probably phase you'll outgrow. And if you're already grown up, you need to get off the couch a bit more!

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Z monster!

Fighting the z monster. wonderin if i would gain exp from killin it haha. haiz.. Been really bz, tired and blur these few days. Incurring a heavy sleepin debt yet again wif a murderous interest rate. Practically borrowin from "loan sharks". My workload is again increasin esp wif a new tuition kid. Anyway, if I got e time, i would prob waste it by playin winning eleven, readin comics and slackin. Haha. which explains my unproductivity.

Tired. zzz. wat am i doin here? Off to bed.... zzz.zzz.zzz. Oh havent say good nite yet issit? hahas nite. zzzzzzzz.

killed by the z monster. game over. RIP.

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

谁能明白星星的寂寞?
谁能感觉眼泪的温柔?
我只想走得比你洒脱。。
却不知道你会更难过。。

Dots. When a gal says anything is fine, everything is not fine. Effective communication makes a relationship work and keeps it going. Gals juz do not like to speak their mind, keepin their cards close to their heart, leaving the poor guys guessing what she may actually mean even when she juz simply twitch at ur sleeve. The guys would hav hundreds of guesses on their minds, while none many not come close to her intention at all.

Wat a gal reali wants? Well dats for their guy to find out. FOR the GUYS.. the assumption dat something u ar doin for the gal may be wat is best for her is a dangerous miscalculation. Cuz u muz alwiz remember wat u tink best may not be wat she wants most. That's when the importance of communication sets in. If shes in the north pole and u happen to be standing in the south pole, things not gonna work out.

And after many years of studyin this much debated subject on love, i hereby conclude that in order to make a gal fall into ur love trap, u muz make her 心动多过于感动. 80% 心动, 20%感动. U gotta set her hears a fluttering. Well dis is a trick i am still annalysing.

Anyways i am not talkin about myself in case u ar wondering. dis is juz my retarded view on love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

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Friday, September 15, 2006

Look on the brighter side.

Took 2 pics of flowers while walkin along suntec last sun. Wanna share wif everyone cuz i tink it's bright and cheery!




Koped dis pics of the fireworks below durin the singapore fireworks festival 2006 from my mrLeaf's blog.








Nice ba. Juz hopin to brighten up ur day or mayb nite!

A pat on e back for those who had a lousy day,

a big hug for e unhappy souls,

a thumbs up for the ones who made it,

and a big warm smile for everyone.

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

The wind is blowing in my heart.

The wind is blowing. Oki. i noe it has been blowing since earth's not so humble beginnings. But now a soothing and comforting wind is blowin for mi. Thanks. Realli thanks. The wind says a million things without trace of a sound, and it knocks right to my dearest door of treasures. Its echoes sweet secrets of love and offers reassuring warmth to mi in the lonely streets of thoughts.. A feeling. And gratefully felt. Mayb the wind is juz blowin in my heart.

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

rushed to a rash.

Rashes all over my body. The after effect of alcohol does intensive harm to my body due to my allergy to it. Call it a love and hate affair bah. I am now itchin all over. . and red spots are getting more and more obvious due to the "magic" dealt to my affected body by my restless fingers. Scratch scratch..

On second thots, mayb its not alcohol. Mayb it's juz the rash decision i hav made.

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

Fri nite is the mood for love.

Fri nite is the mood for love.

I guess that emotional balance is very important to substain a relationship. Well it certainly feels good to be on the receivin end, but on the other hand it gradually builds emotional strain on the giving party because he or she may feel shortchanged as time goes by. I understand dat 被爱是幸福,爱人是痛苦的。。dats why most pple prefer their partner to love dem more than they do.

...

i hav made a rash decision. tats why i dunno wats love.

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Friday, September 08, 2006

my blog!

Actually i was wondering whether u peeps reading this actually noe about the different stuff in my blog? If u click on the second button u would see..



I shouldnt waste time explain bout my profile cuz its idiotproof. But there's a new addition to my blog which is the porcupine i named babydevil. Haha. and no kkk its working perfectly ok but u gotta click on it to go into another window before u can play wif it. Its because when i put the flash version and attempt to scroll down, the flash would become distorted. Yupp. Movin on i hav a hug counter. it shows 135. hehe some you3 xin1 ren2 added a hug recently. if u tink i deserve a hug, pls do so. Pls dun stop urself from huggin mi cuz u tink its gay and we ar in a conservative asian society. bull shit haha. Oki at the bottom part is a hot or not tag. If u tink my blog is nice, pls give mi a rating of 10. hehe i bhb. cuz u can see the current rating is cannot show pple one de.

movin on to the 3rd button is ...



Haha oki nothing much except my links. i wan to recommend quite a interesting link if u dunno bout it. its the "find out who u look like" link. u can upload ur photos and the website would indicate which celebrity u look like complete wif the %rating.

I played wif it ytd and got suprisingly different results from my past photos haha. heres some.



haha i look like ronaldinho in dis pic. if onli i can play like him dat would be well and good too.




Haha dis one is taken wif my buddy. Orite i dunno who's the 2 celeb and the pic cant be loaded.




Haa once again i look like a gal. act most of my photos the celeb match up ar most prob alwiz gals. diaoz.





Oki. i noe i bhb. anyway i dun tink i look like him. my fren xiong looks exactly like him thou. haha





oki. wats next? joey? bleahx.




Omg!!! zhang ziyi! haha bring on the contracts. i am gg to hollywood!




pweety pwetty! takako haha.




Well. i am gu niang again.




finally a guy. thanks thanks man.




gong li. gong li eh tao ah!



ok shouldnt deviate too much. well the last button is my tagboard. well pls tag. =)

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

☆听妈妈的话☆

☆听妈妈的话☆
☆jay chou依然范特西☆
☆jay送给妈妈的歌☆
小朋友你是否有很多顽抗
为什么别人在那看漫画
我却在学画画
对这钢琴说话别人在玩游戏
我却在躲在家背abc
我说我要一架大大的飞机
我却得到一只旧旧螺旋机
为什么要听妈妈的话
长大后你就会开始懂得这段话
长大后我开始明白
为什么我跑得比别人快
飞得比别人高
将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的心她不让你看见
温暖的事都在她心里面
有空就得多摸摸她的手
把手牵着一起梦游
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福中发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥
在你的未来音乐是你的王牌
那王牌谈的恋爱
而我不想把你教坏
还是听妈妈的话吧
晚年再恋爱吧
我知道你未来的路
干嘛比我更清楚
你因为太多学习的同学在这块写东写西
但我建议最好听妈妈我会用功读书
用功读书怎么会从我嘴巴说出
不想你输所以要叫你用功读书
妈妈挑给你的毛病你要好好的收着
因为不知道是我要告诉她我还留着
对了我会遇到我(周润发?)
所以你对跟同学炫耀赌神未来是你爸爸
我找不到你写的情书
你喜欢的要承认因为我会了解你会在操场上牵她
你会开始喜欢唱流行歌
因为张学友开始准备唱吻别
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福总发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
长大后我开始明白为什么我
跑得比别人快飞得比别人高
将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的心她不让你看见
温暖的事都在她心里面
有空就得多摸摸她的手
把手牵着一起梦游
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福中发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥☆..

Muz listen to ur mother k? 妈妈的出发点是为了我们的。 I hav never been a mama's boi, and i prob wun be. But i realli wan to listen to her more. The song above is by Jay. Enjoy.

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Monday, September 04, 2006

To the finishing line!

Vrroom.. Vrroom.. my engine is not workin yet. A case of deja vu. Juz wondering whether i was nearer to the finishing line dis sem compared to last sem. Argh. No work done. Net work = 0. And drats all the laws. The one tat applies most to mi now is prob Murphy's law. Dreaded it when i missed 2 buses on the way to sch today, dread it when the last thing i wan for it to happen alwiz happens first. Haha.

A mad post. Pls bear.

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

Love's Digest

Friday nite is the mood for love.

We would alwiz hav expectations. Expectations of the certain 1. And when the person falls short of ur expectations, u would be tempted to reconsider again.

Gals expect to be humoured. but guys should set the yardstick for the extent to how nice we can be to a gal. If nt, its a matter of time before we get bossed around. I strictly believe in fairness, so we should alwiz exercise give and take. How do we guys noe when to say noo to our special one? set ur priorities rite.

I am not a clay man. i am made of muscles and blood. and all the junk food tat i eat.

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